my mind

stewie says...

2011-09-02T01:46:00.003+08:00

i'm still not a morning person..

2011-09-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

Somehow..

2011-09-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

a-lee- !

2011-07-08T17:53:00.007+08:00

July 2011 - el starts to learn people's names...(bubbles - ah-bewl, peppy - eppie, meshy - chee dia boleh sebut dah)

ct : ichaaa...apa nama ichaaa?
el : Aaaa-leee--syaaa!

ct : ichaa...nama tok pulak..
el : AAaaaa-leeee---tok!

hah??hahahaha!

ct : nama awan pulak!
el : AAAaaa...leee...WAN!

hahahahaha!

ct : chaq?
el : aaaa-leee-chaqq!

ct : angah
el : aaaaa--leee-ngah!

ct : achu achu?
el : aaaa--leee--chooo!

hehehehehe

ct : ibu? ibu?
el : AAAA-EEEE-Ooh !

HAHAHAHAHHAA!

2011-06-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

demit.

tukaq blog theme, suma komen suma hilang !! watehel!

Brilliant

2011-06-24T17:13:00.005+08:00

Zali, "Chaq will like this.."

a random internet pic

me, "noticed the similarity(ies) below..."

peppy staring at bewls at my house 18th June 2011

Zali,

"yerp...
very similar "

HAHAHA! Brilliant.

el geram at new born hariz Nov2009

And God created Geminis..

2011-04-20T18:03:00.008+08:00

They say, literally, there are multiple sides to a gemini. Be prepared to be amused!

I'm a big fan of Alanis Morissette. I don't care what people have to say about that. Angry girl music sad pathetic whatever. I basically found my base in her music during my 'turbulent' teenage years.

JAGGED LITTLE PILL won the 1996 Grammy Awards for Album Of The Year and Best Rock Album. "You Oughta Know" won the Grammys for Best Rock Song and Best Female Rock Vocal Performance. "You Oughta Know" was also nominated for Song Of The Year, and Alanis Morissette was nominated for Best New Artist.

"Ironic" was nominated for the 1997 Grammy Award for Record Of The Year.

With exuberant vocal gymnastics, Alanis Morissette offers chilling monologues from an outspoken and aggressive young performer. Her straight-for-the-jugular lyrical stance is given ample room to flex its muscles, and because of that very fact, JAGGED LITTLE PILL is indeed a tricky swallow. Pushed into the public eye by the scathing single "You Oughta Know," Morissette's American debut (she had two Canadian releases as a teen popster) lives up to its title.

Recalling Siouxsie Sioux and Sinead O'Connor, Morissette's vocals coo and writhe, exuding a spectacular confidence of self, and letting her get away with lines like "I recommend biting off more than you can chew." The audio palette of flamenco guitar fills, distortion-drenched power chords and house-ready drum beats allow for Morissette to weave her songs in and out of genres, as easily as she goes through moods. Seemingly contradictory emotions come through in her feelings on falling in love on "Head Over Feet" ("You've already won me over in spite of me.../I couldn't help it/It's all your fault"). JAGGED LITTLE PILL is modern and aware music from a daring young songwriter.

Just my freakin' cup of coffee bean's mocha ice blended ta hell with boy bands all you guys do is annoy me i put up with your songs and lyrics cuz the others do everyone knows well blending in with the major crowd gets you by in school but thank you india thank you terror thank you disillusionment thank you frailty thank you consequence I listened to her music.

Then on, so what if we all read books and magazines but i read both and comic books.
So what if we all have motorbike license and id want to have both motorbikes' and superbikes'.
So what boy bands annoy me but i sing along for peace and all times' sake.
So what we all love shopping for shoes and bags but i shops them in different designs than most.
So what if we all wear t-shirts and pants but i wear them kinda differently.
still, so what if my mp3s are a jumbled mix of TOP 40s and oldies and everything in between.
(i don't like justin bieber. I believe that is the major mainstream)
So what if i'm not 100% in the mainstream.
They can't categorize me. I can't categorize me. My attire all rock n rollin leather and boots, but the closest i get to coffee is mocha and my ice cream flavour is vanilla sundae chocolate syrup.

And then the two different sides of my Grammy vs MTV collection collided...

into a bizarre spoof as dis..like...watehel (??)

I was like, how could it?? She can't be doing that ! It's an abomination! Alanis yg rocker kewl tu p spoof BEP yang mainstream kewl...oh no...they represent the different sides of me my different moods. They can't mix !

Wana : Cuba hang check tgk Jida...Alanis Morissette nie lahir bila..

Omaigoddd...she is a gemini !

Wana lagi : Dia pun mcm hang jugak la...ada time mood dia happy dia nyanyi lagu BEP..hang dengaq lagu BEP..

..............................................

In another instance, was chatting with ct today on movies...

[5:26:27 PM] azida says: gwen stefani and dutchess fergie tu fantasy ladies la

[5:26:33 PM] azida says: eh fantasy characters

[5:26:38 PM] azida says: they should be in a video game

[5:26:41 PM] azida says: buat la apa saja

[5:26:48 PM] azida says: their characters are so kewl

[5:26:56 PM] azida says: and throw in PINK jadi watak jahat yg gila

[5:26:58 PM] azida says: purfect

[5:27:12 PM] Siti Rosma says: hahah

[5:27:13 PM] Siti Rosma says: agak la

[5:27:17 PM] Siti Rosma says: dh tgk sucker punch?

[5:27:29 PM] azida says: ya ya i know that video game fantasy mcm sucker punch, nope tak tgk

[5:27:44 PM] azida says: mcm all these blondies trying to prove something worth it ka

[5:27:46 PM] Siti Rosma says: ct sangat frust dgn cerita tu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[5:27:49 PM] azida says: duh

[5:27:52 PM] Siti Rosma says: sungguh la saya emo!!

[5:27:53 PM] azida says: did u pay for it?

[5:27:57 PM] Siti Rosma says: eh xla

[5:28:00 PM] azida says: seb bek

[5:28:01 PM] Siti Rosma says: dpt daripada bdk laki

[5:28:02 PM] Siti Rosma says: dc

[5:28:05 PM] azida says: see, a good side

[5:28:05 PM] Siti Rosma says: starting dh best dh

[5:28:08 PM] Siti Rosma says: dark ja..

[5:28:14 PM] azida says: so wtver the f with that cerita?

[5:28:20 PM] azida says: mcm sgt tak worth it?

[5:28:23 PM] azida says: tell me ur version

[5:28:26 PM] Siti Rosma says: mak dia mati..step dad dia nk harta..dia terbunuh adik pmpuan dia..kena hntaq p tmpt lunatic

[5:28:31 PM] Siti Rosma says: cm, starting bes laa

[5:28:45 PM] azida says: terbunuh..?

[5:28:46 PM] Siti Rosma says: tmbh2 lak pmpuan yg brlakon cta series of unfortunate event apa tah

[5:29:13 PM] Siti Rosma says: step dad dia tu nk apa2kn adik pmpuan heroin tu, so heroin tu nk tembak step dad dia, tp tertembak adik dia sniri

[5:29:19 PM] Siti Rosma says: so step dad dia frame la dia

[5:29:24 PM] Siti Rosma says: so dat dia leh dpt harta

[5:29:34 PM] Siti Rosma says: starting dia tu bes sbb dgn music background tu bes

[5:29:43 PM] Siti Rosma says: dia nynyi balik lagu sweet dreams are made of this

[5:29:56 PM] Siti Rosma says: version actress tu nynyi..bes

[5:29:57 PM] Siti Rosma says: mcm dark

[5:29:59 PM] Siti Rosma says: cm emo

[5:30:05 PM] Siti Rosma says: bila dia masuk tmpt lunatic tu

[5:30:06 PM] Siti Rosma says: trus xbes

[5:30:29 PM] Siti Rosma says: konon2 dia kena menari utk buat suma org mesmerize n time tu la depa start curi barang2 yg depa perlu utk escape

[5:30:39 PM] Siti Rosma says: konon2 time dia menari tu depa dok lawan2 la

[5:30:41 PM] Siti Rosma says: tp x bes

[5:30:42 PM] Siti Rosma says: huhhhhhh

[5:30:50 PM] Siti Rosma says: i dunno la tp im so x puas hati dgn cta tu

[5:30:59 PM] Siti Rosma says: sbb i was expecting tinggi starting dia tu

[5:31:57 PM] azida says: it sounds so.....'huh?'

[5:32:09 PM] azida says: u know..

[5:32:36 PM] azida says: in all fairness,chaq tak suka cerita tu mcm chaq tak suka cita terminator series

[5:32:47 PM] azida says: terminator = fantasy budak lelaki..ntah hapa2..membabi buta..

[5:32:51 PM] azida says: same as sucker punch

[5:33:05 PM] azida says: fantasy blondies trying to prove what what pun taktau

[5:33:09 PM] azida says: dua2 tak tentu hala

[5:33:47 PM] Siti Rosma says: tu la pasaiii

[5:33:52 PM] Siti Rosma says: ct xtau cta tu cmna mula2

[5:33:55 PM] Siti Rosma says: malaih nk imdb

[5:33:56 PM] Siti Rosma says: tgk ja la

[5:34:00 PM] Siti Rosma says: skali......

[5:34:04 PM] Siti Rosma says: ct pon gagah la tgk kn

[5:34:10 PM] Siti Rosma says: time dia dok lwn2 tu, ct wt keja

[5:34:18 PM] Siti Rosma says: tp tu pon tgk x abeh

[5:34:21 PM] Siti Rosma says: xleh gagah

[5:34:27 PM] Siti Rosma says: sama mcm muvie percy jackson

[5:34:30 PM] Siti Rosma says: xbley2

[5:34:32 PM] Siti Rosma says: emo tgk

[5:35:10 PM] azida says: hahahahha

[5:35:15 PM] azida says: kesian kesian

[5:35:24 PM] azida says: cerita cave diving tu tgk dak g?

[5:35:31 PM] azida says: sanctum

[5:36:50 PM] Siti Rosma says: belom2

[5:36:56 PM] Siti Rosma says: cta just go with it tgk x?

[5:37:02 PM] azida says: tak

[5:37:04 PM] azida says: sapa belakon

[5:37:13 PM] Siti Rosma says: ok baru nk bg spoiler

[5:37:18 PM] Siti Rosma says: oh dua2 chaq xminay

[5:37:19 PM] Siti Rosma says: minat

[5:37:23 PM] Siti Rosma says: apa nama ni

[5:37:35 PM] Siti Rosma says: jennifer aniston and adam sandler kot..eh adam sandler ka..ha ya kot

[5:37:41 PM] Siti Rosma says: tapiiiiii

[5:37:46 PM] Siti Rosma says: ada la satu watak sampingan ni

[5:37:51 PM] Siti Rosma says: muka macam nicole kidman tp macam bukan

[5:38:01 PM] Siti Rosma says: tp rasa2 mcm dia

[5:38:06 PM] Siti Rosma says: tp watak sampingan ja pon

[5:38:13 PM] Siti Rosma says: bila imdb, mmg btoy2 dia!

[5:38:15 PM] Siti Rosma says: haha

[5:41:46 PM] azida says: ok ta hell with that

[5:42:23 PM] azida says: setakat nk tgk nicole kidman yg sure tak sure watak dia ka tak chameo smp tera tu la

[5:42:25 PM] azida says: tamau lah

[5:42:28 PM] azida says: chaq tau cita tu

[5:42:32 PM] azida says: jln cerita mcm boleh tahan

[5:42:59 PM] azida says: chaq rasa jenifer aniston mcm boleh tahan kut berlakon cita tu, sbb not 100% abt her so dia tak over kan

[5:43:16 PM] azida says: tp adam sandler sumpah over and typical and sgt sgt stereotype

[5:43:25 PM] azida says: 10x sumpah meluat

[5:43:26 PM] azida says: ha!

[5:43:29 PM] Siti Rosma says: haha biasa la

[5:43:34 PM] Siti Rosma says: omaigod

[5:43:38 PM] azida says: emo plak kan

[5:43:41 PM] Siti Rosma says: have u watched love and other drugs??

[5:43:45 PM] azida says: tak

[5:43:46 PM] Siti Rosma says: astaghfirullah

[5:43:48 PM] azida says: sapa belakon

[5:43:49 PM] Siti Rosma says: sungguh ku tak sangka

[5:43:53 PM] azida says: wot wot??

[5:43:55 PM] Siti Rosma says: princess diaries itu begitu

[5:43:57 PM] Siti Rosma says: hahaha

[5:43:58 PM] Siti Rosma says: imdb lah

[5:44:01 PM] Siti Rosma says: ish

[5:44:06 PM] Siti Rosma says: oh btw btw

[5:44:08 PM] Siti Rosma says: haih byk pulak

[5:44:14 PM] Siti Rosma says: sila imdb

[5:44:23 PM] azida says: princess diaries tu strip ka dlm cita tu?

[5:44:29 PM] azida says: chaq ada terbaca kowt

[5:47:12 PM] Siti Rosma says: "friends for benefit" and "no strings attached"

[5:47:30 PM] Siti Rosma says: mila kunis and natalie portman respectively

[5:47:37 PM] azida says: hahahha

[5:47:39 PM] Siti Rosma says: dua2 jalan cerita lebih kurang

[5:47:40 PM] azida says: lawak ar depa nieh

[5:47:43 PM] azida says: itu la pasai

[5:47:45 PM] azida says: tp chaq nk tgk jugak

[5:47:47 PM] azida says: ahahahahaha

[5:48:03 PM] Siti Rosma says: before this imdb punya synopsis for both muvies are exactly the same

[5:48:07 PM] Siti Rosma says: like, totally the same!!

[5:48:11 PM] Siti Rosma says: ni depa dh tukaq sket

[5:48:16 PM] Siti Rosma says: tp dua2 muvie lbey kurang

[5:48:19 PM] Siti Rosma says: cm tah hapa2 ja

[5:48:23 PM] Siti Rosma says: tp mmg dua2 wajib tgk

[5:48:24 PM] Siti Rosma says: haha

[5:49:29 PM] azida says: ha tu la pasai kan

[5:49:33 PM] azida says: mcm dua2 wajib tgk

[5:49:53 PM] azida says: depa discuss ka nk belakon cita apa next

[5:50:05 PM] azida says: tp, natalie portman - thor

[5:50:15 PM] azida says: mila kunis kena cari watak komik pulak

[5:50:29 PM] azida says: but natalie portman main totally different characters

[5:50:36 PM] azida says: in the same year kowt dia berlakon wth

[5:50:41 PM] azida says: black swan

[5:51:05 PM] azida says: no strings attached

[5:51:06 PM] azida says: thor

[5:51:48 PM] Siti Rosma says: thor dis year jugak ka?

[5:51:57 PM] Siti Rosma says: gilaa

[5:53:21 PM] azida says: ct

[5:53:24 PM] azida says: chaq mengadu kat k/wana

[5:53:36 PM] azida says: pasai alanis morissette nyanyi lagu my humps tu

[5:53:52 PM] azida says: and chaq emo2 kata violating chaq punya different personalities and sides

[5:54:06 PM] azida says: peh tu k/wana kata...cuba hang check tgk..mana tau dia tu gemini

[5:54:17 PM] azida says: google la alanis morissette birthday

[5:54:24 PM] Siti Rosma says: oh damn

[5:54:25 PM] azida says: tang tang depan mata, 1st June

[5:54:33 PM] Siti Rosma says: hhahah

[5:54:34 PM] Siti Rosma says: hamekk!!

[5:54:35 PM] azida says: OMAIGOAT!

[5:54:35 PM] Siti Rosma says: chaq

[5:54:37 PM] Siti Rosma says: ehem

[5:54:53 PM] azida says: so sambey chaq immediately ping sakit kepala

[5:54:53 PM] Siti Rosma says: chaq nk kata 2 personality tu bep and alanis morriesette ka??

[5:54:56 PM] Siti Rosma says: salah tu

[5:55:03 PM] Siti Rosma says: your dual personality is

[5:55:17 PM] Siti Rosma says: alanis morisette and miranda cosgrove ka apa nama dia tuh!

[5:55:19 PM] Siti Rosma says: haih

[5:55:26 PM] Siti Rosma says: contrast gila!

[5:55:35 PM] azida says: who said i have 'dual' personalities??

[5:55:47 PM] Siti Rosma says: fine!

[5:55:50 PM] Siti Rosma says: different!

[5:55:50 PM] azida says: there's a term called, multiple personalities disorder ok

[5:55:51 PM] Siti Rosma says: zzz

[5:55:57 PM] azida says: only mine is multiple personalities in order

[5:55:59 PM] azida says: orait

[5:56:08 PM] Siti Rosma says: ct pon sama

[5:56:14 PM] Siti Rosma says: one minute i'm head banging to mcr and korn

[5:56:15 PM] azida says: k/wana leh kata apa tau

[5:56:37 PM] azida says: dia pun mcm hang la, mana tau one day dia good mood dia takmau nyanyi lagu2 angry, dia nyanyi la lagu my humps

[5:56:42 PM] Siti Rosma says: another minute, i'm google-ing "sad and slow songs that make you want to die"

[5:56:43 PM] Siti Rosma says: watehel

[5:56:49 PM] Siti Rosma says: haa btoy2

[5:57:14 PM] azida says: well, at least mine is miranda cosgrove, kissing u, i imagine beaches, seasides..

[5:57:24 PM] azida says: takdak la pulak sedih slow gila nk mati

[5:57:26 PM] azida says: har har

[5:57:31 PM] Siti Rosma says: eh bukan2..bukan sad songs that make u want to die.. ni "sad and MISERABLE songs"

[5:57:32 PM] Siti Rosma says: hahahaha

[5:57:37 PM] azida says: MISERABLE

[5:57:38 PM] Siti Rosma says: nak buat macam mana

[5:57:42 PM] azida says: (rofl)

[5:57:44 PM] azida says: adoi...

[5:57:52 PM] Siti Rosma says: dah membersar dgn "another sad love song racking my brain"

[5:57:54 PM] Siti Rosma says: hahah

[5:58:13 PM] Siti Rosma says: woi2 nk stdy analog!

[5:58:13 PM] Siti Rosma says: ish!

[5:58:16 PM] azida says: OMAIGOAT!!

[5:58:22 PM] azida says: natalie portman pun gemini !!!

[5:58:28 PM] Siti Rosma says: ergh

[5:58:30 PM] Siti Rosma says: saiko

[5:58:34 PM] azida says: ok im bloggin

..black swan, thor and no strings attached..three totally different genre movies in one year. That explains it.

Headaches and dairy products

2011-04-19T13:49:00.004+08:00

We didn't know that specifically,

The two most prominent dietary factors which in prone individuals invite recurring viral headaches or chronic
sinus headaches are dairy products and simple sugars as a result of their weakening effect of the immune
system (see also Acu-Cell "Sugar & Glycemic Index"). Dairy products in particular have a reputation of being
a major cause of mucus / sinus congestion, closely followed by wheat products, although there are likely a
number of other person-specific beverage or food sensitivities (e.g. to cocoa products...) that may have to
be isolated and subsequently avoided in order to control sinus congestion and headaches.

reference : http://www.acu-cell.com/dis-hea.html

So, siti rosma and farah delema, pardon moi sbb i tgh mood minum susu coklat dutch lady, tesco tgh offer rm15/4 kotak :D

Simau !! where's your blog !

Retro remodelled

2011-04-08T17:51:00.005+08:00

vw bulli...i want one..he he

Ode to Farah's savvy

2011-04-08T16:10:00.007+08:00

Was recently in Genting, just to have the feeling of spending rm48/nite for a Deluxe room with 2 breakfasts in First World Resort ;)

It was my first time driving up to the hill and the first time also for my housemate's savvy. Something i have to say about the car, the performance is outstanding. Forget about the common minor glitches in Proton cars and the various major scheduled maintenance of the savvy in particular, I drove from Kulim to KL, rest for one night and then up to Genting the next day and down straight to Kulim the very next, seriously, I don't have to think about vibrations and instability, this car is really sturdy for a car in its class. OK, to be fair, I've only driven a kancil from Kulim to Ipoh for comparison with Perodua, where at 100km/h mmg ringan lagi melayang serious tak berani exceed 100km/h. But this car, tak berat, tapi sturdy. I don't drive that slow, but safety and comfort are No.1. By all means, my co-driver is reminded to at any time let me know whenever she felt unsafe with my driving. Very good grip at the turnings. (And No, don't ask me that, i've never tested the absorber absorption power with that one aktiviti tak senonoh).

About the route to Genting, we almost had a collision at the last sharp turn where this white honda/toyota (not sure, other than the headlights, it was pitch dark). As I said, it was pitch black but our headlights, and physics 101 lights travel in a straight line, so at a sharp 85 degree bend, it takes about half a second to steer your car in the direction of the bend than the usual negligible time if you could see head on in a proper lighting condition (say...daylight!). And this other car, the driver should be experienced with the route, took over ours at that very sharp bend and while it took us half a second to steer left, it already did. So we almost collided. It gave both cars quite a shock and then it just drove ahead all the way. While our car, being a sturdy one on taking over corners and sharp bends+collision possible moment, we avoided a panic situation and it was confidence all the way.

