Yesterday, today and tonite..

TODAY

hmm...mlm nie mcm sejuk la...hari nie before lunch td x snow..so sgt sgt la sejuk..brrr...i lebih rela ada snow rather than sejuk...brrr...brr..!

to our relief, after lunch td snowing.....but masa balik td..rupa2nya snow tu mcm berair sket..mcm snow+rain...xbesnya...sejuk lerr...esok ada training from 9pm-12pm..then 1pm-3pm ada meeting dgn mgr kat msia..my mgr tu..kalut la..my mentors kat sini x larat betoi dgn dia..biG bosS kat sini pun x larat dgn dia..kalut btoi..pastu suh kami follow up mcm2 dgn mentor..over this and that task..but, mentor kami muka mcm dah bengang dah..aiyo...leceh btoi..kami dok pelik btoi..awat la dia x cakap dgn mentor tu sendiri..ada ka kami yg anak murid nie nk p remind itu ini dekat mentor..gilor pooo..

TODAY

esok patutnya ada training schedule dgn 2 mentor nie after lunch..but i guess, mentor kitorg x bgtau biG bosS and mgr kami..kami pon tatau..then mr mgr dgn restu big bosS pun suruh kami schedule meeting invite all the people in one of his mailing loop..dah la mail dia berlungguk2..kami xtau hujung pangkai punya style..adoy..pressure..pressure..then, mentor kami dengaq ja kami schedule meeting utk tomorrow noon..terus dia pun terkejut la..kata ada training etc...i..adoi..xtau la nk kata apa..then mr mentor pun p cakap dgn biG bosS la..dah la ckp in german..muka dia style tension ja..kami pun kecut..sbb dah la dia byk kerja..but time2 tu dia patut p bercuti..kan depa raya..then sbb utk site kulim..dia pon dok mai la dlm 6am-2pm..then mr mgr asyik dok follow up ja..dia pun x senang nk buat kerja..muka tension gila..

tu bab vip ... nie kami dua org yg dok tgh2 nie..adoy..mr mgr dok call hp i..suruh itu ini..assignment and task..pastu kami discuss dua org nk kena buat mcm mana..and guna which mails nk send out invitation...nk follow up dgn sapa..apa benda..

YESTERDAY

lps tu lagi..smlm dia send satu excel file yg ada segala product numbers, suh kami check process numbers utk benda2 nie..kebetulan smlm mentor suma xdak..tinggai biG bosS ja..and dia suh buat concall...nasib baik la biG bosS ada..mentor tau ada concall, but dia blah balik awai..maleh nk layan mr mgr..bygkan la kami 2 org..kalau xleh get hold of sapa2 yg nk ajaq kami mcm mana nk retrieve data tu..apa mr mgr kami akan cakap nnt..incapable lah...dia nk output latest by the next day..time tu..i tgk muka partner i..partner i tgk muka i..mmg test smgt betoi la..x rational sungguh...dah la mentor xdak.. aiyo...sapa kami nk refer..kami xtau mcm mana nk mula pun..tgk file tu pon x paham amenda..but sumer urgent..

nways, nasib ada biG bosS..dia la yg ajaq kami..buleh dak..dia mmg x buat kerja2 nie..tiba2 kena ajaq kami..agak terkial2 jugak la..lps tu concall..biG bosS pun mcm dah marah2...mr mgr pun mcm kena jugak..

mr mgr : 'biG bosS' ! im surprised u r in the office today.. i thought u're on a holiday..

biG bosS : how can i be sleeping at home when u have all this rubbish!

aiyo...kecut woo...regardless of whta biG bosS ckp kat mr mgr, somehow, over one to one call between both of them, kami kena work on that rubbish file jugak..dah la..

1 - kami baru 2 hari kenal system..

2 - ada dlm 4 or 5 system..yg kami baru mula guna..2 system..tu pun sgt sgt la baru n terkial2...ada instruction codes..and instruction codes tu kami xdak pun..kena hafal sendiri or tulis mana2..

3 - pwd and access pun ada utk 2 system ja..

4 - out notebook pun baru install 2 system tu ja... smlm boleh tahan lagi..sbb kami dua org baru nk absorb all the steps and different systems yg kami kena guna...

biG bosS la dgn sabaqnya ajaq kami..kami seboleh bolehnya la try utk faham secepat yg mungkin..kalau x paham pun, hafal or at least tulis la step by step process dulu..nnt baru absorb balik or tanya mentor..expected, smlm x boleh habis..but kami kena balik dah..member car-pool dok tunggu..and out of the rubbish file, ada benda2 yg x paham n xtau mcm mana nk proceed..tunggu tanya mana2 expert la esok.. then balik mlm..dua2 mls nk fikir..just buat mcm biasa..dinner..mkn..online..tidoq..

