Monday, May 29, 2006

more and more..

i want something..i don't see how i can get it..
i can't imagine..


limited..
weak..
hopeful..
faithful..

some thoughts for our girlfriends...

Someone will always be prettier.
Some will always be smarter.
Some of their houses will be bigger.

Some will drive a better car.
Their children will do better in school.
And their husband will fix more things around the house.

So let it go,
and love you and your circumstances.

Think about it!

The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.
And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children.
And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes....
might be lonely.

And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing."

So, again, love you.
Love who you are.

Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say,
"I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!"

"Winners make things happen-- Losers let things happen."

Be "blessed" ladies.....

much ado about my birthday..

6.6.06..i'll be 26..kewl huh..

http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=omen666

..may all my wishes come true..
..may all my prayers answered..

movies i've missed

she's the man -->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=stm
failure to launch -->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=failure
mission impossible 3 -->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=mi3
DOA -->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=doa
da vinci code --->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=davinci
over the hedge -->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=hedge
x-men : the last stand -->
http://www.gsc.com.my/version2/movies/movies.asp?search=xmen3


.. i don't feel like myself..

lost..
anger..
disappointed..
sad..

been 2 weeks..

..since the last time i spent a night at my own house..

empty..

keep the faith..

إِنَّمَا أَمْرُهُ إِذَا أَرَادَ شَيْئًا أَنْ يَقُولَ لَهُ كُنْ فَيَكُونُ82
. Assuredly His order is, if He wants something, that He says "Be"- so it becomes.


فَسُبْحَانَ الَّذِي بِيَدِهِ مَلَكُوتُ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ وَإِلَيْهِ تُرْجَعُونَ83
. So extolled is the One who in His hand is the dominion of everything and to Him you are returned.


Yasin.

i can't explain

i took off the necklace i'm wearing last nite, i just felt like it..i have never taken them off since like, at least 2 years ago..


...it feels good..i can't explain

passed

two special friends' birthdays have passed...
..i haven't wished them..

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

changed..? ..part2

yes,

..deeper..
..determined..
..final.

bad..

this anger, is not good..bad for the heart..hm..should calm down..think positive..everybody has their own attitude, just deal with them or stay away from them..

the problem is, i have to linger with them..and i hate it when i have to be nice to them and any attempts to let them know that they have crossed the lines, would trigger a crisis..and i mean it, crisis!

fuck. some people are just plain sick!

Monday, May 22, 2006

sangat marah

just becoz hang nampak baik, so orang ingat hang baik??
and hang ada hak nk berlagak baik??
rasa bagus menyakitkan hati org lain??
acting immatured.

you hate me, right? so be it. see if i care. i don't give a rat's ass on anything now.

despise

i despise you

busybodies

at my point of life now..i am wondering, just why there are some significant others who just cant leave you alone..who are so busybody about your life..and it is like we are obligated to satisfy their curiousity but instead it's of our own private lives!

one of a fren's collegues : hey, i saw your car an hour ago, but now only i see you, where did you go?

( and she insisted on an answer...dasar paria..)

if she have asked me,

i would stare at her with my naturally best most anoyed face which tells, what da fuck is your problem?! u btr mind your own business.



annoyed
anger
tension
frustration

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

changed..?

..i don't know..