well, i'm back

...after a full 1 week off from work...new quarter starts next month and i will have another 3 days max of unpaids to clear every month until september, plus 4 days of annual leave...thank God the fasting month spreads between august and september...im looking forward to clearing some 10days off then...

anyways, i still arrive around 9am this morning...good thing is that, i got the parking space upstairs..that's the 'beauty' of coming in 'a bit' later than everyone else...

nevertheless, my morning song for the whole morning :

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

I'm not OK (I promise) - My Chemical Romance

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