Many of us are too busy trying to work some kind of magic with certain stranger(s) to make him/her become part of our lives as our spouse. Target, focus, aim, shoot. I want to make that person, whom is a total stranger, mine.

It's rather funny considering all the things we would do, of how much time, depth and complexity of our emotions, we spend on developing and maintaining our relationship with that significant stranger.

- we spend more quality time with him/her
- if something would go wrong with that stranger, we would throw tantrums over the slightest thing or even nothing at all to other people who already love us unconditionally (unlike that stranger) how very ungrateful, spoilt little bastards we are
- our face lit up in the presence of the stranger but we'd feel indifference around those who already love us unconditionally...ready to show our tantrums because that stranger is not around us instead.

Seriously. I am fucking. sick. of the people. who terlalu sibuk, melebih-lebihkan segala boyfriend, girlfriend sampai yg simple tasks as described below pun tak boleh nak buat. in fact, tak terasa nak buat langsung. terlalu bodo. tak reti nak appreciate the unconditional love given to them by other people selain daripada orang yang asing tu. yg dia dok siboooookkkk sangat dgn masalah frequency dengan orang asing tu so boleh align dengan frequency dia baru boleh panggil boyfren/girlfren. benda yang patut focus, yang jadi tanggungjawab, tak jalan. tu lah org kata, yang dikejar tak dapat, yg dikendong keciciran. jangan sampai orang2 yang sayang hang dah tak peduli pasai hang, hang baru nak sedaq what's actually important in your bloody life.

bila boyfren tak dak, girlfren tak dak..gatai gado sikit ka, rasa mcm semua org lain bloodyfool menyemak ja dlm hidop dia. pantang tegoq sikit. tak boleh nak buat lawak sikit, mula la nk melenting. jangan jadi haram jadah mcm ni.

RENUNGKAN BERSAMA...................................

Bila seronok, aku cari....pasanganku
-Bila sedih, aku cari....Mak
-Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku
-Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada....Mak
-Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku
-Bila berduka, aku peluk erat....Emakku
-Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku
-Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah....Mak
-Bila sambut valentine.. Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku
-Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"
-Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku
-Selalu.. Mak ingat kat aku
-Bila-bila.. . aku akan talipon pasanganku
-Entah bila... aku nak talipon Mak
-Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
-Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Emak
-Renungkan:
-"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja...
-bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk Mak?
-Mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah".

-Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya. .......

-Tapi kalau Mak sudah tiada....... ...
-MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK.... RINDU SANGAT....

-Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya.... -berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya..... -berapa ramai yang sanggup. mengantikan lampin ibunya..... -berapa ramai yang sanggup..... membersihkan najis ibunya...... . -berapa ramai yang sanggup..... .. membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya.... -berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya..... -Dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

I've admitted, I suck at showing my affections to those i love and care about. But for those who noticed, I would shower my affections with materials. i buy things. i want them to be happy with gifts. this is the way i show my affection. something you will have to deal with. if some cannot appreciate anything that is me, then i would stop eventually, without hesitation. after all, why waste? i am not buying anyone's affection. it's your loss.

Owls!

comey gila.

kalau aku bela sekoq dua nie, confirm extremists akan chop aku paling glamer witch or paling teruk bela hantu. (padahal aku bela burung hantu)

ada ka patut, ciptaan tuhan mcm nie...pantas ja certain people link to hantu setan iblis.




when i was younger, 1,2 year old when my dad was on training on the job, i lived alone with my mom. there was also a family of owls in the ceiling and they were within view. mom used to lift me to watch them owl family, and they were staring back at us. i can imagine words like, "there's daddy owl, mommy owl and baby owls.." hehe...and then many many years later, i found myself neatly imitating the 'owl dancing' in one situation* that got me wondered to myself, "where did/could have i learn(ed) that".. until dearest mommy reminded me of my 'bird watching' activity back when i was 1 or 2. phews. takut ada kenan owl pulak :p (ntah ntah comey plak kan)