Anyways, last but not least, this car is for sale, Farah is looking for a bigger car with a bigger boot size for her shoes. Leave a comment if you're interested..

Much ado about Istak

2011-04-08T14:31:00.007+08:00

A few years back, this brand of malt drink, Istak, a product from Iran was introduced in Pameran Halal Antarabangsa 2009 (MIHAS).

It was controversial..

Some people mengharamkan produk nie based on dalil, "meniru cara hidup yahudi dan nasrani". I just can't really agree with drinking this provocative packaging of the product will slowly 100% lead us to kekafiran. Yahudi and Nasrani will forever be provoking us, latest being the usage of the word, Allah, in refererence to their God. What if they started packaging their beers in a 'plastik bag ikat tepi'? So how? Shall we stop using the plastik bag ikat tepi? But then again, tapai dlm plastik bag ikat tepi is still haram.

Some people terus mengharamkan this drink through his sceptics. When asked why, setan pun mencucuk, "nampak mcm lain macam ja...mcm botoi arak ja..." apa dalil dia guna pun taktau. Jangan membabi buta. You see, when God grants you a family who loves you, a family you are proud of, always a centre of attraction, boosting your self-esteem and ego, don't use this self confidence to make yourself heard by quickly labeling anything based on just anything...seriously, mengharamkan yang halal tu berdosa. Menyoal banyak2 pun Yahudi-an (kes korban anak lembu) . Be humble. When you let setan massage your ego, you are more to memecah belah rather than being a pemimpin.

Nevertheless, root beer yang sah-sah ada nama "BEER" tu xdak masalah pulak.

Here is an interesting response from user, "Tok Janggut", from bincang.net :

Conclusion dia TAK HARAM. Nama tidak mengubah hakikat sesuatu perkara. Perkara yang haram kalau diletak nama halal, tetap haram. Dan perkara yang halal diletakkan nama Haram, tetap halal.

Hasan Al banna menyebut: "Yang diambil kira ialah sesuatu yang dinamakan (substance), bukan nama yang diberikan”.

Ini kerana hukum mengharamkan sesuatu yang halal adalah sama syiriknya dengan menghalalkan sesuatu yang haram. Contohnya kalau burger itu halal, kita, tanpa usul periksa mengatakan ia haram, maka hukumnya berdosa, sama macam kita mengatakan air wiski itu halal. (Ruj Halal dan haram dalam Islam)

Berbalik kepada persoalan ini, perkara mengenai air ini ianya halal kerana susbtance atau kandungannya halal dan tidak ada nas menyatakan ia adalah haram. Rupa atau namanya tidak mengubah hakikat halalnya sesuatu perkara tersebut. Untuk kita pergi jauh sedikiti, meminum air kosong di dalam bekas botol arak hukumnya harus. Apa yang kita tidak biasa adalah uruf nama Beer tersebut. Walhal root beer (seperti yang disebut oleh pendeta) sudah menjadi kebiasaan bagi kita. Ketidak biasaan uruf tidak boleh dijadikan dalil pengharaman.

Contohnya kisah nabi muhammad bila baginda bertandang ke rumah seorang sahabat. uruf (adat) masyarakat tersebut ialah memakan binatang bernama dhab sebagai satu makanan mewah. Teatpi nabi saw tak biasa makan. Lalu nabi tidak memakannya dan sahabat tersebut takut dhab haram. namun, rasullulah saw mengatakan bahwa baginda tak makan dhab (tak biasa dan bukan adat kaum nabi) tetapi tidak semestinya haram.

So remember, wahai pemimpin, ego gets you membabi buta.

Manusia adalah khalifah Allah. Not refering to only men when i said, "wahai pemimpin". See, ego. Jangan membabi buta. Ha ha.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

2010-11-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

Quran and Science

2010-11-15T15:22:00.003+08:00

2010-09-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

I wonder will they would still replace nama ketua Agama Islam, Yg DiPertuan Agong with Father Joseph Lim Guan Eng dalam khutbah semayang jumaat.

Outrageous!

2010-04-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

tolong la tgk blog nih !!

http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

like...crazy cute !

never failed to light my day

2010-04-19T09:26:00.002+08:00

It Ain't Over 'Til It's Over
Lenny Kravitz

Written by: Lenny Kravitz

Here we are, still together
We are one...
So much time, wasted,
Playing games with love

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over
So many years we've tried
To keep our love alive
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

How many times
Did we give up
But we always worked things out
And all my doubts and fears
Kept me wondering, yeahhh
If I'd always, always be in love

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
to kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over (over, over)

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over (over, over, over)

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over (over...fade out)

2010-04-16T10:21:00.001+08:00

Di akhirat nanti ada 4 golongan lelaki yg akan ditarik masuk ke neraka oleh wanita. Lelaki itu adalah mereka yg tidak memberikan hak kpd wanita dan tidak menjaga amanah itu. Mereka ialah:

1. Ayahnya
Apabila seseorang yg bergelar ayah tidak mempedulikan anak2 perempuannya didunia.. Dia tidak memberikan segala keperluan agama seperti mengajar solat,mengaji dan sebagainya Dia membiarkan anak2 perempuannya tidak menutup aurat. Tidak cukup kalau dgn hanya memberi kemewahan dunia sahaja. Maka dia akan ditarik keneraka oleh anaknya.

(p/s; Duhai lelaki yg bergelar ayah, bagaimanakah hal keadaan anak perempuanmu sekarang?. Adakah kau mengajarnya bersolat & saum?..menutup aurat?..pengetahuan agama?.. Jika tidak cukup salah satunya, maka bersedialah utk menjadi bahan bakar neraka jahanam.)

2. Suaminya
Apabila sang suami tidak mempedulikan tindak tanduk isterinya. Bergaul! bebas di pejabat, memperhiaskan diri bukan utk suami tapi utk pandangan kaum lelaki yg bukan mahram. Apabila suami mendiam diri walaupun seorang yg alim dimana solatnya tidak pernah bertangguh, saumnya tidak tinggal, maka dia akan turut ditarik oleh isterinya bersama-sama ke dlm neraka.

(p/s; Duhai lelaki yg bergelar suami, bagaimanakah hal keadaan isteri tercintamu sekarang?. Dimanakah dia?Bagaimana akhlaknya? Jika tidak kau menjaganya mengikut ketetapan syari'at, maka terimalah hakikat yg kau akan sehidup semati bersamanya di 'taman' neraka sana .)

3. Abang-abangnya
Apabila ayahnya sudah tiada,tanggungjawab menjaga maruah wanita jatuh ke bahu abang-abangnya dan saudara lelakinya. Jikalau mereka hanya mementingkan keluarganya sahaja dan adiknya dibiar melencong dari ajaran Islam,tunggulah tarikan adiknya di akhirat kelak.

(p/s; Duhai lelaki yg mempunyai adik perempuan, jgn hanya menjaga amalmu, dan jgn ingat kau terlepas...kau juga akan dipertanggungjawabkan diakhirat kelak...jika membiarkan adikmu bergelumang dgn maksiat... dan tidak menutup aurat.)

4. Anak2 lelakinya
Apabila seorang anak tidak menasihati seorang ibu perihal kelakuan yg haram disisi Islam. bila ibu membuat kemungkaran mengumpat, memfitnah, mengata dan sebagainya...maka anak itu akan disoal dan dipertanggungjawabkan di akhirat kelak....dan nantikan tarikan ibunya ke neraka.

(p/s; Duhai anak2 lelaki.... sayangilah ibumu.....nasihatilah dia jika tersalah atau terlupa.... krn ibu
juga insan biasa... x lepas dr melakukan dosa...selamatkanlah dia dr menjadi 'kayu api' neraka....jika
tidak, kau juga akan ditarik menjadi penemannya.)

Lihatlah.....betapa hebatnya tarikan wanita bukan sahaja di dunia malah diakhirat pun tarikannya begitu hebat. Maka kaum lelaki yg bergelar ayah/suami/abang atau anak harus memainkan peranan mereka.

Firman Allah S..W.T;

"Hai anak Adam, peliharalah diri kamu serta ahlimu dari api neraka dimana bahan bakarnya ialah manusia, jin dan batu-batu..."

have you ever heard of, 'perempuan senang masuk syurga tapi senang jugak masuk neraka, and lelaki susah masuk syurga tapi susah jugak masuk neraka'?

it is true that men and women ada responsibilities masing2. while women have to adhere to strict socializing, dressing rules, and the ultimate rule is that, men carry along more responsibilities. men, you are not born as men, just to give you the access of enjoying small aurat region, (boleh ckp/gelak kuat2 suara tak aurat,pakai shorts, tak payah pakai baju) and less worries than women (in term of safety) and free to mingle and socialize, but you are assigned with heavier responsibilities, while you are enjoying those priviledges. well, with great 'power' comes great responsibilities.

i like how this statement is elaborated in the 2nd part of the email,unlike in certain reading materials where, terus saja highlight, 'WANITA PENYEBAB LELAKI MASUK NERAKA", which gives the impression that women is not worth of a respect in the world of Islam. I believe is muslim community, there should not be something as darjat lelaki lebih tinggi or darjat wanita lebih rendah or darjat wanita sama dgn lelaki or wanita..whatever. men and women have been assigned with their unique set of rules,duties and responsibilities, some of which comingled. it is whom have performed their duties and responsibilities within the stated rules are the ones yg paling tinggi darjat di sisi Tuhan, and you won't know where you stand, until you see it for yourself at akhirat nanti. so, it would be wise if kita sibuk2 improve ourselves rather than sibuk2 pasal org lain. tak dapat anything good pun.

2010-03-29T23:24:00.001+08:00

Pursue your passions with a vengeance!

uh...my passion may mean, shoes...that would be dangerous..

much ado about the word Allah

2010-03-09T17:48:00.004+08:00

I have been reserving my thoughts on this issue. It is sensitive but as a devout muslim, it is really obvious to see that the purpose to suddenly use the word, Allah, in their religious business after hundreds of years seem to be fishy. Muslims can't help but noticed that it is with the purpose of misleading the existing muslims, in their many efforts to weakened Islam.

Again, as a devout muslim, after considering the statement above, I am truly against this usage.

However, understanding the christian's konsep ketuhanan, they believe in the trinity concept, the father, the son and the holy spirit. For muslims on the other hand, the One God-Allah, one of the prophets - Isa/Jesus, and the angel-Jibril/Gabriel. This is where Islam and Christian contradicts each other, Allah tidak ber-anak atau di-beranak-kan.

So, correct me if I am wrong, for Christians, the father means, Allah? If yes, then we can't blame them if they want to use the word, Allah. After all, the religion of Islam teaches that the prophets that were sent by Allah to the Yahudi/Judaism and Nasrani/Christian, same as Muhammad, menyuruh kaum mereka menyembah hanya Allah. And with the coming of Islam, the jews and nasrani are told to abide by the teachings of Islam and follow Muhammad as their prophet. Which they declined, thus, masuklah mereka ke dalam golongan yang ingkar.

It is not surprising if these three religions use the word, Allah as the name of their God.

But going back to the matter of the issue with Christians insisting and requesting the rights in using the word, Allah in their 'business', my two cents is, kenapa muslims ghaplah? We know,say,spread, Jesus/Isa, as a nothing more than a prophet, he is not the son of the father/God. Question is, if we are strong enough, we can 'mislead' weak Christians or those with the basic of Christianity but do not believe in God when they grow up. Other devout Christians would be furious saying we are downgrading their trinity concept by relating the status of Jesus/Isa in Islam.

And now, it seems like the Christians are using the same concept, relating the word, Allah as their God-father (if my understanding in the above mentioned condition is correct) to mislead the muslim weaklings, those in general, who hardly perform their 5x prayers in a day, and kita ghaplah?

If we are strong enough, if we strengthen the teaching of Islam from home, in school, in our daily lives, among ourselves, would we be intimidated, jumpy?
If we are as unified as the Christian society. But look at us, look at our politicians, look at the rich middle east countries, look at our children. Macam mana kita tak cepat melompat and rasa terancam kan? Yang sedia lemah semakin lemah.

2010-03-09T17:19:00.007+08:00

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda : 'Bila seseorang lelaki itu mati dan saudaranya sibuk dengan pengebumiannya, berdiri lelaki yang betul-betul kacak di bahagian kepalanya... Bila mayatnya dikapan, lelaki itu berada di antara kain kapan dan si mati.

Selepas pengebumian, semua orang pulang ke rumah, 2 malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir, datang dalam kubur dan cuba memisahkan lelaki kacak ini supaya mereka boleh menyoal lelaki yang telah meninggal itu seorang diri mengenai ketaatannya kepada Allah. Tapi lelaki kacak itu berkata, Dia adalah temanku, dia adalah kawanku. Aku takkan meninggalkannya seorang diri walau apa pun. Jika kamu ditetapkan untuk menyoal, lakukanlah tugasmu.. Aku tidak boleh meninggalkannya sehingga aku dapati dia dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.'

Selepas itu dia berpaling pada temannya yang meninggal dan berkata,'Aku adalah Al-Quran, yang mana kamu membacanya, kadang-kadang dengan suara yang nyaring dan kadang-kadang dengan suara yang perlahan. Jangan bimbang. Selepas soal siasat dari Mungkar dan Nakir, kamu tidak akan bersedih.'

Selepas soal siasat selesai, lelaki kacak mengatur untuknya daripada Al-Mala'ul A'laa (malaikat dalam Syurga) tempat tidur dari sutera yang dipenuhi bauan kesturi.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda :'Di hari pengadilan, di hadapan Allah, tiada syafaat yang lebih baik darjatnya daripada Quran, mahupun dari nabi atau malaikat.'

Sila sebarkan Hadis ini kepada semua .......kerana Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda:

'Sampaikan pengetahuan dari ku walaupun hanya satu ayat.'

i suka part nie...byk kali sebut dlm quran, ramai manusia, xdak perasaan lain, selain daripada rasa menyesal bila dah mati and esp di akhirat. coz, kita boleh spend time masa sihat buat benda2 lain, tapi baca quran, semayang sunat jarang sekali. padahal, what really matters, is the eternal life lepas mati nanti. eternity tau. takdak sapa pun akan mati. for-ever. what is our preparation utk hidup for that eternity life?

it's like sitting for an exam, imagine kita tak properly prepared for that exam, ketaq tak? interview for a new job pun gubra. inikan nanti interview depan Tuhan. Boleh imagine ka sebarang interview di dunia nie yg lebih menggerunkan daripada interview depan Tuhan? Tak mungkin ada. So? What have we prepared so far?

Al-Quran tu bukan setakat pelindung, but peringatan. Peringatan, demi peringatan tentang penyesalan manusia di hari akhirat nanti, as detailed as the dialogues that will take place di dalam kubur, di akhirat, dan dalam neraka jugak. Semua focus on penyesalan. Semua ahli neraka janji kalau dihidupkan semula dia akan fill in every minute mengagungkan Tuhan. but we all know, we have already been given the chance. Setiap kata2 Tuhan tu benar. If we fall in the group yang menyesal, these will be our dialogue. If we masuk group mereka yang beroleh keuntungan, we are free. We can talk about anything. But as mentioned in Quran, ahli-ahli syurga sentiasa berzikir. Of course, i suppose after seeing keadaan neraka dan ahli2 neraka, mesti depa bertambah2 insaf. Kita tgk tsunami aftermath dulu pun insaf... buat seketika..hm..So? While we are still alive, which dialogue is our aim?

2009-12-25T00:47:00.004+08:00

When God wanted to create men, he told Jibrail to get some dirt from the earth. Earth refused to give any, saying, men would only cause terrible things (on earth).

How did earth come to know about how terrible men (humans) would become? Was there actually anything like the situation of the Tolkien's middle earth then? The society consisted of men, dwarves, elves, halflings at war with the orcs and uruk hai. Or did they manage to reach to the peak of civilizations like those potrayed in Star Wars and Star Trek? A technology so advanced, that the wars were extended to the middle of stars, planets and galaxies. And there would always be wars and destruction nonetheless.

Were there any prophets sent to them? Have they been thru their own apocalyse? Have they gone thru their judgement day? Could there really be a civilization of men that had caused such a devastating destruction on earth, as claimed by mother-earth herself, when she denied Jibrail's access to her soil on God's order? I really wonder. The galaxy is too big for us to be alone and Allah is too powerful beyond our imagination, indeed. God almighty.

Islamic lagi teruk dari ceti or ah long haram?

2009-12-24T10:58:00.003+08:00

I just had a revelation.

And I'm in a heartache.

I bought a house with a RM147k loan from Bank Rakyat. The interest rate capped at 7.75%. By taking my pay and age at the moment, my loan tenure was maxed at 35yrs. My monthly installment is RM1060.
No, I am not loaded with $. Just a little,what I considered a smart planning but then I realized that I'm straying and leading a straight way to succumbing to the trap of credit cards. .

Putting that aside, my point is, the issue on my housing loan..

So, after 5 years time, my monthly installments have, well, with simple mathematics, accumulated to, rm1060 x 12mths x 5yrs = RM63,600. Sounds good. That is more than half of my original RM147k loan from the bank.

Before we go any further, I would like to explain a little on how Islamic housing financing works, based on my understanding.
1. The Bank will purchase the house at the said price, RM147k.
2. The bank will sell the house to me where, this will be a bit tricky, with an interest rate, that is based on the value of my house, at the end of my loan tenure of 35yrs.

In my agreement with the bank, it was agreed that in 35yrs' time, my house will have a value of RM300k++..so, that was house they calculated my interest rate of 7.75%...I think.

Nevertheless, even if I am wrong, no matter what explanation i get, it will not change my perception when I proceed with a little maths a bit later on...

I have been thinking of refinancing, for the second time already, to take advantage on the low blr rate currently in the market, public bank is 5.55% (blr - 1.80% for refinancing housing loan = 3.75%, pretty attractive). So I called my Bank Rakyat,

me : may i know the balance of housing loan, my ic num is ......
bank : your balance is RM300k+
me : (duh! ok fine..) may i know my settlement value...? (buat apa hang bagi figure tu.hang expect aku tanya value rm300 ribu tu sbb aku nk settle semua ka? kalau ya pun hang akan bg value lain jugak)
bank : your settlement is around RM141k.

OK, let's do another simple math.

After 5 years, I have paid a monthly installments of RM63,600 for my housing loan of RM141,000, which well, obviously looks like half of my total loan, but subtracting my settlement value from my total loan, RM147k - RM141k = RM6k....

Only 6 thousand ringgit settled after 5 years of a total of RM63,600 monthly installments ?!

RM57,600 gone under the Islamic interests??!

Almost RM60k of my pay for the past 5 yrs....wasted into their pockets....

6 ribu saja settle....

oh dear...I'm feeling heady and tensed...what a STUPID 'investment'...

What's the difference this islamic financing with ah long or ceti ....only cause the banks are registered and them ah longs aren't?

Note : I will be reading more on the complex math behind these nonsense. will update if there's any further interesting finding.

What about the sons of the fathers? Have cultures actually supressed the teaching of Islam?

2009-12-16T14:52:00.015+08:00

There is a report from an online newspaper on a 14yr old teenage girl having sex with 5 men in their 20s.

Put this aside, because my attention is directed at this male-fellow from work, who forwarded the the news in an email with a caption :

Kpd bapak2 sekalian & utk peringatan kpd bakal bapak2/mak2, tolong jaga & asuh anak2 pompuan anda btol2 supaya tak jadi mcm berita ni...
Susah nak cari pompuan yg btol2 DARA zaman la ni...btol ka?

I can't help but noticed betapa ceteknya pemikiran this male-fellow(mf) from work. why is it that many are typical so quick at pointing fingers at women and labelling them as "Susah nak cari pompuan yg btol2 DARA zaman la ni...btol ka?".

If we look at the situation above, what I can see is, ada 1 perempuan yang rosak, akan tetapi, ada 5 lelaki yang rosak. Kenapa bukan,

"Kepada bapak2 sekalian & untuk peringatan kepada bakal bapak2/mak2, tolong jaga & asuh anak2 lelaki dan perempuan anda btol2 supaya tak jadi mcm berita ni...Susah anak2 muda nak maintain DARA zaman la ni..."

hm.

Here is an article i just stumbled upon on the very same day the email on the news above was circulated.

Harassment forces Arab women to cover up

The sexual harassment of women in the streets, schools and work places of the Arab World is driving them to cover up and confine themselves to their homes, said activists at the first-ever regional conference addressing the once taboo topic.

Activists from 17 countries across the region met in Cairo for a two-day conference ending Monday and concluded that harassment was unchecked across the region because laws don't punish it, women don't report it and the authorities ignore it.

The harassment, including groping and verbal abuse, appears to be designed to drive women out of public spaces and seems to happen regardless of what they are wearing, they said.

