Thursday, June 01, 2006


i don't feel like leaving, again..
..what am i looking for..? money?
am i really happy?
it's tempting..but somehow, i have never really made up my mind or showed some real interest on the offer..
now i see why..
is that what i really want?
do i feel like doing it?
is it worth it?
gaining the money, career..
but leaving what matters most behind,
i've done that, during that critical time..
it hurt..
i don't think i can stand being away, again..

i keep on telling myself,
at the end of the day,
it's happiness that matters..

*it's about having 1901 new york chicken with a pleasant company in gurney after a movie
*it's about eating ice cream with someone you love at gurney drive
*it's about having kfc by the beach with dat someone
*it's about carrefour day on sunday with dat someone
*it's about mcd's sundae whenever you feel like it, with dat someone

imagine the time, the talks, the laughters..
come to think of it, i wana do all these rather than being away for money and career..

options lay open
it's about making choices
for what you want..
for your future..
for what matters most..
it's all about planning..


Ayu Ikhwani said...

Jida.. you're making me worried.. and making the busybody in me whose been asleep for so long, slowly awaken haha.. apasal ni Jida?

j1da said...

it's a long, long, story ayu..

Ayu Ikhwani said...

Wanna talk? I'll listen if you ever wanna me to.. ok :-)

j1da said...

thanks..i'll holler ;)