NO, the owl dancing is not the part where it turned it's head 360 degrees nor when it swallowed a whole mice and vomited the fur+bones balls a few hours later. And these acts are the facts of owls that I revealed to my youngest sister when she was 11 or 12 i can't really recall, she was finding it hard to believe, thinking i was bluffing as michievous as i always am, although i was having my brother as my ally, she immediately googled, and voila, was it an amusing fact indeed. I was quite surprised that not many people know this. Maybe having owls as such a taboo fact makes us ignore these amusing God's creation (created for us to woo His powers), same goes with black cats, darn it my black persians were very gorgeous with thick shiny hair and bright yellow eyes, exquisitely well built! And i've had two promotions at work while with them.

So people, kurafat, is kurafat. Tolong jangan sanjung benda2 mengarut mcm nie. Tuhan cipta benda2 sekeliling kita so kita perhati, amuse with kuasa Tuhan and melahirkan rasa rendah diri, bukan cipta and spread kepercayaan khurafat. Bad things come from devil and devilish people. May God forbid.

Dinner Tiime !

Tonight both bewls and peppy had a special dinner treat...peppey for berjaya telan sebijik ubat for the first time of my own personal trial last nite, please please please be such a dearie and telan ubat nicely without any life threatening struggles tonight onwards...and bewls for finally being recovered from her season of yowling and whimpering after 7days today...

Here they are..

whachu havin' ?

cheekenn...u?

syardeenn...

nyumm nyummm nyummm....

I don't know if the colours of the meal has anything to do with the kitties colours, coz, pepper tak lalu sardin and bewls tak lalu ayam rebus...

Malaysia masih di belakang....atau...?

dah terlalu corrupt mcm government India?

If you still remember, this is regarding the death of Teoh Beng Hock, political secretary to Selangor Executive councillor, Ean Yong Hian Wah, had been summoned to the Selangor Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC) offices to be questioned over irregularities in the disbursement of state funds on July 15th. Next day, he was found dead on the fifth floor service corridor of the building.

So, satu Malaya excited dok kata ini musti kes bunuh coz this guy terlibat dgn pendedahan kes salah guna duit kerajaan negeri.

And then, pihak2 yg bertanggungjawab running the autopsy on this guy announce satu Malaya kata, haish! kami confirm ini kes bunuh diri.

Satu Malaya kata, ada ka kes bunuh diri mcm ni??? Gagah p bunuh diri kat bangunan pusat siasatan rasuah tu. Tak sempat2 nk balik dulu ka? Yenna dey??

Finally,

The Sun news Oct 22, 2009 - A Thai pathology expert told the Teoh Beng Hock inquest yesterday that there was an 80% possibility that Teoh's death was a homicide and there is only a 20% likelihood that his death was a suicide. The expert, Dr Pornthip Rojanasunand, the director-general of the Thai Ministry of Justice's Central Institute of Forensic Science has testified that there were several injuries found on Teoh which were inconsistent with a fall from a height. They were :

1. the anal injuries, which were of a penetrating nature;
2. evidence of handle bruises which indicate physical strangulation on Teoh's neck; and
3. the fracture found on Teoh's skull was more consistent with that of a blunt force impact than transverse force from the fall.


OK.

I am no expert, and we all watch CSIs, although the 'experts' say they all mengarut, but based on the 3 arguments presented by one of the experts themselves, they appear to be very basic.

I mean, yeah, these are the things that should be checked during the autopsy, right? Any abnormalities on the body. I don't know how they dismissed the injury no1, maybe they rule that out as this guy involved in some kind of sexual activities? I mean, what makes them rule out the possibility of penetrating the guy's ass with a broomstick?

And then the injury no 2. that is so friggin obvious. How could they rule out homicide when such injury of strangulation on the neck is evident. How?? Takkan dia bunuh diri style mencekik leher sendiri sambil terjun?