Amal Madbouli, who wears the conservative face veil or niqab, told AP that despite her dress, she is harassed and described how a man came after her in the streets of her neighborhood.

"He hissed at me and kept asking me if I wanted to go with him to a quieter area, and to give him my phone number," said Madbouli, a mother of two.

"This is a national security issue. I am a mother, and I want to be reassured when my daughters go out on the streets."

Statistics on harassment in the region have until recently been nonexistent, but a series of studies presented at the conference hinted at the widespread nature of the problem.

As many as 90 percent of Yemeni women say they have been harassed, while in Egypt, out of a sample of 1,000, 83 percent reported being verbally or physically abused.

A study in Lebanon reported that more than 30 percent of women said they had been harassed there.

"We are facing a phenomena that is limiting women's right to move ... and is threatening women's participation in all walks of life," said Nehad Abul Komsan, an Egyptian activist who organized the event with funding from the U.N. and the Swedish development agency.

Open discussion of the harassment issue first emerged in Egypt three years ago, after blogs gave broad publicity to amateur videos showing men assaulting women in downtown Cairo during a major Muslim holiday.

The public outcry sparked an unprecedented public acknowledgment of the problem and drove the Egyptian government to consider two draft bills addressing sexual harassment.

Sexual harassment, including verbal and physical assault, has been specifically criminalized in only half a dozen Arab countries. Most of the 22 Arab states only outlaw overtly violent acts like rape, according to a study by Abul Komsan.

Participants at the conference said men are threatened by an increasingly active female labour force, with conservatives laying the blame for harassment on women's dress and behavior.

In Syria, men from traditional homes go shopping in the market place instead of female family members to spare them harassment, said Sherifa Zuhur, a Lebanese-American academic at the conference.

Abul Komsan described how one of the victims of harassment she interviewed told her she had taken on the full-face veil to stave off the hassle.

"She told me 'I have put on the niqab. By God, what more can I do so they leave me alone,"' she said, quoting the woman.

Some even said they were reconsidering going to work or school because of the constant harassment in the streets and on public transpiration.

But even in Yemen, where nearly all women are covered from head to toe, activist Amal Basha said 90 percent of women in a published study she conducted reported harassment, specifically pinching.

"The religious leaders are always blaming the women, making them live in a constant state of fear because out there, someone is following them," she said.

If a harassment case is reported in Yemen, Basha added, traditional leaders interfere to cover it up, remove the evidence or terrorize the victim.

In Saudi Arabia, another country where women cover themselves completely and are nearly totally segregated from men in public life, women report harassment as well, according to Saudi activist Majid al-Eissa.

His organization, the National Family Safety Programme, has been helping draft a law criminalizing violence against women in the conservative kingdom, where flirting can often cross the line into outright assault.

Discussion of the law begins Tuesday.

"It will take time especially in this part of the world to absorb the gender mixture and the role each gender can play in society," he said.

"We are coping with changes (of modern life), except in our minds."
- AP

Now, evidently, even when parents educate their daughters, and the female members of the society educate themselves (thank God for the luxury of a thing called, brain aka akal), when male members of the society are left uneducated, they will still be a threat to the society, a national security issue. How embarassing.

I am beginning to think that sex being a taboo subject in muslim countries are driving the muslim men towards chaos. Aren't they supposed to be the leaders? We certainly don't want to become like the western countries or cities where sexual opportunity is in abundance, this is just inviting God's wrath upon us to happen sooner that it is already feared, no, no.

So what is wrong with muslim men? Have we really taken them for granted while growing up and concentrated more on the girls?

Here's another example of what would happen when we 'forgot' to educate little boys and what they would eventually become. This case was committed by a muslim man on a muslim boy when all the other muslims in the world were celebrating eid. And the biggest slap to muslims worldwide is, this happened in a mosque.

Why?

Why?

Pakistani Boy Raped and Killed in Dubai Mosque Toilet, One Held

Posted on 01 December 2009. Tags: boy raped in dubai mosque, Dubai, pakistani boy raped in dubai, pakistanis in uae, UAE

A young Pakistani boy was raped and killed in the bathroom of a mosque in Dubai on Friday. The man who allegedly raped and murdered the six-year-old boy has been arrested. Dubai Police said they received information that a Pakistani child was found dead in the bathroom of a mosque located in  Al Qusais on Friday.

When the police reached the mosque, a man told them that he had come to the mosque for Zuhr prayers and that when he went to the bathroom to prepare for it, he saw traces of blood on the floor after which he saw the child behind the door. The boy’s pants had been removed.

The police, upon entering the bathroom, noticed that the child had been raped. They took the body to the General Department of Forensic Medicine and launched an investigation. Later, a Bahraini national was arrested on the suspicion of committing the crime.

He confessed to the crime during interrogation. He said he consumed alcohol late into the night on Thursday and went to the mosque to perform Eid prayers on Friday and returned home. He continued drinking alcohol and later went out to visit his friend to celebrate the festival.

Why?

Why?

What about the sons of the fathers? Have cultural rules or norms actually overcomes the teachings of Islam?

- it's OK for men to smoke but not for women. but the teachings of Islam says, anything memudaratkan is haram.

- for men being promiscuous is culturally a stud but women would be a slut. but the teachings of Islam says it is haram.

- a widowed men is hot item in the market but a widowed woman is wrongly labeled by the society.

- it is a culture for men to stare at women but not OK, no, wait, women just don't do that. and yet, the prophet said, lower your gaze and guard your modesty.

- women's circumcision is for the purpose of controlling women's libido, but circumcised men compare the size of their erected penis as they grow up. Disgusting? I think it's pathetic.

While we have pressed the cultural rules and teachings of Islam on the daughters, Have we, due to cultural norms too, neglected the teachings of Islam on the sons of the fathers?

Will we come to a point where there will not be a respectable male, someone we can look up to, admire or at least respect in our society all thanks to this cultural upbringing vs the teachings of Islam in our society?

I'm glad I can still point a few men around me worth a respect. Maybe there's hope after all.

2009-11-10T14:10:00.006+08:00

Many of us are too busy trying to work some kind of magic with certain stranger(s) to make him/her become part of our lives as our spouse. Target, focus, aim, shoot. I want to make that person, whom is a total stranger, mine.

It's rather funny considering all the things we would do, of how much time, depth and complexity of our emotions, we spend on developing and maintaining our relationship with that significant stranger.

- we spend more quality time with him/her
- if something would go wrong with that stranger, we would throw tantrums over the slightest thing or even nothing at all to other people who already love us unconditionally (unlike that stranger) how very ungrateful, spoilt little bastards we are
- our face lit up in the presence of the stranger but we'd feel indifference around those who already love us unconditionally...ready to show our tantrums because that stranger is not around us instead.

Seriously. I am fucking. sick. of the people. who terlalu sibuk, melebih-lebihkan segala boyfriend, girlfriend sampai yg simple tasks as described below pun tak boleh nak buat. in fact, tak terasa nak buat langsung. terlalu bodo. tak reti nak appreciate the unconditional love given to them by other people selain daripada orang yang asing tu. yg dia dok siboooookkkk sangat dgn masalah frequency dengan orang asing tu so boleh align dengan frequency dia baru boleh panggil boyfren/girlfren. benda yang patut focus, yang jadi tanggungjawab, tak jalan. tu lah org kata, yang dikejar tak dapat, yg dikendong keciciran. jangan sampai orang2 yang sayang hang dah tak peduli pasai hang, hang baru nak sedaq what's actually important in your bloody life.

bila boyfren tak dak, girlfren tak dak..gatai gado sikit ka, rasa mcm semua org lain bloodyfool menyemak ja dlm hidop dia. pantang tegoq sikit. tak boleh nak buat lawak sikit, mula la nk melenting. jangan jadi haram jadah mcm ni.

RENUNGKAN BERSAMA...................................

Bila seronok, aku cari....pasanganku
-Bila sedih, aku cari....Mak
-Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku
-Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada....Mak
-Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku
-Bila berduka, aku peluk erat....Emakku
-Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku
-Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah....Mak
-Bila sambut valentine.. Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku
-Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"
-Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku
-Selalu.. Mak ingat kat aku
-Bila-bila.. . aku akan talipon pasanganku
-Entah bila... aku nak talipon Mak
-Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
-Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Emak
-Renungkan:
-"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja...
-bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk Mak?
-Mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah".

-Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya. .......

-Tapi kalau Mak sudah tiada....... ...
-MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK.... RINDU SANGAT....

-Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....
-berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....
-berapa ramai yang sanggup. mengantikan lampin ibunya.....
-berapa ramai yang sanggup..... membersihkan najis ibunya...... .
-berapa ramai yang sanggup..... .. membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....
-berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....

-Dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

I've admitted, I suck at showing my affections to those i love and care about. But for those who noticed, I would shower my affections with materials. i buy things. i want them to be happy with gifts. this is the way i show my affection. something you will have to deal with. if some cannot appreciate anything that is me, then i would stop eventually, without hesitation. after all, why waste? i am not buying anyone's affection. it's your loss.

Owls!

2009-10-23T09:37:00.008+08:00

comey gila.

kalau aku bela sekoq dua nie, confirm extremists akan chop aku paling glamer witch or paling teruk bela hantu. (padahal aku bela burung hantu)

ada ka patut, ciptaan tuhan mcm nie...pantas ja certain people link to hantu setan iblis.

when i was younger, 1,2 year old when my dad was on training on the job, i lived alone with my mom. there was also a family of owls in the ceiling and they were within view. mom used to lift me to watch them owl family, and they were staring back at us. i can imagine words like, "there's daddy owl, mommy owl and baby owls.." hehe...and then many many years later, i found myself neatly imitating the 'owl dancing' in one situation* that got me wondered to myself, "where did/could have i learn(ed) that".. until dearest mommy reminded me of my 'bird watching' activity back when i was 1 or 2. phews. takut ada kenan owl pulak :p (ntah ntah comey plak kan)

NO, the owl dancing is not the part where it turned it's head 360 degrees nor when it swallowed a whole mice and vomited the fur+bones balls a few hours later. And these acts are the facts of owls that I revealed to my youngest sister when she was 11 or 12 i can't really recall, she was finding it hard to believe, thinking i was bluffing as michievous as i always am, although i was having my brother as my ally, she immediately googled, and voila, was it an amusing fact indeed. I was quite surprised that not many people know this. Maybe having owls as such a taboo fact makes us ignore these amusing God's creation (created for us to woo His powers), same goes with black cats, darn it my black persians were very gorgeous with thick shiny hair and bright yellow eyes, exquisitely well built! And i've had two promotions at work while with them.

So people, kurafat, is kurafat. Tolong jangan sanjung benda2 mengarut mcm nie. Tuhan cipta benda2 sekeliling kita so kita perhati, amuse with kuasa Tuhan and melahirkan rasa rendah diri, bukan cipta and spread kepercayaan khurafat. Bad things come from devil and devilish people. May God forbid.

Dinner Tiime !

2009-10-22T19:29:00.010+08:00

Tonight both bewls and peppy had a special dinner treat...peppey for berjaya telan sebijik ubat for the first time of my own personal trial last nite, please please please be such a dearie and telan ubat nicely without any life threatening struggles tonight onwards...and bewls for finally being recovered from her season of yowling and whimpering after 7days today...

Here they are..

whachu havin' ?

cheekenn...u?

syardeenn...

nyumm nyummm nyummm....

I don't know if the colours of the meal has anything to do with the kitties colours, coz, pepper tak lalu sardin and bewls tak lalu ayam rebus...

Malaysia masih di belakang....atau...?

2009-10-22T14:12:00.003+08:00

dah terlalu corrupt mcm government India?

If you still remember, this is regarding the death of Teoh Beng Hock, political secretary to Selangor Executive councillor, Ean Yong Hian Wah, had been summoned to the Selangor Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC) offices to be questioned over irregularities in the disbursement of state funds on July 15th. Next day, he was found dead on the fifth floor service corridor of the building.

So, satu Malaya excited dok kata ini musti kes bunuh coz this guy terlibat dgn pendedahan kes salah guna duit kerajaan negeri.

And then, pihak2 yg bertanggungjawab running the autopsy on this guy announce satu Malaya kata, haish! kami confirm ini kes bunuh diri.

Satu Malaya kata, ada ka kes bunuh diri mcm ni??? Gagah p bunuh diri kat bangunan pusat siasatan rasuah tu. Tak sempat2 nk balik dulu ka? Yenna dey??

Finally,

The Sun news Oct 22, 2009 - A Thai pathology expert told the Teoh Beng Hock inquest yesterday that there was an 80% possibility that Teoh's death was a homicide and there is only a 20% likelihood that his death was a suicide. The expert, Dr Pornthip Rojanasunand, the director-general of the Thai Ministry of Justice's Central Institute of Forensic Science has testified that there were several injuries found on Teoh which were inconsistent with a fall from a height. They were :

1. the anal injuries, which were of a penetrating nature;
2. evidence of handle bruises which indicate physical strangulation on Teoh's neck; and
3. the fracture found on Teoh's skull was more consistent with that of a blunt force impact than transverse force from the fall.

OK.

I am no expert, and we all watch CSIs, although the 'experts' say they all mengarut, but based on the 3 arguments presented by one of the experts themselves, they appear to be very basic.

I mean, yeah, these are the things that should be checked during the autopsy, right? Any abnormalities on the body. I don't know how they dismissed the injury no1, maybe they rule that out as this guy involved in some kind of sexual activities? I mean, what makes them rule out the possibility of penetrating the guy's ass with a broomstick?

And then the injury no 2. that is so friggin obvious. How could they rule out homicide when such injury of strangulation on the neck is evident. How?? Takkan dia bunuh diri style mencekik leher sendiri sambil terjun?

And then based on the first 2 injuries, i might conclude, injury no 3 is too complicated for the Malaysian 'crime scene investigators' to see.

Or, as I mentioned earlier, are they corrupted? or just not good at their job?
The homicide evidence is 80% not 50% to be dismissed.

For muslims, yes, we believe in Qada' and Qadar. But this is not a matter of tak boleh terima someone died. Kalau asal mati saja dok mendabik dada bg alasan percaya Qada' and Qadar, anyone can plan a plain 'perfect murder'. Coz well,

"I find something fishy here."
"Hey, don't say like that. We must percaya Qada' and Qadar".

Then are you saying, "do not investigate on everything fishys?" Does an act of investigation something fishy is against our rukun iman? Logic ka? Lain la kalau mcm kes, aku tak percaya anak aku dah mati walaupun based on the genetical 'investigation' itu mmg anak hang yg mati, aku masih tetap tak percaya aku nk p cari bomoh kampung, bomoh siam, bomoh exorcist semua. Yang tu buleh tak nk suruh dia mengucap and remind her on rukun iman percaya Qada's and Qadar.

I think, just like how we have misinterpreted the words, "Insya Allah", it is the same way some extremist misinterpreted the "percaya Qada' and Qadar".
While we should promise with, "Insya Allah," and believe in Ketentuan Tuhan melalui Qada' and Qadar, God says, "I will not change a person's fate if he/she does not work on changing it".

i'm soo tired, tak mau tidoq lagi kaaaa

2009-10-19T23:19:00.006+08:00

11.20pm - sorry peppy for keeping you, ok, let's go upstairs and sleep now..

p/s : bubbles is already sleeping upstairs all by herself.

Ketuhanan

2009-10-13T15:29:00.005+08:00

Allah Ta’ala berfirman kepada Nabi Musa a.s. , “Sesungguhnya Aku ini Allah, tidak ada Tuhan (yang hak) selain Aku, maka sembahlah Aku dan dirikanlah shalat untuk mengingat Aku.” (Thaha: 14).

Bismillaah ar-Rahman ar-Raheem
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih

Al hamdu lillaahi rabbil 'alameen
Syukur kepada Allah, Tuhan sekalian Alam

Ar-Rahmanir-Raheem
Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Maaliki yaumid Deen
Yang memiliki hari pembalasan

Iyyaaka na'abudu wa iyyaaka nasta'een
KepadaMu lah kami berlindung/menyembah dan kepadamulah kami meminta pertolongan

Ihdinas siraatal mustaqeem
Tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang benar

Siraatal ladheena an 'amta' alaihim
Jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau beri nikmat

Ghairil maghduubi' alaihim waladaaleen
Dan bukan jalan orang-orang yang Engkau murkai

Ameen - Perkenankanlah.

Ketuhanan is Godliness. Pengakuan ketuhanan is, kita hamba, at God's mercy di dunia dan di akhirat. Maka Al-fatihah dibaca dalam solat as our pengakuan ke atas ketuhanan Allah dengan meminta perlindunganNya di dunia dan di akhirat.

Kita hamba, tapi bukan apartheid. Kita tak disebat bila ingkar, kita tak dikurung, kita makan bila kita nak walaupun tak lapaq, we sleep whenever we feel like it even when we are not sleepy or just because we are bored, we breathe, we hear, we listen, we see, we watch, we walk, we run, we spend, we waste time, when ever we feel like it. Lucky slave. And yet, have we zikir subhanallah walhamdulillah recently, for these things that we, lucky bunch of ungrateful slaves, daily do?

Kita selalu ignore benda2 basic pasal Ketuhanan, apatah lagi pasal akidah. Pastu dok bising-bising pasal kes murtad. Tak payah kelam kabut bising takdak tok guru. Ambik dulu quran, recite and read the translation dulu.

This goes for me and for all of us. May we be equipped enough to bring up our kids in these world nowadays.

2009-10-09T17:28:00.003+08:00

Jus what is the big fuss about blackberries? The push emails??? I don't fancy reading business emails off work or even just emails in the toilet. maybe some people do. sms and mms are much cheaper and faster.

and the biGGest drawback is, YOU CAN'T VIDEO CALL, people! WAKE UP!

what did i say about them again?

2009-10-05T09:43:00.002+08:00

lost?
sesat??
sigh.

Indonesia's "unlucky" president blamed for quake - just google this line and you'll find the results.

SUPERSTITIOUS Indonesians are blaming their 'unlucky' president - not shifting tectonic plates - for the latest fatal earthquakes in the disaster-prone country.
President Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono - popularly known by his initials SBY - has long been burdened by murmurs that he carries with him the shadow of cosmic misfortune.
A string of natural and man-made disasters since his election in 2004 - including the Indian Ocean tsunami that killed 220,000 across Asia - has seen quips that SBY stands for 'Selalu Bencana Ya', roughly meaning 'Always A Disaster'.

Macam la the person boleh control bencana alam? Helo, nama pun bencana alam. Or in other words, the wrath of God. Tuhan marah. Dengan sapa? Dengan hampa/kita lah.

Nama saja negara org islam paling ramai di dunia. Nama saja agama islam agama rasmi. Pemikiran macam christianity. President hampa tu bukannya jesus (kononnya) menanggung dosa hampa semua. Kalau bencana alam = tuhan marah, meaning tuhan marah dekat semua orang. Bukan sekoq dua saja.

Many occurrence in the Quran, something like this - if we travel the earth, we will learn on the evidence of civilizations more powerful that anything that ever existed being torn down for defying Allah's Godliness. When will we ever learn?

It may sound a bit soothing to say and thank God that malaysia, tho' surrounded with the areas/countries/lands of the Rings of Fire, it is not touched by the ring at all. but does that give us a green light to live in sin, as reported continuously in local celebrity blogs? Will we really be excluded at all?

I have read before that before Islam jatuh, there will be a time where Islam will be at its peak, with strong leaders and centre of the world. I have prayed to be in this moment, but then we learned that the time could already be in the 16th century. And given the moral decadence nowadays, it could be true.

The judgement day, it is sooner that you think.
And this statement was sent down in the Quran some 1430 years ago.

2009-09-22T13:08:00.002+08:00

Tarian Pendet: Anifah pelik sikap media Indonesia

PUTRAJAYA Sept. 21 – Menteri Luar, Datuk Anifah Aman berasa pelik dengan sikap media Indonesia yang enggan menerima penjelasan akan isu tarian Pendet yang telah mencetuskan insiden anti-Malaysia di negara itu.

Sebaliknya, para pemberita Indonesia terus mengulangi isu itu di surat khabar, kata beliau kepada pemberita di rumah terbuka Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak di Seri Perdana, di sini, hari ini.

Beliau berkata, Malaysia telah pun menerima penjelasan Discovery Channel mengenai kontroversi tarian Pendet itu dan penjelasan itu juga telah disampaikan kepada kerajaan Indonesia dan mereka juga telah menerima penjelasan itu.

Beliau berkata, Malaysia tidak pernah mengakui tarian Pendet itu adalah tarian Malaysia dan ianya adalah kesilapan pihak Discovery Channel.

Anifah berkata beliau telah membuat penjelasan dalam pertemuan dengan rakan sejawat dari Indonesia, Hassan Wirajuda pada Khamis lalu.

Beliau berharap selepas pertemuan itu, yang telah berjalan dengan baik, segala masalah yang dihadapi oleh kedua-dua negara akan dapat diselesaikan dalam cara yang terbaik.