TODAY

then the next morning...salji makiin jadik keras mcm ais..snow dah x turun..n kerja2 membersihkan kereta makin tricky..but nasib ada 3 berus so kami pun pulun la berus segala ais yg x berapa keras..and annother of us scrap the ice at the window..after around 15mins, we were on the way to work..dlm kereta..spt biasa..diam ja..but i blv both of our minds mmg dok focus..mcm mana la nk buat dgn today..which mail nk guna utk invite..invite sapa..nk tulih pasai apa..what about that rubbish data in the file..how to approach biG bosS for his access to use one of the systems..how to follow up with mr mentor utk mr mgr's instruction..argh..serabut gila la..

then..kami sambung kerja..setup meeting..time tu la mr mentor kalut dgn mr mgr pasai meetin esok noon n traning yg kami patut attend..luncky for us, we managed to finish the 1st part of the rubbish file..tiba2 pukul 10am ada training on one of the 5 systems! darn! kami dua2 org lupa..xpa training dulu..but both of us x boleh pay attention (the lady trainer looks like how kak arzuani would look like when she's as hold as the lady trainer..) so i mmg melayang2 la pk mcm2..dr kerja..p sampai ke yan bukan2 pun ada..dgn ngntuk lagi..i mean, my mind x boleh tune on the training bila ada kerja urgent nk kena siap..

then lunch...makan pun..kami try to forget abt work for awhile..gelak2 semban2 sket..but bila nk turun from canteen..sama2 paham la..mcm mana nk buat lps nie.. then masuk ja office..kami sambung the 2nd part..part nie utk throw out data ja..guna biG bosS punya access la utk the 2nd system mau xmau pun...then tgh2 buat tu..tiba2 sembang dgn biG bosS..dia found out something...so, instead of buat utk throw out data ja..kami kena buat utk semua and compare the output between both systems...

sejam lepas tu..i dah mula rasa kami nie mcm bodo..buat kerja x tentu arah..patutnya, we stick to the root data..bukannya data from middle data from there p big root data in the system...itu yg biG bosS ckp kat mr mgr but mr mgr kata depa sgt la urgent xleh buat apa dah..kena la buat jugk..but i mmg dah sgt sgt bengang la time tu..mula la dok ckp sepatutnya mcm tu la..instead of mcm nie lah..etc..then bengang sorang...then after that, my partner pun naik bengang jugakk..hampir2 sebijik style i, buleh dak..then i ingat..dang it! she's 6th of june jugak..aisey...

so then, i calm down dulu..and then dia calm down jugak..kami pun think n capai one kata sepakat n sambung buat kerja sampai habis and send dkt biG bosS and mr mgr utk discuss tomorrow afternoon punya meeting...

TONITE

then tonite lps mandi, i baru beli call card, nk la call ct..couldnt ge thru..ada ka dia kata ' the number ure dialing tiada dlm perkhidmatan..." call zali pun mcm tu jugak..call diza mcm dapat..but diaaaammm ja..xdak tone apa pun..xdak kata apa pun...i agak dia off hp terus la nih...sms depa since 9pm..10pm..11pm..xdak sapa reply..i sms, ct zali n abah lagi...then i sms my fren, xdak apa2 pun lps 5mins..then i call her..dapat..finally...but pun x jawab jugak... i sgt...xtau la..sedih ka pressure ka..i pun xtau la nk kata apa..but mmg rasa mcm nk breakdown ja la td...i x puas hati..i takut ada any prob with the bloody line to msia..i call la another friend..sekali ja..x payah tunggu lama2 terus dia jawab..hmm..its nice to finally hear a voice from over there...tiba2 i call dia jawab..i nk kena explain pulak sikit sebanyak abt why i tiba2 call..ok..talked for abt 2 mins..i get the 1st friend to call me back..and she helped checking with the guys at home..confirming that their phones are still functioning..thank god at least..

i dont know..i was on the verge of a breakdown td...but no, i dont usually cry..i'd usually sleep.nk tidoq awai lah..but it's good to hear some voices from back home..really.. but i'll be fine..

(once in a while rasa mcm nie..usually...my mood pada tahap malar jaa..x terlalu jumpy2..)