And then based on the first 2 injuries, i might conclude, injury no 3 is too complicated for the Malaysian 'crime scene investigators' to see.

Or, as I mentioned earlier, are they corrupted? or just not good at their job?
The homicide evidence is 80% not 50% to be dismissed.

For muslims, yes, we believe in Qada' and Qadar. But this is not a matter of tak boleh terima someone died. Kalau asal mati saja dok mendabik dada bg alasan percaya Qada' and Qadar, anyone can plan a plain 'perfect murder'. Coz well,

"I find something fishy here."
"Hey, don't say like that. We must percaya Qada' and Qadar".

Then are you saying, "do not investigate on everything fishys?" Does an act of investigation something fishy is against our rukun iman? Logic ka? Lain la kalau mcm kes, aku tak percaya anak aku dah mati walaupun based on the genetical 'investigation' itu mmg anak hang yg mati, aku masih tetap tak percaya aku nk p cari bomoh kampung, bomoh siam, bomoh exorcist semua. Yang tu buleh tak nk suruh dia mengucap and remind her on rukun iman percaya Qada's and Qadar.

I think, just like how we have misinterpreted the words, "Insya Allah", it is the same way some extremist misinterpreted the "percaya Qada' and Qadar".
While we should promise with, "Insya Allah," and believe in Ketentuan Tuhan melalui Qada' and Qadar, God says, "I will not change a person's fate if he/she does not work on changing it".

i'm soo tired, tak mau tidoq lagi kaaaa

11.20pm - sorry peppy for keeping you, ok, let's go upstairs and sleep now..

p/s : bubbles is already sleeping upstairs all by herself.

Ketuhanan

Allah Ta’ala berfirman kepada Nabi Musa a.s. , “Sesungguhnya Aku ini Allah, tidak ada Tuhan (yang hak) selain Aku, maka sembahlah Aku dan dirikanlah shalat untuk mengingat Aku.” (Thaha: 14).

Bismillaah ar-Rahman ar-Raheem
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih

Al hamdu lillaahi rabbil 'alameen
Syukur kepada Allah, Tuhan sekalian Alam

Ar-Rahmanir-Raheem
Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Maaliki yaumid Deen
Yang memiliki hari pembalasan

Iyyaaka na'abudu wa iyyaaka nasta'een
KepadaMu lah kami berlindung/menyembah dan kepadamulah kami meminta pertolongan

Ihdinas siraatal mustaqeem
Tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang benar

Siraatal ladheena an 'amta' alaihim
Jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau beri nikmat

Ghairil maghduubi' alaihim waladaaleen
Dan bukan jalan orang-orang yang Engkau murkai

Ameen - Perkenankanlah.

Ketuhanan is Godliness. Pengakuan ketuhanan is, kita hamba, at God's mercy di dunia dan di akhirat. Maka Al-fatihah dibaca dalam solat as our pengakuan ke atas ketuhanan Allah dengan meminta perlindunganNya di dunia dan di akhirat.

Kita hamba, tapi bukan apartheid. Kita tak disebat bila ingkar, kita tak dikurung, kita makan bila kita nak walaupun tak lapaq, we sleep whenever we feel like it even when we are not sleepy or just because we are bored, we breathe, we hear, we listen, we see, we watch, we walk, we run, we spend, we waste time, when ever we feel like it. Lucky slave. And yet, have we zikir subhanallah walhamdulillah recently, for these things that we, lucky bunch of ungrateful slaves, daily do?

Kita selalu ignore benda2 basic pasal Ketuhanan, apatah lagi pasal akidah. Pastu dok bising-bising pasal kes murtad. Tak payah kelam kabut bising takdak tok guru. Ambik dulu quran, recite and read the translation dulu.

This goes for me and for all of us. May we be equipped enough to bring up our kids in these world nowadays.