“Saya telah perjelaskan dalam sidang akhbar (di Indonesia) bahawa Malaysia tidak ada masalah dengan Indonesia,” katanya.

Pertemuan dengan Hassan Wirajuda itu adalah berikutan insiden anti-Malaysia dan laporan media yang negatif terhadap Malaysia di republik berkenaan.

– BERNAMA

Keterlaluan tak i nk kata depa ni mmg tak guna. agak keterlaluan maybe. but dari dulu sampai sekarang mmg jahat. masa msia dapat independence dulu depa punya la hasad dengki buat perang saraf jadi standard communist. punya la jahat. geng pecah rumah pun depa. before this, 10yrs ago, it was still safe to walk here and there in our country, masuk saja bangsa nie since 1990's, dok dlm rumah sendiri pun tak selamat. pastu, ofcoz, pemuda malaysia pun dgn pantas belajaq benda2 pelik depa nie.

yes, dalam semua bangsa, tak semua baik and tak semua jahat. i may begin the explore that there is a possibility that there could be a good jew out there. but when we mention jewish people, we would always link them with men slaughtering of the muslims. they are always bad. we would (we should, we ought to) as possible as we can, stay away from anything that is linked to the jews or anything that's directly funding the bullets and artillery of the jewish wars against the muslims (McDonald's and Starbucks, people, tak mati pun kalau tak makan benda2 nie, but kita yg dok tolong fund bullet utk yahudi belasah org islam. % of the profits mesti kena bg kat "mr mcdonald's", ha situ la duit kita dok belasah burger and coffee depa p).

back to what I was saying, when we mention bangsa indonesia...what would we usually associate them with? while we take my auntie's maids to be part of the families, salam, sembang, gelak, bagi duit raya etc, and tho' their artistes make better music than us malaysians, i'd always associate the rest with 'kekacauan', ruckus, lost, extreme. It's very pitiful and may God forbid, with all the sinful lifestyle we, the leaders and people, post here in our home country will we become like them. And now, with their 'much ado about nothing' attitude over the, i believe, deliberate error by the discovery channel to provoke tension between malaysia and indonesia makes them more pathetic and sickening. While they should be targeting the discovery channel, the folks on the famous tv company now is sitting back and watching the ruckus they has managed to create in the south east of asia. mmg bangsa indonesia ni dungu. melayu, islam jatuh sbb adanya bangsa2 dungu mcm nie lah. sama mcm negara2 arab yg bodoh lagi dungu. bergaduh sesama depa while europe and US bersatu in economy, military and what not. Jangan kita pun jadi bodoh dan dungu sama sudah. So far, Malaysia jarang sekali melenting or jadi mcm cili padi whenever yahudi tak guna like discovery channel and George Soros cuba provoke. Nasib baik kita tak ambik IMF. kalau tak jadi mcm indonesia. as i said many times before, choose the leader that would cause us less damage. Yes, pemuda UMNO corrupt, pilih leader yang sah2 dibuktikan rasuah but dapat warning saja becoz dia kroni PM. tapi, apa akan jadi kalau kita pilih leader yang nk ambik IMF dulu tu? makan batu and pasiaq la anak2 kita. takdak la kawen hantaran sampai 7,8 ribu. Macam Tuhan dah cakap dlm Quran, "lelaki boleh kawen 2, 3 or 4, dgn syarat hampa berlaku adil. tapi, hampa tak mampu, Aku lah yang maha adil" still ramai yg choose nk kawen lebih dari 1. Try la mcm mana pun, kita takkan boleh berlaku adil. Try la mcm mana pun, xdak pemimpin se-ideal Nabi. So, i would certainly choose pemimpin that would cause me less damage. Aku xmau mkn batu dan pasiaq, jadi hamba america and yahudi, silap2 boleh jadi mcm iraq. Yes, Saddam was hamba America who received military aids to fight against other Arab nations, until he went wild and against his boss, and look what has happened to him, to the country..forever be hamba yahudi, they will.

Then you saw it, now you down't !!

2009-09-16T17:05:00.013+08:00

Once upon a time...

...you can still see the bell....

and now...

no more bell...

hidden in the fur...

yeap, she is that furry...

that food is that good.
Royal Canin Persian 30.

p/s : posing tu maintain.....

2009-09-16T14:55:00.004+08:00

I would like to highlight an entry from a fellow friend on Pusat Urus Zakat Pulau Pinang here.

Do read. Recommended.

" BUKIT MERTAJAM - Pusat Urus Zakat (PUZ) Pulau Pinang mengutip RM33.5 juta bagi pelbagai jenis zakat, antara Januari hingga 15 Disember lalu. Pengurus Besarnya, Dr Azman Abdul Samat, berkata jumlah itu dijangka mampu mengatasi keseluruhan kutipan tahun lalu RM34.3 juta. "Kita optimis mampu mengatasi jumlah zakat tahun lalu berikutan nilai perbezaan hanya RM800,000 saja. Jadi, mereka yang belum berzakat digalak berbuat demikian," katanya.

Tak faham la apa yg dibangga-banggakan sangat dgn kutipan juta-juta tu, as if org2 PUZ tu yang membanting tulang bermandi peluh and talking as if itu duit 'keuntungan company' depa. kenapa? Duit2 tu org2 Islam yg berkesedaran utk menunaikan rukun islam depa and it just so happens that PUZ is a Pusat Urus Zakat. If dapat duit juta-juta, jangan dok bangga-bangga selagi Malaysia tak bebas fakir miskin. What they should have done is do more kempen kesedaran utk org2 Islam lain. Lagi bagus kalau kami boleh nampak mcm mana fakir2 miskin ni improve their lives. We would like to know if PUZ able to teach a man to fish, so he can fish by himself for the rest of his life. We don't want to hear u boasting on how much money people have assigned you to do your job. That is not your money.

When too many becomes exactly too much

2009-09-10T15:00:00.001+08:00

Is there a philanthropist in each of us?

Have we ever enjoyed buying, giving things unconditionally to other people only to find out the action soon carries lesser meaning on the receiving end?

Of course. Sooner or later it will become less significant. There would be less appreciation on the receiving end. The value depreciates. Like, ada takdak sama saja.

Heck, even an unconditional love bears an Anakku Sazali.

At some point when people don't appreciate it they way they use to, u just need to stop giving.
If you're such a philanthropist and you can't help it, find someone else to spoil.

They say be careful what you give. I'd like to say, be careful on how frequent you give. Both has its own undesirable effects.

Too Much of Something is bad enough,
But something's coming over me to make me wonder,
Too Much of nothing is just as tough,
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied

Respect is the Key

2009-09-09T12:07:00.005+08:00

I found an interesting article in Jusco's Pearl magazine. It's one of the pointers that struck a thought in my mind.

There is a saying that goes, "It takes a good friend to share your sorrows but a greater friend to share your happiness."

It may sound ridiculous, but some folks just can't be happy at their friend's successes. Some friends are only there for each other when they share the same plight(hardship) and instead of feeling genuinely happy for their friend when they find success, they feel bitterness and jealousy.

Don't be someone that's only in for complaining about life. When your friend hits it big - celebrate with them. When they are interviewing for a new job - root for them. When they want to find new love - be gracious and supportive when they find it.

Now, where do you stand with your friends?

There is nothing better in the world than having people who support and care about you. Go out of your way to show your support for your friend.

Don't visit me when I'm sick. Don't even visit me on calamity events. I will come to you. I know I have plenty of friends who would listen to me. In fact, from the article above, I now know that I can even seek sympathy from anyone even those who hold grudges on me. Don't come to me then.

But be there when I am happy. Celebrate with me when I succeed at something. Remind me of the good things I could have done if I won some prize money. Because good things are best shared. Don't give me a cold shoulder when I succeed at something. Don't envy me if (you/other people find) I'm smart, witty or intelligent. Don't hold grudges over my few abilities and hit me with low remarks and pass it as a joke. We all believe in Qada' and Qadar. Something that looks good on me may not be for you. I twist and turn in restless sleeps because my brain won't give it a rest but a 6-hour sleep is already good for you. Good things are tests from God. Will we use the gifts from God on the good path?

Don't envy me if (you find) I'm smart, witty or intelligent. I'm not asking anyone to keep up with me. Like you, I do see other people as smarter than me, and like you, I don't usually label myself as one and there are those who don't see me as smart as you thought I was. Don't hold your grudge if I won an argument. It usually is never an argument and it is always about finding the truth. Don't hit it on me if you think I'm right. And especially, don't hit it on me if you're frustrated with your life. In fact, try not to hit on anyone at all.

Do unto others as you want others to do unto you.

I love Jusco's Pearl magazine. Worth a read. And it's free.

Just what are they doing?

2009-08-28T09:54:00.017+08:00

lawak...lawak.... (http://lipassepi.blogspot.com/2009/08/sinatraz-iklan-ramadhan.html)

regarding :

- 24th August 2009; Nik Aziz tidak tarik balik

- 23 August 2009; Cendekiawan Islam selar Nik Aziz putar-belitkan isu

"Tindakan Nik Abdul Aziz mengatakan bukan hak mutlak Allah SWT menentukan syurga atau neraka seseorang itu apa? Siapa beliau? Jika Allah tiada hak mutlak, Nik Aziz ada?"

"Mohd. Yusof menegaskan, Nik Abdul Aziz harus menjawab isu penyokong UMNO yang 'difatwakan' beliau sebagai tidak layak masuk syurga, bukannya mengeluarkan kenyataan baru di luar konteks perbincangan."

dia kata, Allah xdak hak mutlak nk tentukan sapa masuk syurga ka tak. kenapa tiba2 dia pulak yang boleh kata sapa masuk syurga ka tak (sapa sokong umno takleh masuk syurga)??

"Dalam hadis 40 Imam Nawawi, ada mengatakan bahawa seseorang kafir yang memeluk Islam sebelum akhir hayatnya diberikan balasan syurga walaupun tidak sempat bersembahyang, asalkan dia ikhlas.

"Jadi bukankah ketentuan syurga atau neraka itu hak mutlak Allah SWT? Bagaimana Nik Abdul Aziz boleh keluarkan kenyataan begitu, jangan ikut sedap otak sendiri," tegasnya.

kenapa la org boleh taksub sgt dgn politik. bukan ka sifat taksub tu dilarang? tsk.

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- 22 August 2009 ; Adakah pemimpin PKR masuk syurga?

''Kalau benar Islam yang dibawa UMNO tidak membawa ke syurga, kita nak minta Nik Aziz keluar fatwa bagaimana pula perjuangan PKR yang tidak sama sekali dilandaskan atas perjuangan Islam.

''Adakah pemimpin PKR seperti (Datuk Seri) Anwar Ibrahim akan masuk syurga? Bagaimana pula Wan Azizah? Begitu juga dengan Khalid Ibrahim dan Azmin Ali. Adakah mereka semua ini akan masuk syurga," katanya.

Nik Aziz Isnin lalu mengeluarkan kenyataan bahawa penyokong UMNO tidak akan masuk syurga kerana parti itu mengamalkan ajaran Islam palsu.

UMNO tak ajaq aku sembah benda lain selain Allah. So far, kerajaan sekarang telah menyediakan kemudahan beragama untuk aku (and kita semua) - kemudahan sembahyang di merata-rata (highway, masjid2, the pavillion), food chains yg halal (JAKIM), tadarus al-quran and ceramah etc on TV (agama lain takdak tau), azan yg bergema (di S'pore tak boleh azan). The rest on rukun islam and rukun iman is up to each of us la.

About hukum hudud, PKR and DAP dah setuju ka in the first place? Ingat DAP nk bagi hampa memerintah ka kalau pakatan hampa menang?

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- 22 August 2009 - Isu Syurga:Penjelasan Nik Aziz

Mursyidul Am Pas, Datuk Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat hari ini menjelaskan mengenai hujahnya semalam yang mempertikaikan keputusan Jawatankuasa Muzakarah Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan bahawa ketentuan memasuki syurga atau neraka adalah hak Allah sepenuhnya.

Kenapa dok sibuk pasal syurga or neraka..kenapa tak sibuk pikiaq pasal pembangunan ummah, crime rates and of course, amal ibadat, sedekah and ilmu yg kita bg kat org lain? Kenapa sibuk pasal urusan Tuhan? Kita akan jadi para juri ka? Nabi2 dan rasul2 pun bukan juri kat akhirat nnt. Kenapa ada yg berlagak nk set group sapa masuk syurga sapa masuk neraka?

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We are wasting time. We are wasting a lot of time and energy. This is such an insult to our well being.

(nota kefahaman: iaitu yg lebih bawah lebih panas..)

2009-08-26T07:54:00.006+08:00

I love it when it rains. I love it too much, "i don't want to close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep coz i miss you babe and i don't wanna miss a thing..."..meaning, tho i could easily fall asleep in the cool weather of the rain...i usually would not.

because, most the time..it is so darn hot here in this country...well, maybe not in some parts of the country..let's say..cameron and genting highlands, fraser's hill or at least Taiping..the wet-est place in M'sia. Well, the place where I'm staying and some 200km radius around it is confirmed hot.

I go out for lunch, every-day. it is my socializing session and the highlight of the day and we would walk under the scorching hot sun, most of the time with an umbrella above our head, climbing the bloody hill up to our office. it would be a near-cramp situation inside the elevator and it is so darn uncomfortable.

sweaty shirts and that uncomfortable feeling of the heat of the sweat escaping the pores thru the threads of our dampen shirts and jeans...suddenly the materials seem to be too thick and you'd feel like taking it all off and just sit on the floor under a blasting fan. That would be as devastating as wishing and hoping for something so near yet so far a way...especially when the image of your bedroom is just a 5 minutes drive away..so very tempting.

So i would usually dream of something else instead, just to take the edge of the utmost discomfort of the process of the after effect of walking under the scorching hot sun for 10 minutes...something so far fetched so i wouldn't be too frustrated at not being able to reach for it.

so each time i walked thru the scan-in turnstile, i have always hoped to have some kind special ability to transfer the 70% of the heat of my body thru my pores onto the cold metal turnstile and in return absorb the cool charges off the metal (imagine the transfer flow of the -ve and +ve ions at the interaction of two objects).

and secondly, i'd imagine a closed chamber of cooling gas of nitrogen or CO2 or whatever gasses that are feeding the air conditions with cool air stronger and windy-er than the office temperature, that would be activated as soon as i stepped my feet inside it. it would definitely send down the chill from the based of my hair follicles down thru every tiny pores under my feet. What a bliss.

(They say the best inventions are derived from needs...which are derived from problems...)

And soon, we will always notice some new spots of pigmentation and uneven skin surface on our faces...and we'd buy some expensive skin products to make them go away.

While in other parts of the planet, people die of heat waves.

Nevertheless,

"Bagaimana kamu masih boleh melakukan maksiat sedangkan kamu tak dapat bertahan dengan panasnya terik matahari Ku." hadis Qudsi. Referring to a received mail :

Ketika Allah menjadikan Jahannam, maka dinyalakan selama seribu tahun, sehingga merah, kemudian dilanjutkan seribu tahun sehingga putih, kemudian seribu tahun sehingga hitam, maka ia hitam gelap, tidak pernah padam nyala dan baranya. Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan terbuka sebesar lubang jarum nescaya akan dapat membakar penduduk dunia semuanya kerana panasnya.
Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan satu baju ahli neraka itu digantung di antara langit dan bumi nescaya akan mati penduduk bumi kerana panas dan basinya.

Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan satu pergelangan dari rantai yg disebut dalam Al-Quran itu diletakkan di atas bukit, nescaya akan cair sampai ke bawah
bumi yg ke tujuh.

Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan seorang di hujung barat tersiksa, nescaya akan terbakar orang-orang yang di hujung timur kerana sangat panasnya, Jahannam itu sangat dalam dan perhiasannya besi dan minumannya air panas campur nanah dan pakaiannya potongan-potongan api.

Api neraka itu ada tujuh pintu, tiap-tiap pintu ada bahagiannya yang tertentu dari orang laki-laki dan perempuan. Pintu yang selalu terbuka, setengahnya di bawah dari lainnya, dari pintu ke pintu jarak perjalanan 70,000 tahun, tiap pintu lebih panas dari yang lain 70 kali ganda.' (nota kefahaman: iaitu yg lebih bawah lebih panas)

Di dalamnya pintu ke7, paling bawah, orang-orang yg berdosa besar dari ummat Muhammad yg sampai mati belum sempat bertaubat.

"Bagaimana kamu masih boleh melakukan maksiat sedangkan kamu tak dapat bertahan dengan panasnya terik matahari Ku."

Don't we love surprises?

2009-08-21T23:49:00.006+08:00

The pleasant ones, I mean.

I, for instance love the feeling of unwrapping my birthday gifts. Especially when it is accompanied with a surprise birthday party...such a pleasant feeling of happiness, excitement and appreciated.

And a promotion at work is also right there at the top. Let alone a bonus!

We'd hope for a promotion at work. We'd anticipate a surprise birthday party..planned by other people for us..

Don't we just love a pleasant surprise... ;)

If we love it so much, have we ever tried to ponder on the possibility of wishing and hoping for a more pleasant surprise from God the almighty? God has promised and we have always heard, "janji Allah itu benar.." Allah is true to his words.

Sesiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah (dengan mengerjakan suruhanNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya), nescaya Allah akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar (dari segala perkara yang menyusahkannya), (2) Serta memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak terlintas di hatinya dan (Ingatlah), sesiapa berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukuplah baginya (untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya). Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya. Allah telahpun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya tiap-tiap sesuatu. (3). Surah 65 - At-Talaq Ayat 2-3/Ayat Seribu Dinar.

So, sit back, keep your faith and pray,

Rabbana atina fid-dun-ya hasanah, wa fil 'aa-khirati hasanatan waqinaa 'adhaban-nar

Tuhanku, kurniakanlah aku kebaikan di dunia dan di akhirat, dan selamatkanlah kami dari siksaan api neraka.

Our Lord! Grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter, and save us from the chastisement of the fire.

A reminder for me too.

much ado about racism

2009-08-20T15:34:00.006+08:00

Much ado about racism, keris, alcoholic drinks etc...

I have something to say that is a total opposite of the current issue.

I once had a malay supervisor who stabbed me on my back and a change to a Chinese supervisor after that recognized me professionally and pushed me for promotion.

And worse, tho' not many got thru to my skin, I have had been on the receiving end of some hurtful words being uttered by my fellow malays.

I knew a malay who was ready to apologize to another non-malay over something that is unnecessary because she is right (thus innocent) and the non-malay is just making a big fuss and gossips, probably because she was too embarassed after being caught of doing something 'wrong'...but, when the malay uttered some hurtful words to another malay, don't even bother to 'ready to apologize'. period.

I also once knew a malay who enjoyed calling other malays names based on their physicals just for his amusement, even at public eating places where he happened to hang around with his friends and anyone of us happened to pass by.
'Doraemon, 'kengkang' or 'panjang' are not the kind of names I would appreciate being called upon. And having been on the receiving end of these names calling, it is fair that I do not indulge on seeking amusement on other people's conditions as well as I knew that this, annoying and can be hurtful.

I also know that there is a malay who sold another malay to a group of non-malays over a blog thread which contains a statement that goes something like this, "....bising dengan bahasa urdu depa..." with the sole, sincere intention of creating a racial riffs between my fellow malay and the non-malays (what else??).
If the non-malays are smart, they should have realized that the bast*** is the person who forwarded the blog thread to be printed by them non-malays. This bast*** is the one who should be exposed to all. The bast*** is the one who should be dunk in the toilet. I hope that this she-bast*** is reading this. Don't ever once think that we don't know who you are.

Urdu is a very popular language of the subcontinent , second only in the number of speakers to Hindi.

I have been warned and told of stories of how ugly a workplace can be amongst the different races living under one roof, one management. However, the riffs are often clearer within the one race itself. Oh, people gossiping...boycotting....how annoying...!

Anyways, with respect to the issues on the newspaper, here's,

an interesting view on racism.

Everyone of us is somewhat a racist.

Everyone of us have got to embrace this...jangan malu-malu in fact..

I agree with writer, I don't hate or curse you because of the colour of your skin. Is it usually because of your actions.
I have no issues sitting together for meals, carpooling, sitting side by side, with other races. I have so far, never justified any injustice put upon me by the management of where i'm working at by the colour of my bosses' skin.
I believe in trying our best to put - not taking relationships for granted and respect - in place of our actions. Do not take respect for granted just because I am another malay just like you or because we are friends or because we are family.

Karma itu wujud, becareful.

With that, I would like to take this mood, also with the arrival of our special month, Ramadhan, to seek apology on my actions and words especially that might have hurt or scratched anyone involved, my words above and in some threads in this blog may also be a reflection of my own actions.

