Friday, November 23, 2012

Our salvation

With the war going on in Palestine. With the quality of the children formulated milk producing parenting challenged children. With the raise of standards of living. With the reduced level of morals. With the increase hereditary health issues. With the impending end of days. I often question myself, why bother bringing in children into this world. Let them stay there as innocent souls in heaven. Why expose them to sins and diseases. Can't you see that you are being selfish??

Then I came across this video today : http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=118765231616577

The children are our salvation.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

A very sad looking makcik with a 3 yr old boy wearing no underpants, sitting on a bench in a street in penang at 2am in d morning. What r they doing there. Whom r they waiting for. They couldnt afford a pair of pants whatsoever for d boy have they even eaten anything at all?? And there i was paying hundreds for a concert. Eating a piece of bread n expensive coffee in a restaurant.

A cat sprawling in hard laboured breaths after being mauled by a pack of stray dogs.

Dear God, my faith is tested today. Over and over. I am angry. I am way beyond sadened. Give me strength. Give me courage.

Friday, April 13, 2012

something for the pain

all time favourite lah!


Something For The Pain lyrics
Songwriters: Bon Jovi, Jon; Sambora, Richard S.; Child, Desmond;

Happiness, it's been no friend to me
But forever after ain't what it's all cracked up to be
Yeah, I had a taste, you were my fantasy
But I almost lost my faith when I hit reality

I don't need no guru to tell me what to do
When you're feeling like a headline on yesterday's news

Come on, come on, come on
Give me something for the pain
Give me something for the blues
Give me something for the pain
When I feel I'm danglin' on a hang-man's noose

Give me something for the rain
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night, make me feel all right
Something like you
Come on, come on, come on

Loneliness has found a home in me
My suitcase and guitar are my only family
I've tried to need someone, like they needed me
When I opened up my heart but all I did was bleed

I don't need no lover, just to get screwed
Oh yeah, they don't make no bandage, that's gonna cover my bruise

Come on, come on, come on
Give me something for the pain
Give me something for the blues
Give me something for the pain
When I feel I'm danglin' on a hang-man's noose

Give me something for the rain
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bon-jovi-lyrics/something-for-the-pain-lyrics.html ]
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night, make me feel all right
Something like you
Come on, come on, come on

Pull me under through my veins
(Help I'm falling)
First to a place where I feel no pain
Be the pillow under my head
(Night is calling)
Cover me when I'm in your bed

(Feels like I'm flying)
Take me higher than I've ever been
Take me down and back again
Come to me, be my disguise
(Christ, I'm dying)
Open your coat, let me crawl inside
Come on, come on, come on

Come on, come on, come on
Give me something for the pain
Give me something for the blues
Give me something for the pain when
When I feel I'm danglin' on a hang-man's noose

Give me something for the rain
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night, make me feel all right
Something like you
Come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, come on, come on

Give me, give me something for the pain
Give me, give me something I can use
Just like you
Just like you


© BON JOVI PUBLISHING; EMI APRIL MUSIC INC.; AGGRESSIVE MUSIC; SONY/ATV TUNES LLC; POLYGRAM INT. PUBL., INC; DESMOBILE MUSIC COMPANY;

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

When you are sinned..just pray, always pray.

Pada zaman Nabi Musa AS, bani Israel ditimpa musim kemarau yang berpanjangan. Mereka pun berkumpul mendatangi Nabi mereka. 

Mereka berkata, “Ya Kaliimallah, berdoalah kepada Rabbmu agar Dia menurunkan hujan kepada kami”. Maka berangkatlah Musa A.S. bersama kaumnya menuju padang pasir yang luas. Waktu itu mereka berjumlah lebih dari 70 ribu orang. Mulailah mereka berdoa dengan keadaan yang lusuh dan penuh debu, haus dan lapar.

Nabi Musa berdoa, “Ilaahi! Asqinaa ghaitsak.. wansyur ‘alaina rahmatak.. warhamnaa bil athfaal ar rudhdha’.. wal bahaaim ar rutta’.. wal masyaayikh ar rukka’..” 

Setelah itu langit tetap saja terang benderang, matahari pun bersinar makin menyilau (maksudnya segumpal awan pun tak jua muncul). Kemudian Nabi Musa berdoa lagi, “Ilaahi.. asqinaa”..

Allah pun berfirman kepada Musa, “Bagaimana Aku akan menurunkan hujan kepada kalian sedangkan di antara kalian ada seorang hamba yang bermaksiat sejak 40 tahun yang lalu. Umumkanlah di hadapan manusia agar dia berdiri di hadapan kalian semua. Kerana dialah, Aku tidak menurunkan hujan untuk kalian”.


Maka Musa pun berteriak di tengah-tengah kaumnya, “Wahai hamba yang bermaksiat kepada Allah sejak 40 tahun, keluarlah ke hadapan kami, karena engkaulah hujan tak turun”. Seorang lelaki menjeling ke kanan dan kiri, maka tak seorang pun yang keluar di hadapan manusia, saat itu pula ia sedar kalau dirinya yang dimaksud.Ia berkata dalam hatinya, “Kalau aku keluar ke hadapan manusia, maka akan terbuka rahsiaku. Kalau aku tidak berterus terang, maka hujan pun tak akan turun”. 

Maka hatinya pun gundah-gulana, air matanya pun menitis, menyesali perbuatan maksiatnya sambil berkata , “Ya Allah, Aku telah bermaksiat kepadaMu selama 40 tahun, selama itu pula Engkau menutupi aibku. Sungguh sekarang aku bertaubat kepadaMu, maka terimalah taubatku”.Tak lama setelah pengakuan taubatnya tersebut, maka awan-awan tebal pun muncul, semakin lama semakin tebal menghitam, dan akhirnya turunlah hujan. 

Musa pun kehairanan, “Ya Allah, Engkau telah turunkan hujan kepada kami, namun tak seorang pun yang keluar di hadapan manusia”. Allah berfirman, “Aku menurunkan hujan kepada kalian oleh sebab hamba yang kerananya hujan tak turun telah bertaubat kepadaKu”. 

Musa berkata, “Ya Allah, tunjukkan padaku hamba yang taat itu”. Allah berfirman, “Ya Musa, Aku tidak membuka aibnya sewaktu dia masih bermaksiat kepadaKu, apakah Aku perlu membuka aibnya sedangkan dia taat kepadaKu?”

Oh! Islam: Kalaulah bukan kerana Allah menutup aib-aib dari pengetahuan umum atas dosa-dosa yang kita lakukan, pasti keaiban kita sudah lama tersebar. Tapi cuba kita lihat anak muda sekarang, mereka tidak malu dan mereka sendiri menceritakan aib tentang diri sendiri kepada kawan-kawan seolah-olah bangga dengan perbuatan yang dilakukan. Tidak sedarkah mereka bahawa Allah telah menutup aib mereka, tapi mereka sendiri membuka pekung di dada.

Monday, January 30, 2012

Yea, ok.

"A Thousand Years"


Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer


[Chorus:]

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more


Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more