Jus what is the big fuss about blackberries? The push emails??? I don't fancy reading business emails off work or even just emails in the toilet. maybe some people do. sms and mms are much cheaper and faster.

and the biGGest drawback is, YOU CAN'T VIDEO CALL, people! WAKE UP!

what did i say about them again?

lost?
sesat??
sigh.


Indonesia's "unlucky" president blamed for quake - just google this line and you'll find the results.

SUPERSTITIOUS Indonesians are blaming their 'unlucky' president - not shifting tectonic plates - for the latest fatal earthquakes in the disaster-prone country.
President Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono - popularly known by his initials SBY - has long been burdened by murmurs that he carries with him the shadow of cosmic misfortune.
A string of natural and man-made disasters since his election in 2004 - including the Indian Ocean tsunami that killed 220,000 across Asia - has seen quips that SBY stands for 'Selalu Bencana Ya', roughly meaning 'Always A Disaster'.

Macam la the person boleh control bencana alam? Helo, nama pun bencana alam. Or in other words, the wrath of God. Tuhan marah. Dengan sapa? Dengan hampa/kita lah.

Nama saja negara org islam paling ramai di dunia. Nama saja agama islam agama rasmi. Pemikiran macam christianity. President hampa tu bukannya jesus (kononnya) menanggung dosa hampa semua. Kalau bencana alam = tuhan marah, meaning tuhan marah dekat semua orang. Bukan sekoq dua saja.

Many occurrence in the Quran, something like this - if we travel the earth, we will learn on the evidence of civilizations more powerful that anything that ever existed being torn down for defying Allah's Godliness. When will we ever learn?

It may sound a bit soothing to say and thank God that malaysia, tho' surrounded with the areas/countries/lands of the Rings of Fire, it is not touched by the ring at all. but does that give us a green light to live in sin, as reported continuously in local celebrity blogs? Will we really be excluded at all?

I have read before that before Islam jatuh, there will be a time where Islam will be at its peak, with strong leaders and centre of the world. I have prayed to be in this moment, but then we learned that the time could already be in the 16th century. And given the moral decadence nowadays, it could be true.

The judgement day, it is sooner that you think.
And this statement was sent down in the Quran some 1430 years ago.

Tarian Pendet: Anifah pelik sikap media Indonesia

PUTRAJAYA Sept. 21 – Menteri Luar, Datuk Anifah Aman berasa pelik dengan sikap media Indonesia yang enggan menerima penjelasan akan isu tarian Pendet yang telah mencetuskan insiden anti-Malaysia di negara itu.

Sebaliknya, para pemberita Indonesia terus mengulangi isu itu di surat khabar, kata beliau kepada pemberita di rumah terbuka Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak di Seri Perdana, di sini, hari ini.

Beliau berkata, Malaysia telah pun menerima penjelasan Discovery Channel mengenai kontroversi tarian Pendet itu dan penjelasan itu juga telah disampaikan kepada kerajaan Indonesia dan mereka juga telah menerima penjelasan itu.

Beliau berkata, Malaysia tidak pernah mengakui tarian Pendet itu adalah tarian Malaysia dan ianya adalah kesilapan pihak Discovery Channel.

Anifah berkata beliau telah membuat penjelasan dalam pertemuan dengan rakan sejawat dari Indonesia, Hassan Wirajuda pada Khamis lalu.

Beliau berharap selepas pertemuan itu, yang telah berjalan dengan baik, segala masalah yang dihadapi oleh kedua-dua negara akan dapat diselesaikan dalam cara yang terbaik.

“Saya telah perjelaskan dalam sidang akhbar (di Indonesia) bahawa Malaysia tidak ada masalah dengan Indonesia,” katanya.

Pertemuan dengan Hassan Wirajuda itu adalah berikutan insiden anti-Malaysia dan laporan media yang negatif terhadap Malaysia di republik berkenaan.