Alas,

It's the Golden Rule: "Do unto others as you would have others do unto you." It is the ultimate norm of high morality in our culture. Sure there are other morals by which we live, but this one phrase embodies our most cherished value: that we should treat people as we would like to be treated.

2009-08-14T16:16:00.003+08:00

Laughing stock? Ignorance is bliss?

It really is not impossible if a person only lives on his/her surrounding of boyfriends/girlfriends fever, akademi fantasia/1 in a million fever, and all other bimbo-istic fevers.

Negara, bangsa, kedaulatan raja dan agama nak kena jual pun tak sedar-sedar diri lagi. Dok bodoh mcm tu lagi. Nak lagi teruk, bodoh sombong pulak tu. Macam mana? Macam nie Malaysia nak terbela ?? Macam ni??

Karpal sedition trial: Reporter says she does not know Karpal's political party

By YENG AI CHUN

KUALA LUMPUR: There was a sense of disbelief in court Friday morning when a reporter said she did not know the political party which Karpal Singh belonged to.

RTM reporter Eliani Mazlan, 26, who took the witness stand on the third day of Karpal’s sedition trial, during cross-examination by Jagdeep Singh Deo.

Jagdeep: Do you know which party is Karpal Singh from?

Eliani : I am not sure.

Karpal who was also present, could not help smiling in amusement when she said that.

Jagdeep then proceeded to ask her if she was a voter. She said she was.

Jagdeep turned to the court and said “You cannot be a Penangnite,” drawing laughter from everyone. Karpal was alleged to have uttered seditious words against the Sultan of Perak at his legal firm in Jalan Pudu Lama between 12pm and 12.30pm on Feb 6.

Earlier, Jagdeep asked Eliani if she knew who Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim was.

She replied that he was PKR president.

Jagdeep: Do you know PKR is part of a bigger party?

Eliani: I am not sure.

Jagdeep: Have you heard of Pakatan Rakyat? There are other component parties in Pakatan Rakyat. Do you remember?

Eliani: (silence)

Jagdeep: There is PKR, DAP and PAS. That is Pakatan Rakyat. You do remember that Pakatan Rakyat won five states in the previous general election and there was a political tsunami. Agree?

Eliani: Agree

Jagdeep pointed out that even though Karpal and Anwar are from the same party, Karpal has his own views about party hopping.

Jagdeep: So we can summarise that Karpal is not one who behaves personally but is with principles.

Eliani: I am not sure.

Jagdeep: I would suggest that is the reality of Karpal.

The witness who was only two months into her job when she went for the media conference in Feb, also told the court that she was not sure of the term ultra vires.

During the barrage of questions, Jagdeep asked her if she was sure Karpal said he would sue the Sultan.

Jagdeep: At page four, paragraph two of the video transcript, Karpal said: “In fact, I’ve stated very clearly that ‘we’ will sue the Sultan together with the new State Government as defendants if they persist. Are you sure? Karpal said he would sue the Sultan? What does it say?

Eliani: We.

Jagdeep: It is not I.

Eliani: But it could mean himself.

Jagdeep: We could mean I? Is that what you are trying to say? What was said in the transcript?

Eliani: We.

Jagdeep: So you agree that ‘we’ is not ‘I’?

Eliani: Yes.

Jagdeep: You agree that your understanding is completely a misunderstanding?

Eliani: I am not sure.

The trial continues later Friday in the afternoon 2.45pm.

2009-08-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

i'VE GOT A FEELIN
BLACK EYED PEAS

I've gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good good night

I've gotta feeling (woohoo) that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good good night

Tonight's the night night
Let's live it up
I got my money
Let's spend it up

Go out and smash it
like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let's get get OFF

I know that we'll have a ball
if we get down
and go out
and just loose it all

I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
and loosing all control

Fill up my cup
Mazel tov
Look at her dancing
just take it off

Let's paint the town
We'll shut it down
Let's burn the roof
and then we'll do it again

Let's Do it (x3)
do it
and do it (x3)
and live it up

i've gotta feeling (woohoo) that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good good night (x2)

Tonight's the night
let's live it up
I got my money
Let's spend it up

Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let's get get OFF

Fill up my cup (Drink)
Mozolotov (L'Chaim)
Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)
Just take it off

Let's paint the town
We'll shut it down
Let's burn the roof
and then we'll do it again

let's do it (x3)
do it
and do it (x2)
let's live it up
and do it(x2)
lets do it...
do it..
lets do it...
do it...

2009-08-10T23:46:00.003+08:00

lifetime of medication for everyone...exercise.

just to live.

no, pills won't burn your fat or your cholesterol.
nor any type of garments..
or creams... or drinks..

it doesn't work like that.

it just, does not work like that.

you want to make a child, you've got to have an egg and a sperm.

you want life, exercise is what you do.

Damnit !

When are we going to realize. A bloody diet alone will never work.!

There's only one solution as in there is only one religion.

EXERCISE. FULL STOP.

2009-08-10T09:46:00.004+08:00

apparently, every woman around me is having a period cycle issue...some are earlier by 2 weeks... and some earlier by 1 week or by a few days...and others face an on-off cycle...

all of us, when talking to each other, have been wondering...how could this possibly be...what could have possibly trigger this..on many of us at the same time...but when think of it, we can't recall any emotional stress or pressure at the moment...it's been quite puzzling...tho still, we don't usually pressure ourselves about it..it may make it worse..

and then, suddenly, today, about 10minutes ago, it occurred to me that all of us are currently having the same period at the moment, and it all became clear to me that, the women are having the same condition, that is highly likely have triggered some stress in some kind of way even without us realizing it..

and that is..i think the women would agree that the period cycle going haywire situation we are all currently facing at the same time as of now is a symptom of the pressure to ganti puasa last minute before the actual bulan puasa...

wah!

hahahahahha!

and it all make sense now...

silently, i really hope this is the case...and things will be much better during the bulan puasa itself..

When you can't connect to the internet

2009-08-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

...for no reason at all...

eg : "I can connect to a wireless connection / modem but i can't browse the internet or ping an internet address.."

try this : reset your IP address :

1. go to start --> run --> cmd = to open your command prompt window
2. type the following :
netsh int ip reset.log
press "enter" and type
netsh winsock reset catalog
3. Restart/reboot your computer and see if you are able to browse the internet.

It worked on my machine.

or below is another option to renew the IP address for our computer
in command prompt window :
1. ipconfig/release
2. ipconfig/renew

check2 : IP Anonymiser

2009-08-08T01:36:00.003+08:00

I have heard many people, be it men or even women, be it the majority or those who just appeared to be pious, said that,

"Perempuan takkan boleh berdiri sama tinggi dengan lelaki. Darjat lelaki lebih tinggi dari wanita."

How it annoy me so much with some of these women who can't wait to submit themselves to their men. Surrender their mind and soul. Suddenly their life, their mind, their soul are defined by having their men, without which, they feel incomplete. Forgotten they have, that

The prophet Muhammad pbuh was sent to raise the status of women. Men and women are made in justice, with respect of each other's status in Islam. The difference between the two is their responsibilities.

But then again, speaking of darjat can be quite controversial. But much ado about darjat amongst us humans, might as well we spent the time arguing on improving our darjat in God's eyes instead. Just do what must and should be done and as God has promised, you should be fine. What is there to achieve when we hail our men too high when all of us are sinned slaves of God actually. Lain la kalau laki hang disebut as bersifat maksum oleh Tuhan kan.

Respect each other's responsibilities and most of all, appreciate them.

Harmony, people...harmony.

my faith..

2009-08-08T00:41:00.004+08:00

When i was much younger, i used to play and compete in schools badminton tournament. Die hard compete.

I remember having injured my bicep after a few rounds of long lobs strokes with the state coach. It really hurt. And I have a doubles semi final later. My final game of the year, of the tournament. And my coach was not helping at all.

I remember sitting in the middle of the big hall of some 16 busy badminton courts. I prayed silently...i tried to make a deal with God with the exchange of my pain. I prayed long, i prayed hard.

And the pain disappeared 10 minutes later.

I moved, i swinged, trying to feel for any visible pain. It was just gone. Like it was never there before. I was somewhat perplexed. My heart was unrest.

So i played my last game, and lost, but i didn't feel the game. My mind was more occupied of something else. Some that had just happened.

It was 1992. That was the last real tournament of my life.

I was, of course, very young, but now I know, I, as a slave, am in no place to strike a deal with God.

It was a few years after that. Something happened. Sad news. Everyone was young, I was young.. but old enough to begin to learn to accept sad news.

So I prayed..long and hard..I prayed, I want to stay single to take care of my parents. I understand that parents would lose their rights on their daughter once she's tied. Their well being matters most to me. Make me strong to care for them. Make me able to. They raised me. I can never repay that. The least I can do is care for them, even only when, they don't have anyone else to go to. Even when I am their last resort. I just can't be selfish by tie-ing myself, my life to a stranger.

Maybe when we're younger, we're less sinned. We're more innocent. It is much easier to get your prayers through the thick and thin of your sins. But God, being the most Gracious, all I had to do, is ask.

Ask, that is our faith for the God-liness of Allah. Believing that He has the power above all to grant all that we desire. But in the end, tho, pray for what's best for us.

God, forgive me for my ignorance.

"Wahai Tuhanku, bimbinglah aku untuk selalu bersyukur atas kenikmatan yang Engkau berikan kepadaku, juga kepada kedua orang tuaku dan agar aku melakukan amal yang Engkau redhai, dan masukkanlah aku ke dalam rahmat-Mu bersama hamba-Mu yang soleh." Surah An-Naml (Semut) 19.

p/s : I hate it when they moved to SP. I used to bring them ole-ole from work every evening. It has always meant something to me.

For those whom are still single, don't fret, don't push, have faith, maybe you are meant to do something else, maybe just for the meantime.

For those who asked why I am not married with one-kind of tone and muka yang sengaja berkerut-kerut like you are above everyone else, have some faith, if it was meant to be then it would have definitely happened already. It's Qada' and Qadar,the 6th fundamental of faith.

2009-08-08T00:31:00.005+08:00

"Dan bertawakallah kepada Allah.
Dia yang melihatmu ketika kamu berdiri Solat.
Dia yang melihatmu dalam kegiatanmu bersama orang yang bersujud.
Ketahuilah bahawa Allah Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui."

- Asy-Syuraa (Penyair) 217-220

"Sesiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah (dengan mengerjakan suruhanNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya), nescaya Allah akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar (dari segala perkara yang menyusahkannya), (2) Serta memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak terlintas di hatinya dan (Ingatlah), sesiapa berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukuplah baginya (untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya). Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya. Allah telahpun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya tiap-tiap sesuatu."

- At-Talaq 2-3 (Ayat seribu Dinar)

What makes a good action movie - I think

2009-08-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

Or rather, my idea of a good action movie..

It has to have its unique significant action scene.

eg :

1. Fox character scooping Mr Tumnus in her sports car in Wanted.
2. Fox's 90deg body bending at waist level with her "ahh..!" on the car chasing and train ride flicks.
3. Trinity's 'jumping kick'. Oh yeah. Damn kewl.
4. Neo's bullet dodge body bending.

I do not enjoy Die Hard and Terminator in particular. There is too much guns pumping and explosions with no significant scene worth remembrance.

The helicopter scene was kewl in the Transformers 1. Everyone remembers the bad cop car. Too kool. Too kool.
And Optimus vs one of the bad guys on the high way, transforming and 'flying' slo-mo...too damn kool..too damn kool...
The Sam on top of the building scene...Megatron was kool..

and then there's the Transformers 2..
I'd remember the bad-cat Decepticon..
and Optimus transforming in the hangar..but still a bit to fast to give that effect..
and then....cricket sounds...i mean i love and enjoy the movie and all but i can't effectively recall other scenes. Someone to refresh me would be helpful.

Yea, the fighting scene in the forest was good but i can't help but notice that 'kool' effect was just not there...
And the scene in the dessert...tsk..the movies gets you tired due to the actions and anticipation, but at the end of it, i couldn't help to feel like something is missing...that kick, that umph..i guess lacks the kool factor..

It's called Transformers so, I was expecting more dramatic transformation scene..even during fighting (or especially during fighting) would be something unique..something significant worth remembrance. That would be the something kool that I'd fluently recall at any moment...

p/s : 1 . harry potter 6 is too simple...I'm dissatisfied..I'm reading the book now..
2. G.I Joe coming soon - can't wait !

2009-07-31T09:56:00.006+08:00

God is fair....

The Chinese (China-ese) can't pronounce Ryan Giggs properly...(giggle...giggle...) they called him, "Lion Gigger" ....

ahahahahhahahahahha!

That gave a really different meaning. I can't think or imagine what other words would be..shees...mainly because i don't speak their language.

giggle...giggle....

When I say God is being fair, I meant, China is fast becoming an economic giant in today's world. Around 5 or 6 years back, many multinational companies (MNC) shift their investments in Malaysia and moved to China, where, as we know the labour costs is cheaper and with proper quality control, they'd produce the same quality as they do in Malaysia.

A few years after than, even the Chinese starts investing out of their country..in simple word, it means, they are rich, have done enough investment in their own country, and ready to venture out. If I am not mistaken, we borrowed money from them Chinese for either the Penang Bridge expansion or the second bridge. Correct me if I'm wrong.

However, considering Singapore's labour costs is as high as many 1st world countries, Malaysia is still the destination of choice for foreign companies investments over China, due to the fact that English is our second language. Unlike the China-ese, we pronounce, Ryan Giggs, as it is. Phew. Imagined if there is no communication barrier between the China-ese and foreign investors. What will be left of us? God is fair.

Now that we are seeing it that way, isn't it ironic that we are controversially 'moving backward' by teaching those crucial subjects, Science stream subjects and Mathematics in Bahasa instead of English?

Seriously, my parents were educated in an English medium schools back in the 60s, not only that I am thankful for that as we were introduced to this language at an early age, but it is also about self empowerment of having to master more than one language. In fact, if you asked me, I think every student should learn Tamil and Mandarin in schools. Seriously, why not?

And as a matter of fact, my parents and my family are more malay than those who make such a big fuss about teaching these subjects in English. We know our history, we speak malay, we eat with our hands, we have tea with banana/jackfruit/potatoe fritters but no such thing as hi-tea with cakes and puffs and we can definitely curse in malay.

Bahasa Malaysia is a Bahasa Kebangsaan, we have made it compulsory to further our studies in higher education by passing with highest marks in written and oral exams. But speaking of moving forward, English is the worldwide communication language, where books, reference items, conventions are made widely available in this language. We want to move forward!

Or...there is a 'conspiracy' to make certain people rich by granting these certain people with the translation or printing rights of text books and reference materials into Bahasa?

Hm, one may never know.

I have heard of a story of a certain individual who were granted the rights to import and distribute african coffee beans to the local market and made a fortune out of it. Of course he could if he were the only or among a few individuals with the 'AP' certificates.

bugger.

World of sports that i care about 2009

2009-07-30T11:44:00.004+08:00

A lot going on, i have to write something for me to remember in the future..I have been flipping the sports section more than the front pages...like many others, i am sick with the political scene and dramas in the country. Sporting events make more sense.

F1 scene :

1. Ferrari - Driver Filipe Massa(1st runner up 2008 champion behind Lewis Hamilton) was injured. details. The funny thing is, they have to call back on Michael Schumacher to replace him. The former champion retired in 2006. Tho I've never seen this before but I'm kinda excited. haha

2. Honda - no more in 2009 race. They pull out of the racing scene due to the economic recession. The manager, Ross Brawn baught the team and rename it to Brawn GP. Honda former main driver now Brawn's, Jenson Button, I don't know, somehow, the situation struck something in him and he went on to win 6 championship races out of 10 races so far this year, looks like he was playing the fool during the previous years championships.

3. News as of today...BWM is pulling out of the race after the 2009 season is over...and rumour is saying that the next team will be TOYOTA...

Tennis :

1. Wimbledon final !! Roger Federer vs Andy Roddick...what an epic..God, the anticipation was killing me. They played up to the maximum sets of tennis, and Fed could not, and i mean, just could not break Rod's servis. And when he finally did, he won it at a record of the longest set ever for men's championship, 16-14. The tournament marked his WTA spot back to no1, passing Nadal and most of all, his 15th grand slam win, passing the 14 grand slam titles mark he just shared with Pete Sampras after the French open 2009. Yesterday NST, Pete was saying, he thought he had set a record whom he thought he would never see anyone breaking, but alas, records are made to be broken. It did 7 yrs after that. There's still another grand slam to come, US Open.

2. Nadal was injured, excluded himself from the French and Wimbledon Opens. Expected to return for US Open, Aug 31st-Sept 13th.

3. Tho winning 2 grand slams this 2009 season (Aus and Wimbledon), Serena Williams still is not able to grab the WTA no 1 spot from Dinara Safina, who still is the no 1 without winning any grand slams so far. I find this weird. I am intrigued with their judgement. In fact, Serena is too.

Football

where can i begin...

1. Man U lost to Barcelona in my they-played-like-a-bunch-of-monkeys thread.

2. Christiano Ronaldo moved from Man U to Real Madrid with a world record transfer of 80mil pound..crazy people. He is a Nike ambassador but Real is endorsed with Adidas. That should be interesting. Man U did not 'buy' anyone significant but 'hired' Owen who was clubless after the end of last season. Manchester City is on a spending spree...Liverpool, Chealsea and Arsenal are saying that without Ronaldo, they now have a definite chance at the premier league...(he is that good...)

I am definitely anticipating the new season in August.

I would love to follow NBAs but it's on weekday mornings...12hours different from here to New York dats why.

Any other sporting events worth to follow?

Cute infidelity (?)

2009-07-27T17:26:00.005+08:00

Escape the Pina Colada song
Rupert Holmes

I was tired of my lady, we'd been together too long.
Like a worn-out recording, of a favorite song.
So while she lay there sleeping, I read the paper in bed.
And in the personals column, there was this letter I read:

"If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.
If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain.
If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.
I'm the lady you've looked for, write to me, and escape."

I didn't think about my lady, I know that sounds kind of mean.
But me and my old lady, had fallen into the same old dull routine.
So I wrote to the paper, took out a personal ad.
And though I'm nobody's poet, I thought it wasn't half-bad.

"Yes, I like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.
I'm not much into health food, I am into champagne.
I've got to meet you by tomorrow noon, and cut through all this red tape.
At a bar called O'Malley's, where we'll plan our escape."

So I waited with high hopes, then she walked in the place.
I knew her smile in an instant, I knew the curve of her face.
It was my own lovely lady, and she said, "Oh, it's you."
And we laughed for a moment, and I said, "I never knew"..

"That you liked Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.
And the feel of the ocean, and the taste of champagne.
If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.
You're the love that I've looked for, come with me, and escape."

"If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.
If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain.
If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.
You're the love that I've looked for, come with me, and escape."

kalau dah hippie tu hippie jugak...

2009-07-27T17:21:00.006+08:00

Afternoon Delight
The Starland Vocal Band

Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight
gonna grab some afternoon delight.
My motto's always been; when it's right, it's right.
Why wait until the middle of a cold dark night.
When everything's a little clearer in the light of day.
And you know the night is always gonna be there any way.

Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.

Thinkin' of you's workin' up my appetite
looking forward to a little afternoon delight.
Rubbin' sticks and stones together makes the sparks ingite
and the thought of rubbin' you is getting so exciting.

Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.

Started out this morning feeling so polite
I always though a fish could not be caught who wouldn't bite
But you've got some bait a waitin' and I think I might try nibbling
a little afternoon delight.

Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.

Please be waiting for me baby when I come around.
We could make a lot of lovin' 'for the sun goes down.

Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.

seriously, anyone can sing this song...anytime..easy listening...driving...walking...

"okay, kids, let's gather around the campfire and sing the song to the guitar"

mampus!

2009-07-27T17:19:00.002+08:00

i have been using the alat penjimatan for almost a month now...can't wait to see the effect on my electricity bill..

never before have i been so eager waiting for a bill..

boleh jadi tag line nie..

2009-07-27T16:32:00.003+08:00

Once in a while you'd meet people who annoy you so much. They'd try to bring you down to the low level of their point of view with their words and actions.

Don't fall for the vibration of whatever sad problem they have with their lives.

It isn't your problem.

2009-07-26T01:38:00.004+08:00

Pain on left side of chest when I inhale...

When I inhale, I have a sharp pain on the right side of my chest. The pain dissapears once I have stopped inhaling (no pain whilst holding breath), and doesn't reappear upon exhaling. Maybe my ribs are bruised on my right side? I don't know. Want to know if it warrents a doctor's visit or if normal. Thank you anyone that answers!

I have this same problem (but on my left side). I was told that I have 'sticky lung'; I can't remember the official (real) diagnosis but my doctor basically just told me that I naturally have a more mucus-rich makeup of my lungs. Basically, the two walls of the lungs are touching one another. He told me to breath deeply 4 or 5 times in a row to separate them. It works and has lessened over the years.

(i guess it's a) phews !

uhh...what's that term that House mentioned about those who self-diagnose themselves from the internet again?

