when i was very young..some 20yrs ago, i sincerely prayed to God so i wont get married when im older, because i wanted to look after my parents..
i still have the same prayers..
for some reason, considering a lot of things i have in mind and things that i see, i read, i feel, i don't see marriage as something i'm looking forward to..i am not keen..i am not interested..
i'm not traumatised..i just see marriage as something yang...tak menarik.
Still, things happen at God's will.