– BERNAMA

Keterlaluan tak i nk kata depa ni mmg tak guna. agak keterlaluan maybe. but dari dulu sampai sekarang mmg jahat. masa msia dapat independence dulu depa punya la hasad dengki buat perang saraf jadi standard communist. punya la jahat. geng pecah rumah pun depa. before this, 10yrs ago, it was still safe to walk here and there in our country, masuk saja bangsa nie since 1990's, dok dlm rumah sendiri pun tak selamat. pastu, ofcoz, pemuda malaysia pun dgn pantas belajaq benda2 pelik depa nie.

yes, dalam semua bangsa, tak semua baik and tak semua jahat. i may begin the explore that there is a possibility that there could be a good jew out there. but when we mention jewish people, we would always link them with men slaughtering of the muslims. they are always bad. we would (we should, we ought to) as possible as we can, stay away from anything that is linked to the jews or anything that's directly funding the bullets and artillery of the jewish wars against the muslims (McDonald's and Starbucks, people, tak mati pun kalau tak makan benda2 nie, but kita yg dok tolong fund bullet utk yahudi belasah org islam. % of the profits mesti kena bg kat "mr mcdonald's", ha situ la duit kita dok belasah burger and coffee depa p).

back to what I was saying, when we mention bangsa indonesia...what would we usually associate them with? while we take my auntie's maids to be part of the families, salam, sembang, gelak, bagi duit raya etc, and tho' their artistes make better music than us malaysians, i'd always associate the rest with 'kekacauan', ruckus, lost, extreme. It's very pitiful and may God forbid, with all the sinful lifestyle we, the leaders and people, post here in our home country will we become like them. And now, with their 'much ado about nothing' attitude over the, i believe, deliberate error by the discovery channel to provoke tension between malaysia and indonesia makes them more pathetic and sickening. While they should be targeting the discovery channel, the folks on the famous tv company now is sitting back and watching the ruckus they has managed to create in the south east of asia. mmg bangsa indonesia ni dungu. melayu, islam jatuh sbb adanya bangsa2 dungu mcm nie lah. sama mcm negara2 arab yg bodoh lagi dungu. bergaduh sesama depa while europe and US bersatu in economy, military and what not. Jangan kita pun jadi bodoh dan dungu sama sudah. So far, Malaysia jarang sekali melenting or jadi mcm cili padi whenever yahudi tak guna like discovery channel and George Soros cuba provoke. Nasib baik kita tak ambik IMF. kalau tak jadi mcm indonesia. as i said many times before, choose the leader that would cause us less damage. Yes, pemuda UMNO corrupt, pilih leader yang sah2 dibuktikan rasuah but dapat warning saja becoz dia kroni PM. tapi, apa akan jadi kalau kita pilih leader yang nk ambik IMF dulu tu? makan batu and pasiaq la anak2 kita. takdak la kawen hantaran sampai 7,8 ribu. Macam Tuhan dah cakap dlm Quran, "lelaki boleh kawen 2, 3 or 4, dgn syarat hampa berlaku adil. tapi, hampa tak mampu, Aku lah yang maha adil" still ramai yg choose nk kawen lebih dari 1. Try la mcm mana pun, kita takkan boleh berlaku adil. Try la mcm mana pun, xdak pemimpin se-ideal Nabi. So, i would certainly choose pemimpin that would cause me less damage. Aku xmau mkn batu dan pasiaq, jadi hamba america and yahudi, silap2 boleh jadi mcm iraq. Yes, Saddam was hamba America who received military aids to fight against other Arab nations, until he went wild and against his boss, and look what has happened to him, to the country..forever be hamba yahudi, they will.

Then you saw it, now you down't !!

Once upon a time...

...you can still see the bell....

and now...

no more bell...






hidden in the fur...

yeap, she is that furry...

that food is that good.
Royal Canin Persian 30.




p/s : posing tu maintain.....