One by one..

2009-07-26T01:04:00.006+08:00

First, it was Michael Jackson..then Farrah Fawcett...then latest of not 2 hours ago, Yasmin Ahmad, passed away at 11.25pm. She had suffered a stroke attack and bleeding in her brain on Thursday afternoon, 23 July 09, and had been on a critical condition since then. I am not sure if she ever regained her conscious ever since.

That's a short report.

hmm...

shocking...scary..

we have heard of her controversial movies but we have never heard of her being sick before. the last post on her blog was on 22 July 09,

i guess it will never be visible...

Truly we belong to Allah and truly to Him shall we return.
(Inna lillahi wa inna ilahi rojioun)

God's followers come in various forms.

2009-07-26T00:23:00.003+08:00

streamyx sucks big time tonight. but i don't use it every night. dad just installed celcom 3G and his comment tonite is, so far so good. im still a bit skeptical so i will definitely try at my place and then, GO TO HELL TM !

2009-07-25T23:35:00.008+08:00

When i just couldn't give a damn..

...i'd close my eyes and...

free throws...

2009-07-24T16:33:00.003+08:00

I have never made fun of other people's physical to make me feel good about my own physical in comparison. With reference to those physical attributes packaged on your body from God, those that you are not able to change.

I have never kutuk mata sapa2 sepet with comparison to mine yg bulat and cantek ka.
I have never never kutuk chests sapa2 yang flat with comparison to mine as the ultimate size ka.
I have never duduk saja2 and kutuk sapa2 bodoh and i lagi pandai. I kutuk men pun based on what they do. I don't kutuk good men and there are good men around me.

Then, I just don't understand why there are people who would make fun and compare of other people being in the shorter group with them being tall and i assume, the message they are trying to give is, being taller is not as pathetic as being as short as these shorties or else, what's with the group pendek vs group tinggi kan. Well, i came up with group 20's vs group 30's ok!! I never came up with group SPM 6 aggregates vs SPM 60 aggregates. Get my point ?!

This is a very immature high school low class joke. Uncalled for. Uncalled for!

If the rest of the shorties would take it as a joke, well I don't !!

You do not make fun of other people's physical and then puji2 hampa punya group bertuah tak jadi mcm those people.

This is moral values we are talking about.

2009-07-24T13:52:00.003+08:00

dalam bahasa yang mudah untuk difahami...

yang baik itu datangnya daripada Allah
yang buruk datang daripada kelemahan saya sendiri (sdn bhd is what i would use referring to this)

one of the famous quotes that we often heard.

now, looking from a-nother point of view, gemuk tu sdn bhd. rambut kerinting tak terurus tu sdn bhd. kurus sgt tu sdn bhd (ya, ya...special cases applicable). yang badan busuk tu pun sdn bhd. yang besaq kepala (degil) tu pun sdn bhd. yang pendek fikiran or sekolah hujung tu pun sdb bhd. yang drive atas jln mcm orang bodoh tu pun sdn bhd.

I believe, all of us can differentiate these qualities.

tapi, yang tinggi, yang pendek, yang sepet, yang kepala besaq (bukan besaq kepala), yang tak boleh ubah tu, come from God.

i can accept if people make fun of my stupidity, because it is just me being goofy or bimbo. or if my breasts are too big or too small coz i know there are natural ways in term of excercises to change them. or my fat fingers. or my small but fat feet. or if i had bulu kening yang bercantum coz i think it is a must to 'merapikan' bulu kening yang bercantum tu. i can still accept if people say my teeth are unpretty or uneven because i can or should have definitely gotten a treatment, and i definitely have to accept if people make fun of my body odour. in fact i can make fun of my taste for big/fat and/or short gadgets...though it resembles a lot of me to other people, but my defense is it feels good to hold a big-short enough items in my fat fingers.

but making fun of God's creation is simply not fair. small eyes, narrow eyes, chinese eyes, flat chests, DD cups, i (hope i) hardly made fun of. yea, i came up with the size-9 joke, i silently regretted it and i have not came up with any elaborated jokes on that. in fact, that size-9 is not for display.

i could have made fun of the beautiful things of God's creation on other people as well. i tend to get carried away too sometimes.

oh heck. God is fair. Some may have nice high pointed nose but they may be covered in hard core freckles like the caucasians or they may hold funny/ugly language/accent or make nasal sounds. The one who always made fun of my height since i was very young may have a good body but tarnished with her rusty insides. I may be short but i have my assets. You may be taller than me and that is your asset but..

ah, suxx dan membosankan.

Tsk, sad thing is, I too may have enjoyed making fun of God's creation. Gotta becareful with that.

2009-07-22T11:27:00.003+08:00

People with problems don't usually, or rather, most of the time, do not admit or better, do not accept the fact that they have problems.

Personally, the moment i admit or again, rather, accept the fact that I have a problem would mean that is it a sign of defeat. weakness. oh someone, please evaluate my ego level.

Nevertheless, it is a cliche after all. The first step to recovery is admitting that 'whatever the issue' is your problem.

Our local AKPK (Agensi Kounseling dan Pengurusan Kredit) debt management program rule of thumb is, admitting that you have a credit problem by cancelling all your credit cards and you will not be able to apply for any loans within the duration of recovery program. Gold cards, platinum...cut cut cut! There goes your image. pride. ego.

A more complex or detailed manner of acceptance is the Kubler-Ross model of five stages of grief,

Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance

which is a more dramatic aproach for something such as accepting that you have a problem of course because it is more towards, death and dying. let's not go there at the moment.

Nevertheless, it is about acceptance, acknowledge and respecting the sentiment.

And for all those bla bla blah....is actually an introduction of here I am acknowledging myself having a problem of which I called, my love-hate relationship with-money.

I have a love-hate relationship. and it's with money.

Thank you.

- may be elaborated when I am ready to talk about it.

2009-07-22T11:16:00.005+08:00

It's very challenging. How can you be sure that you raised your kids right enough for him to not suddenly turn up gay when he grows up?

Pray, pray hard, sincere surrender. tawakal.

Though not so often but it is not abnormal either for us to sometime wonder what went wrong when something goes (horribly/totally) wrong or not the way we intended it to be. And, to stress on the 'though not so often' situation, it is just that these what-went-wrong things usually happen when we least expect them to be and on the things that would affect us the most.

Darn it ain't it.

- in response to the continous ads for bloggerboi siries on tv depicting and annoying gay boy with annoying slang which made him annoying in the first place. Ugh! So annoying! and the lead character's, i assume the leading character, bloggerboi, his hair...oh god...fuGGly!

gayboy : kenapa chekgu taknak org tahu yg chekgu yg lukis semua cartoon ni?? (sampai kepala terteleng2)
bloggerboy -->> muka kelat + ketat..
gayboy : it's ok chekgu..ur secret is safe with me...(terteleng2 lagi..)

*script courtesy of kucinbelemoih

2009-07-21T18:31:00.001+08:00

busy !

burnbook project !!!

2009-07-21T17:39:00.003+08:00

suara 1 : melayu mudah lupa?

suara 1 : mereka mudah lupa?

suara 2 :it's normal to have happy people forgetting where they come from.

suara 2 :and especially when they feel that the world revolves only around them.

suara 3 : biasa lah. bila someone tu dah happy terlebey mmg la lumrah dia mudah lupa. especially bila dah ada geng. bila sengsorang tu humble ja. bila dah ramai, mula la mendabik dada, "this is me and im doing it myself" and start boycott orang style dunia aku, dunia aku, dunia ngkau, dunia ngkau. cam bagus. blah lah.

suara 2 : jgn biar org2 mcm nie linger in your life. move on and learn to jgn bg muka or layan dah org2 mcm nie.

suara 1 : even if they are your closest friends or family? or worse..

suara 3 : mmg la semua org ada tanggungjawab masing-masing as assigned by God, kan..but kalau org buat dajal kat ngkau..jgn biar org2 mcm nie mengganggu tanggungjawab ko kat Tuhan...beribadat seperti akan mati esok hari, hidup seperti akan hidup selamanya. skip them and move on.

suara 2 : dunia ni luas. ppl don't appreciate you, people look down on you, people make you feel unimportant, lupakan diorg. go and meet other people. but at the same time pray so Tuhan show what is wrong with you. Of course, semua org kena pray so we are always improving ourselves.

suara 3 : yes. in the end, it's between you and God.

suara 2 : people push you away. that's their will. what would you do...lagi nk gagah p dok dekat2? tak payah buang masa.

suara 1 : betul. org2 yg perasan bagus nie mmg annoying. look down on other people mcm diorg la paling bagus. cakap style bagus.

suara 1 : roger federer pun tau humble. baca ja lah interviews dia. tu juara dunia tuh..hmph.

suara 2 : anjing dan kucing mana bergaduh, anjing dan anjing or kucing dan kucing yg bergaduh sesama sendiri. semua qada' dan qadar. jgn lupa tanggungjawab yg Tuhan bagi.

i jumped and as i was falling from the fifth floor, i saw annie on the 4th floor getn beaten by her husband, i saw ron and wife on the 3rd floor shouting at each other, i saw harry screaming over his overdue bills...

..and i thought i had the worst problem.

shoot

2009-07-17T11:40:00.004+08:00

shoot

Graduation - Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited that we would get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

we meet people, we call friends
and at our own pace,
our level of fondness for each other grew
and thus too,
the level of the love for one another

we carelessly grew closer to one and-other
enjoying each other's company
we take the time we have for granted
ain't ignorance is such a sweet bliss..

and the closer you get
the fonder the feeling gets
the deeper shall the pain be
when it's time to part..

when it comes down to this, makes you think, is the careless blissed ignorance really worth the pain?

kesian babi... :p

2009-07-03T14:32:00.006+08:00

DAP Kedah membuat keputusan muktamad untuk keluar daripada pakatan rakyat negeri Kedah....atas isu...parti memerintah negeri Kedah, PAS, telah menutup pusat penyembelihan babi haram...

"babi tu dah la haram...bukak pulak pusat sembelih takdak lesen/permit...haram lagi...berapa kali ganda punya haram dah...mmg patut la kena tutup pun..." - fellow friend.

hehehehehehe....berapa kali punya haraaam daaa...

newspaper article : kami tak main-main-DAP Kedah

lawak...lawak..

2009-06-28T02:41:00.008+08:00

I can understand if Chris Martin and Gwyneth Paltrow have their own stand on being pictured together on events, that is, they don't want to. I mean, we don't see much affection potrayed in their works anyways. Tho' I still think their stand is just mengada-ngada.

Buuuuut...what is the deal with Justin Timberlake in his music videos..where everything is all sexual, sensual and all but it's the case of "where is the love" with his 'significant other' Jessica Biel?

I just watched "Love, Sex, Magic" video of him and Ciara. It sure suffers the censorship. The clip ended after a mere 3 minutes.

Am I missing something here?

I don't understand.

Michael Jackson 1958-2009

2009-06-27T23:11:00.012+08:00

27th June 2009

At the moment I'm typing this post, Michael Jackson has just passed away yesterday morning, 5am+, Friday local time. Farrah Fawcett passed away on the same day too due to cancer but that's a different story. I don't feel that much impact. We've heard of her battle against anal cancer for a few weeks now and furthermore, I have only known her just as a sex symbol for the 70s adolescents. Close members mourn but I have to be honest, it doesn't make any difference to me.

Hitzfm played Michael Jackson's songs continously for the whole day on Friday. Other radio stations played his songs over and over again between other songs.

MTV has been showing his clip videos. And while Bewls is making David Copperfield magic, jumping and climbing behing the 4-panes curtains on one end and jumping out from the other end..meowing, 8TV is showing his Dangerous World Tour in Bucharest as of now. Coming right after this is his clip videos.

The concert started with the cameras showing the sea of people at the concert. This is no camera trick. He is well known for such biGG turn-ups. He can really do that without ever the need to lift a finger. Then the King came out, in his famous Dangerous World Tour 'golden long sleeved swimming suit cut' outfit with tight black leather pants. He just stood in the middle of the stage, poised in his big, dark aviator sunglasses. The crowd cheered, screamed, chanted his name and some had already fainted. He was static, assessing the sea of worshippers in front of him, beneath his feet, for nearly 5 minutes. And then he turned, just his neck...that sent a whole louder roar and scream from the crowd. That is the impact he created.

The songs on the radio, the replays of the concerts, the music videos, THS and interviews on E, all of these have brought me back to the way back when I was growing up to his songs. Cutting newspaper clips with a fellow friend from school who shared the same passion with me for Michael Jackson. Let it be even for the suits and scandals, tho disturbed and saddened, no matter. It was about him. He may be weird but in a harmless way, and that does not categorize him as a freak.

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
where there is love,
I'll be there...
I reach out my hand to you..
I have faith in all you do
Just hold my hand
and I'll be there...

I remember being introduced to Thriller sometime before I was 6. I was purely fascinated with the music video. The ghouls drama and the song and especially the dance, oh my God, was I fascinated with this guy...and I was introduced to Michael Jackson. All the while before that I was singing to daddy's collection of 60s songs, without knowing the faces of the singers, now there is one whom I can put a face to.

'Cause this is thriller, thriller night
Girl, I can thrill you more than any ghost would ever dare try
Thriller, thriller night
So let me hold you tight and share a killer, thriller, ow!

How ta hell did he manage to make the all red suit he's wearing look so kool. And what's the deal with the white socks? Is it him or it's just the 80's? But oh the dance moves...i just love all of 'em!
The video officially introduced his moonwalk move.

Then there was Beat It, more dance...Billie Jean...he was so kool when the lights on the blocks of pavements underneath lighted up when he stepped on each of them as he moved to the beat.

People always told me
be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me
be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do
'cause the lie becomes the truth

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one,
but the kid is not my son

A couple of years later, I saw Bad music video. Black, leather, clinging chains, boy was he all rugged, baddie, scruffy, macho, with the mesmerizing ever changing dance routines and all and i was really taken by him out of breath !

And the whole world has to answer right now just to tell you once again
Who's BAD !

...the 8 yr old me was crazy about this guy then. I didn't know if I wanna like him or be him.

Annie Are You OK?
So, Annie Are You OK
Are You OK, Annie
So, Annie Are You OK?
Are You OK, Annie?
Annie Are You OK?
So, Annie Are You Ok, Are You Ok, Annie?

You've Been Hit By
You've Been Hit By - A Smooth Criminal !

Masters of Choreography are still referring to the dance video of Smooth Criminal on tv up till today. And one of my most favourite of all time. Seriously, watch the dance routine in Thriller, Bad, Black or White, in fact, watch all his music videos, literally, and tell me, how can you not appreciate him enough to love and admire him.

We are the world,
We are the children,
We are the one to make a brighter day,
So let`s start givin`,
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
We`re takin all our lives,
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me.

Dangerous came out in 1991. Black or White always, always, tickle the kid in me during the face changing sequence which I'm sure all of us remember, I still find myself entertained and clapping my hands after the end of the sequence now after watching it on tv,

I took my baby
On a saturday bang
Boy is that girl with you
Yes were one and the same

Now I believe in miracles
And a miracle
Has happened tonight

But, if
Youre thinkin
About my baby
It dont matter if youre
Black or white

Ain't this song beautiful?
But the dance routine towards the end was unnecessarily violent tho..nevermind about that..

and then, Remember The Time is so romantic, dude really rock in this album with the rest of the songs. I love this album all thru my adolescence. (Keep it in the closet is darn sexy!)

Do you remember
When we fell in love
We were young And innocent then
Do you remember
How it all began
It just seemed like heaven
So why did it end?

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

It's been one hour the Concert on TV and he has been entertaining-singing, dancing, screaming, acting, jumping, running, flying, lying on the stage..continously saying, "i love you" throughout the concert.. smoother than those guys competing in Grand Slam tennis...like he was born to entertain...he showed that he really loved what he's doing..like, he's a robot programmed to entertain and that was all he does..1 hour and counting..he is still back to perform more songs and dance routines...smoothly.

I just can't stop loving you
I just can't stop loving you
And if I stop...
Then tell me just what will I do..
'Cause I just can't stop loving you

The Dangerous World Tour kicks off in Munich, lasts more than a year and covers 67 countries. He died of cardiac arrest highly likely due to a heart attack, just shy of a couple of weeks to his biggest comeback tour in London in July 2009. Read somewhere that the tickets were sold out just 2 hours of release.

Hold me
like the river Jordan..
and I will then say to thee..
you are my friend..
Carry me
like you are my brother..
love me like a mother..
will you be there...

Clearly I have taken this guy's existence for granted. Considering listening to his songs, watching his music videos these couple of days, actually bring back some of my memories and feelings of growing up years..with my dad still in the air force, came home one evening with MJ's Bad cassette and we played it on his stereo and me and my brother were trying our best dancing and impersonating his moves in his video. Hah! We also had a few small packs of nuts daddy brought back in our pockets to make the sounds of the clinging chains of small metals. Mind you, I was 8 yrs old..

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

One particular part of my interest is how this guy, despite his famous indecent crotch grabbing moves, smooth kool moonwalking move, he actually has some real, beautiful songs about love and humanity..neutral love and decent feelings, about the world, on famine, devastation of wars and a greener earth. How many of our artists can actually pull this mixture of sensual and humanity recording in one album? I mean, you can be notty yes, but do not neglect these humanity values, please.

Nation to nation
All the world
Must come together
Face the problems
That we see
Then maybe somehow we can work it out
I asked my neighbor
For a favor
She said later
What has come of
All the people
Have we lost love

Two hours have passed MJ starts introducing his musicians and background singers, he said his final 'i love you's"continously to his fans in between the lines of the man in the mirror. His musician and background singers repeatedly singing, "make a change" at the back...

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer

If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself,
And Then Make A Change !

The music video collection is next on TV. The more I'm watching his dancing, him moving, him singing, his facial expression changes with the songs and shouting, "i love you" to the crowd, I'm touched, and have indeed shed a few tears, I couldn't help but to feel saddened with the loss.

just look over the shoulders, honey !
Just call my name,
and I'll be there...

"Let them say I have walked with giants...let them say I have lived in the times of Michael Jackson..."

2009-06-24T17:15:00.004+08:00

Just to recap on recent weather condition.

It's been scorching hot for the past couple of months. To think that things would be better or maybe a switch to a dessert night weather would be appreciated was definitely wrong. A couple of times I had to bathe 3 times after the sun goes down before I went to bed, and always twice per night. I definitely pitied Bubbles for having to endure the weather just for being herself.

I was brought up with the idea of installing air conditioner in our homes as taboo with the hu-ha on the effect on electricity bills, too cold for our hereditary weak nasals, and the famous stern rejection comment to put off any request to just re-contemplate on the very idea would be, "Jangan dok ajaq sangat. Nanti dok jadi besa tak boleh duduk bila takdak aircond", courtesy of daddy dearest.

So yes, I have been lucky, all these years, that the house I'm staying in is not as warm as it could be on the 1st floor of my parents' during day time. But the last couple of month was significantly different. The day was shining hot and the night was exceptionally warm.

That does it.

After years of thoughts and overcoming the taboo with logics, I finally did it, but without much logic in minds but rather hunches and instincts on wanting to live a comfortable, decent life. Later on, everyone got pretty comfortable and daddy was convinced to have one too...with bigger horse power compare to mine.

So, I did it.

But nevertheless, a couple of days ago welcomes back the rain. Tho' the most beautiful part is, it would rain, semi-heavily and right after it stops, the sun would shine thru the clouds. Enough sunshine without the need to squint your eyes. Just put away the umbrellas and enjoy the after rain sunshine.

Dear God, let it rain, let it rain. This place I'm livin in could definitely use some rain everyday.

Don't say..

2009-06-16T10:16:00.002+08:00

"..sedangkan Nabi pun ampunkan umat..."

but say,

"...seperti Engkau yang juga mengharapkan keampunan Tuhan..." - Quran.

well, i'm back

2009-06-16T09:57:00.005+08:00

...after a full 1 week off from work...new quarter starts next month and i will have another 3 days max of unpaids to clear every month until september, plus 4 days of annual leave...thank God the fasting month spreads between august and september...im looking forward to clearing some 10days off then...

anyways, i still arrive around 9am this morning...good thing is that, i got the parking space upstairs..that's the 'beauty' of coming in 'a bit' later than everyone else...

nevertheless, my morning song for the whole morning :

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

I'm not OK (I promise) - My Chemical Romance

dedicated to my job

2009-06-03T14:28:00.004+08:00

looking forward to my one week off of work on my birthday week since last weekend. Can't wait.

been putting in extra effort to drag myself to work every morning this week. Gosh, this is the longest week.

i should already have something in plan now shouldn't i?

Bring back the Chin Peng Bastard ??!!! F*** this Teng Hock Nan !

