Saturday, August 24, 2013

Burst my bubble, please.

"I can't recall when or where I picked that up. 
I'm afraid that I may not be good enough, even for my own standard. Afraid of being a struggling sorry ass. 
I'm even afraid to delve into the possibility of my mind. 

They say the first step of recovery is to admit that you have the problem. Yes, I am afraid. Am I supposed to submit myself to a certain level of admission for the recovery to start?
I am my own enemy that I figured as much.
It is what I am afraid of that I don't understand. Or rather why I am, I don't understand.

I should instead fear of being the one who wonders 'what if..' one day.. "

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