Tuesday, December 26, 2006

they say...

smile when you're answering the phone coz it is shown in your voice...
what if you don't feel like smiling?


then don't answer the phone.

it's the same..

ever wonder why some things hurt us so much..

if you love someone..so deep, you tend to be hurt as deep as your love?

and some tend to hurt the person back, in favour of the pain. so maybe, we can see an abusive marriage from a different point of view...how does a man channel his pain or anger? would it make sense to you if he said, "i'm sorry..for hitting you..i don't know how to explain, but it's because i love you.." to me, it's true.

arguments happen in marriage. you might have triggered him and he might have triggered your anger. it's unavoidable. yea, well, prevention is better than cure. but i really believe that this does not apply in marriage. there is no such thing as preventing any possibilities of triggering your partner's anger. there will be, disagreements, debates, arguments and fights. it's..anger, and hurt management..

Its the people we love most who are capable to hurt us the most..
so..not to love someone too deep, so you won't get hurt too bad in return?

Friday, December 22, 2006

or maybe..

i should wait for the leather seat, darker tinted windows, r2 lips ;)

i feel like..

taking a cruise in my car..

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da...

oh, i've got to admit this...me likey this song !!


http://www.radioblogclub.com/open/128507/paris_hilton/Paris%20Hilton%20-%20Nothing%20in%20this%20world


Da-da,Da-da, Da-da, Da,Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da
So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by
“Here’s what I like”
And you were with somebody else but you can’t deny
That’s me in your eye

Do you know
What it’s like
When it’s wrong
But it feels so right?

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Da-da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

Baby, you and I, we got what will never be
You know I’m right
So tell me what you’re waiting for when you’re here with me?
Most guys would die
You should know
What it’s like
When it hurts
Cause it feels so right

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

I gotta tell you somethin’
It’s somethin’ that you just might like
No, it’s not the same thing
Yeah, you’ll learn
I’m not too shy
You and I, we can do this thing tonight

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

dan lagi...dan lagi...dan lagi..

just got to know about another 'incentive' coming..3 times for this year alone..i'm not jumping tho. Praise God almighty, for all the blessings and gifts for the servants..to see whether you pause and say your prayers and be thankful..

Thursday, December 14, 2006

it's happening again

i don't know how. people with little work can make themselves appear so busy. even when they admit it that they have only 1 or 2, at the most, things to do, but mgt still see them as busy people.

worse if the mgt is the type who sees you as busy when u stay back at the office after working hours (where you could probably carpool-ing that's why), and when you struggle to finish your work within working hours, they don't see your efficient, they thought you don't have enough to do.( and dump you with more and more)

or probably he can rely on me with (almost) all special tasks, but i am not getting the reward here. i can't even go on leave easily..hullo...friday half day,applied two days earlier,..."i assume this is urgent". and oh, "this (bloody) thing needs to be signed off on friday, you're going to be on leave? oh it's ok, azida can send it on behalf of you...provided she is not taking any leaves that day"

whadda fuck, man ?! who is supposed to be responsible now? fuck. i am being cool now. just don't wait till im exploded alright !

i may not be fully efficient but i know i am efficient. when i finished work on time means i plan my tasks within the required time (and in fact, i have the most tasks) when i finished work on time means, i'm fast ! and dat's for the sake of my personal time after work !! you should not see it as if i don't have enough to do! if u can rely on me to handle these tasks then where is my bloody fucking reward ??!!

if someone has to stay back from work, doesn't mean she's is busy up to the ceiling, hullo !!

argh !!

im just damn sick with these people who keep on calling me about work !
cant you just wait till i reply your mail?? bloodyhell. everything's urgent i can live with that just learn to wait for your turn !! sheesss!!
asians working attitude. (well, actually there are people who don't read their mails - asian working attitude..trust me managers all around here hardly read their mails) thus, the culture of calling you up the second their mails reached your mailbox. bloodyhell. bloody annoying.
all because we have to work harder to finish everything 2.5months earlier. i don't know..at some point, i wana take things at work one thing at a time..less error..and just enough with the rat race !!