2009-06-03T10:37:00.005+08:00

I will always remember this name, Datuk Dr. Teng Hock Nan -

Pengerusi Gerakan Pulau Pinang, Datuk Dr. Teng Hock Nan meminta kerajaan membenarkan Chin Peng pulang ke negara ini atas dasar kemanusiaan dan juga dengan alasan bekas pemimpin komunis itu bukan lagi merupakan ancaman terhadap keselamatan negara.

Shame on you. I guess Penangites made the right call after all for not voting for your party.

I believe all of u have watched the movie, Bukit Kepong, directed by Tan Sri Jins Samsuddin. I also believe that there was no exaggeration in the movie and I especially believe that the situation back then in real life was much, much worse.

Communists, they don't have any religions and they killed, raped and torture mercilessly, men, women, youngsters, elders and babies. Chin Peng in particular was the leader and supported these inhumane acts.

Dear friends, the Israelis kill, rape and torture mercilessly, the men, women, youngsters, elders and babies. The leaders watch these happening and have never denied but defended their acts instead.

Now, Ariel Sharon is lying in his sick bed. (probably dead, I don't know) But Would we have Ariel Sharon into this country? Even when he did not perform these acts on Malaysians (or Malaysian muslims)?

And then now, why are we so eager to have the same type of leader, Chin Peng, into the country, back into Malaysia, where in his healthy days, have supported murders, rapes, tortures of mental and physical means on Malaysians, muslims, buddhists and the rest alike?

He was never a Malaysian and will never be Malaysian. He was a 'pendatang' who spreaded kekejaman komunis, in our country !

There is no such thing as "pulang ke negara ini". To bring what ??!!! For what ??!!!

"Saya juga ingin menegur ada pihak yang kononnya bercakap atas sifat kemerdekaan, kebebasan dan ketelusan sedang mereka langsung tidak pernah merasa susah dan getir.

"Jangan membuat sesuatu yang boleh menyebabkan luka lama berdarah kembali. Mereka sepatutnya lebih menghargai jasa-jasa pejuang kita terdahulu,''

"Kezaliman yang komunis lakukan merupakan sesuatu yang tidak boleh diterima. Sehubungan itu tidak mungkin kita akan bentang permaidani merah dan mengajaknya pulang. Dalam isu ini kerajaan tidak akan sesekali mengizinkan Chin Peng pulang,'' Muhyiddin. ''Sesiapa pun di kalangan penduduk dari kaum Cina yang enggan bekerjasama akan diseksa atau dibunuh dengan kejam oleh pengganas yang memasuki kampung kami,"Wah Tim "Usaha pihak tertentu mahu membawa pulang Chin Peng dianggap sebagai buta sejarah dan tidak patriotik kepada negara."Mohamad Abdul Rahman

Dear friends, don't ever, ever forget our country's history and struggle. We will never be where we are, whom we are right now if it was not for the fight that our forefathers and families endured during this time. Do not ever forget that.

I'd like to call upon the burning of ChinPeng's name, face/pictures in banners for this coming 52nd Independence Day !

2009-06-02T15:08:00.004+08:00

si bubbles ada pe'el baru....

tidoq dlm selimut.

like...in the cool, deep end of the blanket...

last two days

yesterday

when she's suddenly awake and not feeling sleepy anymore, she starts playing with my feet...seriously, terkejut lah bila dia start menggigit2...mencengkam2 dgn kuku dia...ajak main..but at 4 in the morning??

my thoughts on the Champions League Final

2009-05-29T11:39:00.006+08:00

Details :

Manchester United FC vs Barcelona FC
Man U : 0 Barca : 2 (10", 70")
Sensational strikers : Cristiano Ronaldo (MU) Lionel Messi (Barca)

Man U played like a bunch of monkeys. The defenders were the biggest apes.

If you watched the game then you'll know what I mean.

The first 10 minutes showed Ronaldo eagerly, passed desperation, trying to prove himself over and over again as the newly crowned World's best footballer 2009 against runner up, Messi. I think there was a huge pressure on him and he tried too hard. His fellow wing-men, Park and Roonie, fed him with opportunity endlessly, as much as they can for the 1st 10 minutes and throughout the game. It was beginning to convince the spectators that Man U was going all out, and I mean all out and I actually had the thought of, "this is going to be an exciting game."

All of a sudden, for the first time, or for the first couple of time when Barca managed to passed the ball up to United's defense area, and they immediately scored a goal. Much to my surprise and I believe many others too as the first 10 minutes were all about United and we weren't anticipating on any goals especially on the 1st or 2nd trial for Barca (considering United had tried like 10 times before that...really, that bertubi-tubi, ok.)

Then, from then on..it was not Manchester United whom had not managed to build back their psychos, their psychos never went down in fact. It is just that, Barcelona FC was the one that had their psyche built up and the rest of the 80 minutes were all about Barcelona.

This was when the United players started playing monkeys. Barcelona made good passes. When they have the ball, it would be a long time for the United to grab it back. Or at least stealing it. It was darn obvious. They controlled the game. I enjoyed watching Barcelona players. They really played their game. Turning another giant club into a monkey bunch. That's a success.

As for the biggest apes, the United's 'strong' defenders....they are nowhere near the Barca defenders that night. In fact, Anderson and Vidic annoyed me. Anderson, especially. I don't know what they were doing. Barca players have always had easy access to Man U's penalty area. I repeat, easy access. Really, many times when Barca made a dangerous move, the moment when the commentator was talking fast and furiously high-pitched anticipating a goal moment, ya, during that time, it would always be either Ronnie or Roonie, trying to save the ball at the corner of Man U's area. I mean, whadda? Imagine they had to rush back for a counter attack.

On the other hand, it was tough for Man U's attach line-up. Cristiano Ronaldo, Park Ji-Hsung and Wayne Roonie, they were all tied. Seriously, the Barcelona defenders really defended their area like they were paid for it. They were good.

Meanwhile, old timer, Ryan Giggs, whom had just announced his dream team, which does not include Ronaldo in it, missed a couple of good chances. Makes me wonder, would it make any difference if he could have passed to the attackers? Or does he have a grudge over the hype of their striker? Yea, the fella may be unpleasant at times and definitely snobbish, but it definitely ain't for nothing. The guy's the best.

I have read over and over again in every newspaper, 2009 Manchester United is the best line up in Sir Alex Fergusson's career. If what I watched in the Champions League final is the best line-up performance, then in my humble opinion, it is always, always good to instil a bit of fear in you. Good enough for you to be extra cautious. Keeps you more alert. Seriously, how cautious are you when you are over confident?

I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE !!!!!

2009-05-06T10:27:00.004+08:00

WHEN ARE WE GOING TO DECLARE WAR AGAINST THESE THIEVES ??!!!

WHY ARE THE COPS CONCENTRATING ON US HARMLESS CIVILIANS AND PIRATED DVDS ????!!

ISN'T SNATCH THEFT THE BIGGER ISSUE HERE ????

EVERYONE SHOULD WARN THE PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF MALAYSIA NOT TO "VISIT MALAYSIA". THEIR LIVES ARE DEFINITELY IN DANGER.

MAYBE THEN THE TOURISM MINISTRY MIGHT FEEL THE PAIN AND THE GOVERNMENT WOULD START PRESSURING THE AUTHORITIES ON THIS ISSUE.

DON'T BLAME US WHEN WE START TAKING THINGS OUR WAY. WHEN WE START TO BEAT UP THESE SNATCH THIEVES. WHEN WE KILL THESE SNATCH THIEVES. EVEN IF THEY ARE JUVE.

Pregnant woman dies after thieves pull her off motorcycle

By FARIK ZOLKEPLI

Needless death: Jamilah Selamat was only 31 and two months pregnant when she died at the hands of a snatch thief.

JOHOR BARU: The killers on motorcycles have done it again — this time, snatch thieves took two lives when they tried to rob pregnant Jamilah Selamat.

Jamilah, 31, suffered severe head injuries after falling from her motorcycle on Sunday. She died at the Sultanah Aminah Hospital at 7.30am yesterday without regaining consciousness.

Her husband of seven months, trader Razali Ahmad, 41, was a distraught man yesterday.

For him, the tragedy was harder to take because he had just started to taste happiness again after five years when his first wife died of cancer.

The tragedy also leaves Jamilah’s two children from her first marriage — Norasyikin Salleh, seven, and Mohd Khairi Ridwan Salleh, five — without their mother. They looked dazed and clung to their crying stepfather.

Razali said he was told by an eyewitness — his older brother’s friend — that his wife had hit the pavement face first and did not move after that.

“The witness told me that he saw two men on a motorcycle flee the scene immediately after Jamilah fell, and her bag was nowhere to be seen,” he told reporters at the hospital mortuary yesterday.

Razali said Jamilah, a handicraft dealer, was on her way home to Taman Mekar after work that day.

Jamilah had lost her handbag to snatch thieves last year but escaped unharmed. A friend advised her to twirl the handbag around the rearview mirror for a tighter hold.

That move may have been fatal.

In mourning: Razali with his stepchildren Norasyikin and Mohd Khairi at the mortuary yesterday.

When the snatch thieves grabbed Jamilah’s bag, they pulled her motorcycle, causing Jamilah to fall.

“I never thought that I would lose her this way. We were expecting our child, we have only been married for seven months ... I lost my first wife to bone cancer and now, I have lost Jamilah and baby,” he said.

Razali has two teenage children from his previous marriage.

Jamilah and the unborn child were buried at the Ayer Hitam cemetery yesterday.

Batu Pahat OCPD Asst Comm Ibrahim Arif confirmed police received a report on the incident.

Eyewitnesses are urged to contact the police hotline at 07-2212999.

In 2004, a Nanyang Siang Pau clerk, Chong Fee Cheng, 37, died after she lapsed into a coma following a snatch theft in Taman Molek, Johor Bahru.

In December last year, snatch theft victim Lim See Nya, 58, was run over by a three-tonne truck when she lost her balance and fell onto the road, after a motorcycle pillion rider grabbed her handbag in Bukit Mertajam.

2009-04-22T17:37:00.003+08:00

I'm highly allergic with parents who send their kids to pay for their stuffs, without lining up at the counter.
People should highlight these parents yg menjijikkan to the whole crowd, under a spotlight and get everyone to chant, "SHAME! SHAME! SHAME! SHAME! SHAME! "

KUDOS to those attending to the checkout counters for telling these kids to line up (a spat on their parents' face).

There are some 'smart' kids who happen to have gotten accustomed to this, started to 'excuse' themselves from lining up and pay for their chocolates or sweets. These kids should be taken to the authority/guards room to permanently traumatize these kids from cutting a queuing line !

P.O.S.E.R

2009-04-22T16:17:00.010+08:00

athlete pose

model pose

maine coon pose

siap selak curtain lagi tu...

mood manja...miyaaaww...

2009-04-17T22:55:00.004+08:00

Wana : you should write. books.
me : well, would you buy my books?
wana : uhh...maybe you can start with bookmarks..
me : hampeh.

2009-04-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

Tonite, streamyx mcm ~~b.a.b.i.~~

urgghh ! for downgrading myself at pronouncing that word. but dats how i would exactly describe streamyx.

2 seconds OK. and then the next 2 minutes down !

I am not exaggerating here.

Kes si Bubbles dan kesan bulunya ke atas solat para penjaganya

2009-04-14T13:44:00.008+08:00

A fellow close friend has enlightened us about the "fact" that a cat's loose fur may cause our prayers to be tidak sah (void). Because, a loose fur from an animal that is haram to be consumed is considered as bangkai (animal carcass).

Well, I had to say that I was a bit shocked and worried but at the same time intrigued as to why this information had never reached my knowledge before, of course knowing the fact that this is a hukum-hakam (rules) that is related to a very common activity such as having a pet, cat, at home, I mean, 3 in every 5 houses? I for once, strongly believe in, Islam is simple. Islam itu mudah dan memudahkan.

In fact, the hukum (rule) on neutering your pet is more widely debated and discussed. Much ado about neutering being haram, this particular loose fur is causing our solat menjadi tidak sah, man, this (!) this..should be widely discussed (at least) and made known to the muslim community.

Nevertheless, I began my quest for the truth this morning. Where else, googling. I just have to be sure. I have this one thing against the situation where these certain, gurus, yang suka meng-ada-ada-kan certain hukum for whatever reasons they have I wish not to express my annoyance here.

And based on my findings on the hukum within the institution of this country :

1. Jakim said, sah (non-void). Without any further explanation.

2. A more detailed outcome from a discussion done by a local blogger, CETUSAN YUSSAMIRYUSOF.
The guy did have a "discussion" with some graduates of a middle east Islamic University on the issue of prayer status with the presence of a cat's loose fur. His argument against the tidak sah (void) status was dismissed with "reference" to Imam Syafie' teachings or mazhab rules.

Ok, fine, then if he may asked, which is the supporting dalil (verse) to support this rule?

Unfortunately, the graduates couldn't provide one but resorted to the hukum as khilaf because of kekeliruan dalam menetapkan hukum (that can be done but which is better not to do just to be on the safe side) instead. So fast to jumping to a khilaf as conclusion, fellow blogger decided to refer to a quote from, Al-Imam Yusuf al-Qardhawi,

“Memastikan kedudukan nas-nas hadith yang bertentangan(antara yang menyebabkan berlakunya khilaf) dengan nas yang lebih kuat daripadanya sama ada dengan nas al-Quran ataupun hadith-hadith lain. Caranya ialah, dengan mengemukan sebanyak mungkin dalil as-Sunnah atau mentsabitkan ia dengan lebih sahih atau lebih menepati al-Usul dan lebih sesuai dengan hikmah(tujuan) tasyri’ atau lebih menepati objektif syariat yang umum dan menyeluruh.”

Thus brought him to hadith sahih (true verses) :

“Diriwayatkan dari Abu Qatadah, di mana RasuluLlah s.a.w bersabda, ” Kucing itu tidak najis, ia termasuk haiwan yang berkeliling dalam lingkunganmu.” (HR yang berlima. Kata Tirmudzi:hadith ini hasan lagi sahih. Juga dinyatakan sahih oleh al-Bukhari)

With support of the hadith sahih above, our solat is still sah (non-void) within the presence of a loose fur of a cat.

Fellow blogger also mentioned that there is a possibility that Imam Syafie' during the time where he imposed the rule of a solat tidah sah due to the presence of bulu kucing (cat's loose fur), he may have overlooked the true hadith.

How is this possible according to him, is, Caliph Abu Bakar As Siddiq overlooked the 1/6 portion for a grandparent in "pembahagian harta dalam Islam (faraid)" even when he lived with Rasulullah and also one of those who are promised a life in heaven. He was corrected and he accepted and respected even more.

Same goes to Imam Syafie', tho' not promised by God a place in heaven, and especially when he did not live during Rasulullah's time, he was nevertheless our Imam and a scholar, but being a normal human being, there will always be a possibility that some things are overlooked during his quest for enlightenment.

Feed by Zali : Chaq, i agree.

"Berkata Imam Syafie Rohimahulloh Ta'ala, barang siapa taklid kepada orang tertentu di dalam mengharamkan sesuatu atau menghalalkannya sedangkan telah tetap hadis shoheh menyalahinya dan perbuatan taklid itu mencegah dia dari mengamalkan sunnah, maka sesungguhnya dia telah menjadikan orang yang ditaklidki itu menjadi Tuhan selain Allah Ta'ala, dia telah mengharamkan atasnya apa-apa yang telah dihalalkan oleh Allah. (Halil Muslim halaman 25)

Congratulations to ZaLiza

2009-04-10T11:53:00.008+08:00

Over the phone conversation..

siti : ABAAANGG!! CHAQ TAU DAK LAGI PASAI NIEE ??!!
zali : mesti la abang dah bagitau dia...(spoken slowly and softly)
siti : OKE. SITI NK CALL DIA NK KUTUK ABANG SAT. BYEE !!
zali : ciss..

So the news spread, my brother's wife is now a few weeks pregnant with their first child after uhm...exactly 1 month of marriage.

tsk tsk tsk

Now siti is blaming herself and her friends, whom were the dayang2 on the wedding day, for forgetting to get a box of condoms for their wedding present.

And him, inspite of my sincere advise of..

"you guys should reward yourselves first and spend some time together just the two of you, jalan2, going places, watch late night movies, coming home to just the two of you...besides it's not like you already know when you are going to die so you just have got to make babies as soon as possible so you can actually watch them grow up and what not..furthermore..liza is now in KL and you're in Terengganu, she'd be like a single mother there until either one of you are done with your RM100k bond with Petronas. It is not an easy way out...she'll be going for checkups all by herself..she'll be having her morning sickness alone..."

despite of all the 'besides' and 'furthermores'...sigh.

and mind you, I actually repeat all my hujah like twice or three times...for crying out loud !

Maybe I should have added in, "you know, daddy was in US when mom was pregnant with me. Look what have become of me, too independent daddy just don't know how to deal with me." Who knew. Duh.

Oh, dear ~~selfish~~ brother, I pray for you to have all the morning sickness and cravings for the whole 3 months on behalf of your wife. Then I would take the privilege to yell, "hang nie buat malu kaum hang la, zali". Oh yes! Peace be upon you, liza.

menyampah kan? ngee~

Non biological proof that we are related.

2009-04-09T16:56:00.005+08:00

One day, I received an sms from my sis, siti, some 3 years ago, it sounded like this,

wow! i was in three states in two days! Perlis, Kedah and today, Penang! shh...jangan gitau mak ngn abah !!

And then, the next day....I received an sms from my brother, zali, who had just finished his final year and out on a fun day out with friends..and it sounded like this,

chaq, Ali p main bowling, first time baling, STRIKE !! jangan gtau mak ngan abah tau !

hehe.

Let me explain. My parents, especially my dad, are ~~control freak~~ easily paranoid. We've heard of snatch thieves, raped and murder rampant on the news everywhere on tv, radio, papers, neighbours and friends, well, being paranoid as they are, the best solution is to not go out, at all. It is always the best solution if you were to stay at home. Avoid coming home after dark. Avoid shopping complexes anytime possible. So on and so forth. To make matters worse, add our natural disaster into the risk factor, road accidents. The less frequent you are on the road, the lesser the risk of road accident upon you. Simple as that. And to be more complicated, the less night driving, less risk of road accident, raped, robbed and murder risk on you.

So, now we get the idea of my parents not liking us spending too much time ~~berjimba-jimba~~ travelling especially sampai terlupa time and balik lambat...as in any time greater than 7.30pm.

That should explain the text messages that I received from my beloved bro and sis. I am glad that they chose me to share their fun moments. Do continue. One of the best things in life.

Shared the above messages with Zali, he replied..

that's one non biological proof that we are related.

Good one, bro. You are always the one with the interesting insights.

2009-04-01T17:08:00.009+08:00

I bought a small table for the clutters in the living room..

and this is the packaging of the table, a thick plastic bag letup2...

while i was busy arranging the small items on/in the table, suddenly, i heard a ruckus behind me...i turned, and i found..

bubbles in the packaging plastic bag, satisfying her curiousity..

left..

and right..

yes, the bag was torn in a few places..i guess, dia sangat geram dengan benda tu...bising dan kenyal bila gigit/cakaq..

Hurray ! Congratulations to Wana!

2009-04-01T16:50:00.008+08:00

Congratulations, Wana, On your new Home !!!

the house and car plate numbers kewl kan?
but it's not her car
:p
:p

Now we know why we have so many assholes around.

2009-04-01T15:38:00.003+08:00

I was in Queensbay mall one fine weekend with a friend. We were walking towards the keropok lekor (fried fish snack) stall at the food court. In front of us were two ladies buying their keropok lekor. While we were queuing in line, all of a sudden an ignorant 8 year old boy cut the line and immediately ordered a bag of 2 ringgit keropok lekor. Behind him, rather 30cm beside us, stood his fat father, with a sheepish smile handing the boy an RM2.

We really couldn't help but openly spoke of this behaviour between me and my friend. Disgusting.

When the lady attending the stall was finally done with the two makciks in front of us, the boy, again, ordered for his pack.

Much to our surprise, the lady attending the stall, nicely told the little boy that she will be serving us first instead of him.

And the boy was, "Huh??"

The lady patiently smiled and explained that we were here in line before him.

Oh what a sweet revenge !

We immediately, loudly responded with, "Oh, terima kasih. Terima kasih banyak-banyak.".
"ya, ya, terima kasih, kak."

And guess what that fat-pig of father said to his son?

In his central-accent, "Adik tak beratur tadi. "
Stupid boy responded retardedly, "Huh?"
Fat-pig repeated, "Adik tak beratur tadi."

What kind of a sick, morally retarded father, would encourage his child to go above a social ethics such as, be courteous by getting in line and wait for your turn, especially when everybody else happens to be in some form of line.

And especially, what kind of sick bastard of a father, who would publicly blatantly shamelessly point out his son's erroneous act, right after the son himself are caught right handed by other people, when he, the father himself was openly encouraging the son to perform the erroneous act in front of those people who caught him??

I know, a fucked up kind of father.

Not only that we shook our heads in disbelief and disgust, I actually clapped my hand as I walked away from the stall. Clearly appalled.

There is a high chance that the boy obeyed the line up rule in school. But when he is at home, the person he is supposed to look up to, was clearly encouraging him to ignore these rules. So SICK ! I suppose the case would multiply should the man have more than one child to nurture his bad thinking and behaviours.

No wonder why the community is constantly infested with these vomits.

UMNO polls hu-ha

2009-04-01T14:30:00.004+08:00

I am sickened with the result of Pemuda UMNO result. Sickened with the person they hail as their leader, despite the fact that the person accepted the warning for bribery or more famously referred to as politik wang. (money politics?)

Hear, hear my site visitors.

UMNO and UMNO Youth organisations are under the main political party in the country and all 5 of Malaysian Prime Ministers are from UMNO. Recently, elections have taken place to choose the leaders for these organisations.

In the middle of the process, some effort was in place to identify the candidates who are involved in bribing the voters. One of the candidates to compete for the UMNO vice president post was denied due to this money-politic activity.
And as for one of the candidates for UMNO youth president, who is our current Prime Minister's son in law, (strangely) he was only issued a warning instead. This candidate accepted the warning, thus accepted his guilty accusation and proceeded with the election. And oh, who knew (duh), after 6 hours of counting and recounting the total of 790 votes, this candidate won the presidential seat for the UMNO Youth post. I remember the general election did not take up until 6 hours to count thousands and thousands of votes. I smell dead fish. Foul play. Oh no, not only me.

At the workplace's library :
40-something Chinese colleague 1 : So, UMNO election, whom you agree with?
Me : I know I hate the elected leader for the youth wing.
40-something Chinese colleague 1 : I stayed up watching the result on tv last night. They took so long to count. At first, this guy (Mukhriz) was leading, then recount, the other guy won!
Me : Wow. Mukhriz dropped from no 1 spot to the last spot (3rd) after 6 hours of counting and recounting.
40-something Chinese colleague 1 : Ya la. Kotoq la these people. (These people are dirty)

Then I told a 30 year old Chinese colleague about the conversation...

Chinese colleague 2 : Hai-yoh why do you have to come and talk to me about this? Spoil my mood. I tell you, I am so devastated after hearing that he won on the radio this morning (on the way to work.)

Me thinking :

oh my...even the chinese don't like this guy. What will happen in future election? I need not to post my malay friends' reaction on this. No matter what, to hell with Kelantan or Pahang UMNO youth wings. The real election is from Malaysian youths, Chinese and Malays alike. And Malaysian youths hate your leader's face to our stomachs.

Hear, hear my site visitors.

The members of the Malaysian youth leader organisation have elected Khairy Jamaluddin who practised bribery openly as reported in all local newspapers and warning letter issued, as their leader.

Appaling. Disgusting. Revolt. Sickening. Repugnant.

Setiap Kesukaran..

2009-03-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

سُوۡرَةُ الشَّر

حبِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

أَلَمۡ نَشۡرَحۡ لَكَ صَدۡرَكَ (١) وَوَضَعۡنَا عَنكَ وِزۡرَكَ (٢) ٱلَّذِىٓ أَنقَضَ ظَهۡرَكَ (٣) وَرَفَعۡنَا لَكَ ذِكۡرَكَ (٤) فَإِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرًا (٥) إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرً۬ا (٦) فَإِذَا فَرَغۡتَ فَٱنصَبۡ (٧) وَإِلَىٰ رَبِّكَ فَٱرۡغَب (٨

Al-Inshirah
Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani

Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan bagimu: Dadamu (wahai Muhammad serta mengisinya dengan iman dan hidayat petunjuk)? (1)
Dan Kami telah meringankan daripadamu: Bebanmu (menyiarkan Islam); (2)
Yang memberati tanggunganmu, (dengan memberikan berbagai kemudahan dalam melaksanakannya)? (3)
Dan Kami telah meninggikan bagimu: Sebutan namamu (dengan mengurniakan pangkat Nabi dan berbagai kemuliaan)? (4)
Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan, (5)
(Sekali lagi ditegaskan): Bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan. (6)
Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain), (7)
Dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon (apa yang engkau gemar dan ingini). (8)

(tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan,

Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain)

Dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon (apa yang engkau gemar dan ingini)

2009-03-27T14:55:00.003+08:00

Oh, good God !

Everybody is trying to defend their acts. Define their beliefs in their actions. Proof themselves to the world.

All by choosing whom to like and whom to discriminate.

Just what ta F is with this mind set??

2009-03-27T11:45:00.005+08:00

With response to my sis's post on "miss those moments" entry in her blog, hmm...what do i have that i'd miss i wonder.. i guess, not a thing at the moment.

ya, there are things that i personally enjoy, for instance, having our cousins at home recently for the feast, it kinda strike a chord when they left all the the same time (i love the more the merrier situation). the times that i enjoy with my friends. the ladies nights. the lunch hours. but i hardly dwell too much. it's just something nice at a moment and then it's gone. i hate the fact that nothing is forever. everyone will eventually die, let alone every-thing. people leave you. betray you. your loved ones will leave you. betray you. your sweet times will end. in the end, it is only you, and God. 'Coz only God stays.

some people would rather love and lost, than not love at all. And i personally do no enjoy lost. besides, i have not experienced much love acts in my entire life, so the least to happen is me missing or loving this and those moments from way back when..

i've had two siblings when i was as young as 4yrs old..so, my r/ship with mom and dad, as i would describe is more to an obligation they have towards me than love. not that i'm complaining, but i can't recall the last time i see any loving acts from them towards me. it'd be too weird to have seen one now. but nevertheless, I have always appreciated the effort and sacrifice they put in raising and bringing me up to be who I am today.

money is one thing. i am certainly never going to get used to having my parents handed me monies. they have, however, even when i am working now but i would spend it back on them in the end..or on my other siblings. dad would make it a certain thing to calculate the amount that i owe them down to the very last cent. seriously, this was never a case with any of their other children. it's my pride to pay up my dues down to the very last cent too. heck, i think they are somewhat bitter with the amount of money i have spent when i was in boarding school. money must have been very tight at that time around and i admit i was a big spender there..mostly on food. well, i blame me for not having a good sense of what exactly is money all about. i am in fact very much bitter with my own ignorance with money sense at that time.

Love someone and you'll eventually get hurt. love your things and you're a slave to those things. i guess, when u love and never expect anything in return, then you won't get hurt. love, unconditionally. Is that possible? Will you become somebody's fool by doing so? Somehow, love is never overrated. love can change the world. love makes the world go round. all religions in the world teach us to love. love thou parents, respect thou neighbours.

taking in bubbles is a bloody big step for me, knowing that a cat's average lifespan is just 16 years.

I just realized

2009-03-19T14:56:00.002+08:00

This year will be the last year I'll be in my 20s.

Oh my God.

Now that sounds so big when you put it that way.

But how should/does it impact me, really I wonder.

I feel indifferent but my mind thinks that I am embracing a new meaning in life. Woah. Now that sounds much bigger.

I have been taking things one step at a time. Don't want to miss a thing life offers at the very moment. 18 is the time to understand what relationship is all about, what's the fuss is all about, what caused this and what caused that and is the whole thing really worth it at all.
Then 21, while some or probably many set out for their career path, my aim was to secure a decent pay for life's typical basic needs of a middle income earner.
Then 25 is so cool as I set out to make myself heard. Lay out my rules, my wants, my life, me.

And now...reaching 30 next year and for the next 10years..given that I am not severely affected with the economic downturn,

1. I plan to study a new course of field and complete it of course.
2. I plan to decorate the house.
3. I am aiming for a sports car. Coz 40s in sports car is kinda out of place, although with that Hollywood is putting the effort of creating the image of 40s as the new 30s. I secretly hope they succeed tho.
4. I plan to learn 2 new languages.
5. My relationship with God, is of my business alone.

In philosophy, 30s is the time when we should spread out and do the things that are not tied to our social mainstream. While the social mainstream states that we need to finish school in our teenage years and secure a job in our 20s, 30s start a family, well I'm done with the mainstream pressure.

30s is the time for me to do what I want to do.

May the force be with me.

Facebook - what does your birthday say about you?

2009-03-19T11:41:00.003+08:00

Now this is my result.

Thinks far with vision. (If irony, yes, I can agree. A string of correlated events of the past, present and future is very active in my mind. Very.)

Easily influenced by kindness. (Oh yes, indeed. I am sticking to my current job now, despite the dumb hill climbing, very much with regards to the polite multiracial colleagues around me. I feel like I'm owed to their politeness. No, no. No salesmen.)

Polite and soft-spoken. (Now this really depends on the occasion. I curse, occasionally)

Having lots of ideas. (Most of which involve the usage of money..so..It's kinda tricky situation now that we are in recession and hibernation)

Sensitive. (in a non-emotional way. Changes, anomalies, coincidences, yes.)

Active mind. (Indeffinitely)

Hesitating, tends to delay. (On the things that as of no interest whatsoever to me.)

Choosy and always wants the best. (Always? naaah...I believe in God's will. but highly likely all the time, yes.)

Temperamental. (Occasionally. Or rather, I'm meditating. If I may, I quote AR Rahman at the Oscar, "Everyday i have the option to hate or to love. I choose to love" and he did won the most Oscars, didn't he?)

Funny and humorous. (Laughter's the best medicine. Makes us look younger. Boosts good hormones. In fact, I'm loving my laughing lines. They look so good on Hugh Jackman, yes? Hee~)

Loves to joke. (Like, crazy about it.)

Good debating skills. (On things of my interest)

Talkative. (Can be. Hope I am not annoying. I may tend to cut into somebody's conversation to get my instant message out of my active mind heard. Oh, be-have! That's bad habit)

Daydreamer. (I'd rather opt a politically correct term, Imaginative)

Friendly. Knows how to make friends. (Yes. I am blessed with middle class looks so I can easily strike a conversation with any females and males from "lower lot" or upper class looks. In short, if you're too pretty, the guys would usually "harass" you. Insincere. The other guys would usik2 the both of you, which may lead to both of you not talking to each other again. Yea, no, I don't have this problem)

Abiding. (shoot. Does this make me sound less cool? While it can be thrilling to go against the rules but most of the time it is just not worth the adrenaline to have to deal with the authorities after that. Unless if it's your parents then it's worth it to be notty once in a while. )

Able to show character. (I believe I do. I'm liking, I'm lovin, I despise, I'm revolted, stay away from me...do not necessarily have to be verbal)

Easily hurt. (Now this is a defense mechanism. It sets foes from friends. Whom to be friend with and whom should stay away from)

Prone to getting colds. (Once upon a time...blame it on my sinusitis)

Loves to dress up. (Tsk. Most of the time, usually, mostly, only in my mind. I'm too kool for this)

Easily bored. (Absolutely. Most of the time.)

Fussy. (Nopes. I don't recall me being fussy. Oh wait, I think there are closed ones who couldn't stand shopping with my choice of material for my veil. Orang dah tak guna dah kain2 bawai nombot 3 neh!)

Seldom shows emotions. (Except anger, amusement or disgust? Yeah)

Takes time to recover when hurt. (A longgg longgg time, baby. Forgiven but not forgotten)

Brand conscious. (It's a curse)

Executive. (What does this exactly mean I wonder)

Stubborn. (Occasionally. Highly unlikely)

2009-03-19T11:30:00.002+08:00

They have never seen what really happened. With their own two eyes. The string of incidents. Heart breaking. Heart aching. Heart hardened.

Mouth full of foul words tossed proudly at my parents. No regrets. Never any. The incident kept on repeating.

They are never scarred.

They can still talk to the bitch.

They can still accept the bitch.

No, they have never seen the scarred memories with their own two eyes.

Sakit

2009-03-19T11:22:00.003+08:00

Did it ever occur to you that there are people around you who can be quite a bitch. and enjoying themselves while at it.

I really don't understand why there are people who define their lives around negative vibes. What kind of twisted people who jumped at every opportunity of creating a negative vibe?

tsk..bubbles..

2009-03-02T16:10:00.002+08:00

Nak main, tapi sangat mengantuk....

Our Helen

2009-03-02T15:21:00.004+08:00

Nickname for my GPS device, thanks to K/Sharipah, Farah, Didirinie and Sapinie.

It's a product of GPS Bay and special offer to Citibank Shell credit card. The order arrived at my workplace just a day before we drove to KL. Godsend.

The idea we had initially was the device would arrive in at least another week's time to almost 2 months on the date of request order.

Well, I was imagining how God decided to make us girls happy by arranging for the package to arrive 24hrs before time of departure. Most of all, of how much or whether we, girls, would wonder and praise Him for the miracle.

We love it and impress with it at the same time. Seriously, the journey from Kelang Lama to Bandar Baru toll was filled with awe and amusement with the device. It recognized the Jalan Sg Ular and alternative routes to Bukit Merah. Along the way, Helen kept on reminding, "Please slow down, please slow down." I wonder if she is set with certain speed limits based on the type of roads we are at. I turned the speed warning off after stopping at Bukit Merah rest area. It was beginning to get on our nerve.

It is Godsend all right. It is able to quickly renavigate in case we took a wrong turn or chose an alternative route.

It's pretty handy and although there are those people out there posting all those funny and tedious requirements they have on a GPS of their choice in internet forums, I'd say bullshit. Are you that dumb with directions, seriously?

This GPS i have is more than enough. We drove, on 14th February, with 5 people in the car, from IKEA with my almost fuel warning Gen2, taking the shortest route, traffic jam in the middle of Bukit Bintang with my fuel warning car, some Chinese concert street celebration on the street (they have got to have a concert on the street jugak2!), curse the bloody hotel who rammed by car front lip, U-turn back to the entrance of the hotel, stuck in traffic jam, u-turn to the next hotel, stuck in traffic jam. Then at night, refuel the car RM20 in Bukit Bintang, drove to Danau Kota, traffic jam, back to Bukit Bintang, round2 Modestos and the district areas, traffic jam, the next day to Jalan TAR, Sogo, next day to KLCC..and we only stopped for refuel upon entering the hiway back to hometown on Monday late afternoon.

I am not really familiar with KL roads and expressways but this device made the journey somewhat a breeze (despite the jams). It is soothing that all i had to do was drive. My company of girls were also not stressed out on keeping their eyes on turnings or buildings or signboards, they just need to feast their eyes on the pondans scenes around Modestos.

A couple of things I would like to explore more on this device is Petrol stations and speed traps.

So far so good. I've been recommending the device to other people.

So i've been tagged

2009-03-02T11:05:00.004+08:00

by siti.

Demmit.

macam budak-budak.

" Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose six people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness. "

why da hell is 16 anyway?

so just for the sake of it, here goes..without any certain orders of importance..sit back.

1. If money was never an issue, I'd have all the crazy gadgets that caught my attention in T3 magazine. and use them definitely !

2. If money was never an issue, my 4x4 would be a slate gray metallic suzuki vitara or blue toyota rav. my sports car would be blue-black mazda rx8. my sedan would be mitsubishi lancer maroon, my road trip with blue-black Nissan Murano. I would certainly keep my existing orange Gen2 :D

3. Wishing a thousand million times to be a guy. I want to ride power bikes and feel the vibration of the engine cruising on the road of all sorts of pavements. And I definitely don't want to worry about getting raped. I don't have to be rimas being preyed upon stangers eyes while going out and about, jogging, sports, eating, driving. I can walk the life of a predator instead of the prey. I can be invisible anytime I want. I don't have to worry about an iron while travelling. I don't have to bring extra luggage due to bras and tudungs. I can go out freely at night. Less chance for me to be cheated by car/bike mechanics. I'd learn about engines and cars and bikes from experienced mechanics. I can wear caps and t-shirts and three-quarter pants to places which require me to drive to get to. I can wear t-shirts and three quarter shorts to sidai baju or simply play with my cat in my house compound or getting the letters from the postbox and I definitely don't have to run for cover because I have guests at the door (demmit!).

4. Annoyed with men in general, don't have any expectations on men, sceptical close to vengeful hatred. mat rempit, men. snatch thieves, men. rapists, men. child molesters baby rapists, men. robbers, men. reckless drivers,men (women are dangerous drivers, mind you). gangsters, men. why prostitutes exist, men. ridiculous and nonsense control over women to satisfy their male ego, men. generally abusive, men (fuck Chris Brown). what else ??!!
Noticed, I did not mention about men being insensitive yada yada yada those things that girls complain about coz those are not real problems to me.

5. Have seen, found and praised a few men worth admiring, one of them is Mahathir.

6. Wish I'm taller by another 10cm. People take taller women more seriously. Taller women struggle less at getting their message heard. Taller women out there should realize this advantage they have and start using it for the benefit of yourself and the people around you.

7. Mastering another 2 foreign languages is a goal.

8. Ya, I curse ! Occasionally, I repeat, depends on the occasions. Ingat cursing (like smoking) sociologically halal utk men saja ka??

9. My imagination is good in fact too good thus I cannot, may I repeat, I cannot watch ghost movies or any movies that depict ghostly actions in them. Exceptional case for Puntianak Harum Sundal Malam, I think it is a good movie especially on the epic settings. Puntianak sundal 2 dah merapu dah.

10. Boycotting coke and McD. For real. And urging friends and other people to do the same on continous basis.

11. Don't really watch tv. Prefer movies andbuy dvds for fav series. The last thing I wanna have is a lembu-cucuk-hidung type of relationship (and this is) especially with...a stuff...so unnecessary.

12. Can't help but admiring all the beautiful physical marks that crossed my path. Let it be things, people men and women equal, cars, bikes, animals...will definitely be categorized..a beautiful cat, a pretty horse, a handsome hound..a sexy sport rims and for the sake of sounding so lame, i have to still say that brad pitt is such a work of art..

13. Pretty face should come with pleasant attitude to my standard. No, I don't have a mom's taste for a menantu perempuan. Don't sweat.

14. I wish a thousand million times to be a millionaire. (with a strong buying power of course..kalau mcm duit pokok pisang nk wat mende)

15. What I do, my prayers, my faith, are rather personal between me and God. And will be, between me and God. And in the end, I am judged in front of God, by God Himself. not you, nor my parents, nor friends nor foe. I am furiously insulted if asked to show and tell to prove that I am this or that.

16. In the event of a sudden demise of myself, my house will go to my parents, siti or zali, whomever want to stay there. It is strictly a restricted place for (not for/bukan untuk) the other person in the family or her beau. If more than two parties in the mentioned eligible people have a strong request towards the property, then the property shall be sold and divided equally between my parents, siti and zali. Strictly restricted to (not for/bukan untuk) the other person in the family or her beau.
The materials inside the house will not belong to any of my family members. My friends will have the privilege of possession based on another list depicting the list of friends and respective materials. My car will be siti's. Bubbles will be under the care of Farah thank you very much.
My very little savings in the banks should be given to charity orphanage.
My insurance will be divided equally between the nominees. All the mentioned items above are strictly restricted to (not for/bukan untuk) the other person in the family and her beau.

There. Try tagging me, one more time.

To Ahmad Patria Abdullah

2009-02-24T14:28:00.005+08:00

Saudara Ahmad Patria should know how much your writing has affected many of us, your fans. I love your writing, very much! I came across your book in a local bookstore back in 1990, the title Permata Aurorius caught my attention. Read the synopsis and immediately bought it. Since I was a primary student and on monthly allowance, I was only able to buy the second book the following week. Until finally, I managed to collect and own DBP's production of all the 6 books. I am also glad to introduce and share Saga Artakusiad with my friends, some of which are also really hooked on the books as well while some would say that I wasn't making any sense when mentioning the names of the places and characters of the series. I just shrugged it off. They don't know what they are missing.

Later on in my teen years, I couldn't find any of Saga Artakusiad installments anymore. There were no internet at the time and I did not have any source to search for any news on the series. A local science magazine was introduced on the news stands rack, I began to follow your short science fiction stories in it, thus I know you were still around.

Tho' it has been 17 years since I first started on Permata Aurorius, I have re-read all the 6 books many times, anytime I feel like reminiscing the good old days of living in the fantasy world of Aurora, the lands, the people, the tribes, the warriors, the dragons, the wizardry and witchcraft and the love story nonetheless. I was restless, intrigued, on the edge, anxious with the storyline, and the romance is rather sweet, I could hardly put the books down.

After the end of the last book, Pedang Aurora, I was always been left with sadness and frustration. The war descends on the fragile allied troops, trapped within the valleys....but the story stalled at the 6th book.

Nevertheless, I have neither lost my interest nor faith. I hope you will keep the faith with the series as well. Looking forward to the new printing of Book 7 and Book 8 by DBP in May 2009. Until then, time for me to begin rereading the Saga Artakusiad once again.

Saga Artakusiad series :
1. Permata Aurorius
2. Kota Arialun
3. Kembar Artakus
4. Petua Azkram
5. Puteri Alindalia
6. Pedang Aurora
7. Lagenda Numerius
8. Putera Tamarodun

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Ponder On - viva la vida

2009-02-23T18:11:00.001+08:00

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world